why do i always doubt myself? or other ppl for that matter. maybe bc i've been let down so many times that i never really know who or what to trust fully. i have zero confidence and i think it's starting to show. i always think everybody hates me or that ppl are only nice to me to my face. but the problem is...very few really know me. i hate being ( Read more... )

i got really bored. so i made this:


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today has been one of the most stressful days i have ever had. everything just seemed to go wrong. first i woke up late for school and missed my first class. math, of all subjects. i feel completely unprepared for my speech thursday and find myself scrambling to finish the powerpoint presentation that needs to go along with it. i want to go to the ( Read more... )

what a perfect weekend. i had so much fun. friday was the franklin homecoming game. it was crazy, they went from losing the first half of the game 0-19 to coming back in the 2nd half and winning it 29-19. talk about an intense game. they're division champs now. sweet stuff. anywho, then saturday was the homecoming dance :-) we went to bahama breeze ( Read more... )

ahh i am very excited for this weekend. and just about every week in october considering all the shows coming up :-D i'm seeing my baby todayyy mmm i can't wait. (whatever, so i'm just a big ol' sap that loves to talk about how much i love my bf...so sue me ( Read more... )

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i got off work early today & went to see mark for a while. it was fuuunnn x 10 ;-) love you sweetheart.

homecoming is next weekend. i still need to find a dress. mehhh :-/ somebody wanna take me to great lakes crossing? brahh....didn't think so.

you know what i love? ...waking up to him lying next to me. best feeling in the world :-)

ahh, one week is too long. :-/

i don't know why i even care about this now. i mean, i really don't...but it's something that i can't just ignore. i feel like there's 2 ppl that either just enjoy trying to hurt me, or really do believe that i am the liar they both say i am. considering how hurt and depressed i was 5 months ago...don't you think i've already been through enough? i ( Read more... )

dear god another one.......i cant help it. they are addicting. i think this is the longest one yet.

( yeah, again! )