A letter I wrote to my mom and I just sent her.. god I hope I don't get in trouble ( Read more... )

What up, diary? Lmao. Jesus, sorry I haven't updated in like a week. Not much has really been going on. I have no short term memory, so I'm going to try and remember what happened this week.. I've been sick. On Friday I couldn't speak so I had to stay home from school. Omg I'm going to fail school I know it. This always happens GOD I have to work ( Read more... )

On Wednesday I got an e mail from Kookies telling me that Jessica got a boyfriend. That night when she got online I acted all quiet. She finally drug it out of me that I was in love with her. We are still best friends, but when I think of her with that boy it makes me cry. I've been crying all day, I don't think I can cry anymore. I want to tell ( Read more... )

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For some reason I'm really lonely tonight. I don't know what it is. I was just talking to Kookies and Steph.. I guess sometimes I just get like this. This has been one of the loneliest nights I've had in a while. I just feel like going to bed, but I'm hoping Jessica or someone will get online and make me feel better. Today someone called me a ( Read more... )

Ugh. I hate Mondays. Today really sucked. Ilana and MAry have been talking about me saying that I'm fake. Do you think I'm fake, whoever's reading this? I don't. I try to be nice to everyone. I'm not mad at Ilana so much as I'm upset with Mary. She talks about everyone. She talks about Ilana, Susanna, Andrea, anyone and everyone. Sometimes it just ( Read more... )

Oh man, I just woke up. I had the craziest time last night. Kyle came over around 5:30ish and we walked around the neighborhood. Then we came back to my house and just chilled outside. He is such a cool kid I love him to death. Then Britnay and Jackie came to get me and we dropped Kyle at home and went to the football game. on the way I downed some ( Read more... )

Ugh. This week has been going by soooo incredibly slow. Every day at school's just like "Alright, I REALLY don't need to be here today." I'm ready early today though. I thought I was going to be late because I woke up late. Oh well. We got progress reports yesterday ( Read more... )