At the end of the day when I retire to my room, all that runs through my mind is that I have nothing. I now have three pictures of times now past, of people that I call friends. But most of these people I will never, or very rarely, see again ( Read more... )

I am going to die rich and lonely. I am going to have a killer car and a nice house in a nice neighborhood. I will have a great job and lots of free time. I am going to travel the world and see the sights. But I will end up doing it all alone.
What do you call a beautiful woman on a trombone player's arm? A tattoo.

I can't do anything well anymore, at least nothing that anyone cares about. Damnit why does my life suck?
Life is a kick in the crotch.

You know when something happens to you or someone just says some small thing that makes you alter the way to see the world just enough to throw you off ( Read more... )

I remember a time when I used to have friends... we used to hang out and go places, play games, talk, socialize ( Read more... )

I hate my life.

Is there a point to any of this? I wish I could just give up because that is pretty much the only thing that makes any sense at this point. Everything I do I am mediocre at at best. There is nothing redeeming about me. I wish people could just vote me off the island and get it over with instead of continuing this false pretense that there is ( Read more... )

So just over a month until I graduate and leave forever. Basically one month until this part of my life dies forever. It's sad but true. Not that anything will really be much different than it is now. Instead of being around people and feeling completely alone, I will actually be alone. I will go to work everyday and do my job and come home to ( Read more... )

"Hope is not the belief that everything will work out but the belief that everything will make sense in the end."

Sometimes its amazing how things can come along to pick you up just when you feel like you hit the bottom. Yeah, I will survive. I always do. Hey, I get to dance tonight. The weather is nice again today ( Read more... )