What the FUCK!

[shocka1901]

I know i made a mistake! Isnt tht obvious enough! ilost 2 of my best friends in one fowl swoop and now im sitting here crying over it like i have a right to be upset. I dont know what to do and all every one keeps talking about is how much I fucked up. Im a fucking nymphomaniac and i cant help it! Every thing ive ever done with that kid ive

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This is bull shit tommy

[shocka1901]

I asked you many times to talk and u wont answer my phone calls you nevercall me you never give me a chance! Pete is the second best friend that i lost. I didnt write any of that for attention! all that was for tommy to read and i dont know how to make this shit private. I have been trying to say sorry tommy but you wont listen! You listened to will nad pete listend to me and yes he is mad at me and he probably always will be. We have been friends for longer then u and will have and longer then me and will have but apparently that doesnt matter to you. You know my whole family and i know your whole family and to methat makes you family. I wouldnt care if will hated me cuz hes an asshole and we are supposed to be best friends. Tommy you never told us not to have sex you said that you werent going to have sex. And we both agreed that we could never have sex. WTF. this is still fucked up becuase your mad at me and not will and for some fucked up reason it iseasier to forgive him then it is to forgive me. Thats where this gets fucked up

This is bull shit amber

[freakydork]

do you know why tommy forgave will and why he is still mad at you? and i'm not talking about the sex part. if you don't know then i don't think you could write this all.

and if it didn't mean anything to you then why have you hooked up with him so many times and then had sex with him? i mean if he didn't mean anything to you then you shouldn't have even talked to him.

and about this business that he's a waste of a hot body. you don't know him very well. he's a good guy. Yeah i'm a little bias cause I'm his sister. but all that means is i see all the sides of him. he's a great kid when you see the good side of him and every girl he is with sees that side of him. you are too arrogant to get to know anyone you do something with.

and sex is supposed to mean something. why the hell would you just do it and forget about it? that makes no sense what so ever.

Re: This is bull shit tommy

[gooberpunk87]

you called once an hour later but my phone was wet on on the fritz! and you didn't leave a message either! um well i am mad because well what you did was really stupid however i am not mad at will because he put forth the effort to make up, you just assume everything is fine. It was so much easier to forgive will because i ve known him for like a year and we're not best friends, i was pissed cuz that night we talked for like 2 hours but i don't have as much history with him like i do with you he doesn't know me inside and out like you do, i can't be as upset with him because he didn't know how i felt however you did. I do still wanna be friends this isn't worth losing our friendship over but its seriously going to take time, and a lot of it! and you and pete do need to talk and we need to talk and you and will need to talk and then when pete finally talks to will this will all be over with but i ll give it a good 5 monthes or so

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

[shocka1901]

I'm not fucking phsycic april! I only hooked up with him one other time i never hooked up with him all the time! get ur facts straight! We're just friends what I meant by he doesnt mean anything is i have no desire for him and the only reason i did that night was becuase it all started with the 3some! I'm not being arrogant thats just how I feel currently I know hes not all bad but you do also have to remember that he does cheat on all of his girl friends. And I dont see sex the same way that most people do. I thin kthat it is fun and it only means somehting with a person that menas something to you. with will it was just something to do! and we were all horny! And April I'm your willing to talk to me about this. I calledyou earlier and left you a messege so the next step is up to you.

Re: FUCK!!!!!!!!!!

[freakydork]

let's see, i've heard you hooked up with him a couple times. and i trust my sorces. and one of them being you. and i never said it was all the time. so check what you are commenting to before you write something. it starting as a threesome still isn't a good reason. i know he cheats on them...but that doesn't mean you are welcome to help him out with it. you are that other girl that all the girlfriends hate because you are who they cheated with...and you know it.

[shocka1901]

I called you every day for the first 3 days. And what was I supposed to say on the messege? when you answer that I'll leave you it then you lett me know how it makes you feel. Like I said before I did try! Me and pete have talked and we continue to talk. wedo need to talk and i dont know what me and will are going to talk about. Oh and P.S. April, He tells peopel behind myback all the time that im nasty, so why would he do thisin the first place. why dont you ask him for me. Also pete isnt going to talk to will. And I am sorry.

[gooberpunk87]

but you never called! IT NEVER SAID YOU CALLED! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HOW YOU FELT! HOW WOULD I KNOW! and I REALLY DON'T CARE IF PETE AND WILL EVER TALK AGAIN AND WHATEVER! WE NEED TO TALK CUZ I FEEL LIKE WHEN I AM AROUND YOU I AM BEING FAKE, not so much anymore but its the worst feeling.
BUT you should of left some sort of message saying how you felt you know what you did was wrong, that we need to talk and that everything will be fine after a while! you could of at least tried.

sorry pete but i am not hardcore like you, sometimes i bruise...a lot.
backoff!

[_stupid_bus_63_]

just let this shit go...tommy, if you can't forgive amber, fuck you...your gay, and as far as we know, will isn't...yeah he is confused, but you have no chance with him...i really don't think you ever will...just get over it, everyone...what the fuck can we do about it now, yeah it hurt...you made your point, your mad...why let some stupid shit like that destroy a friendship you let build up for so long?

[cawaii_chococat]

because obviously one "tumble" can destroy all the peices like a domino.And for each and different people "friendship" obviously means something different to those people.

[freakydork]

very well said

[gooberpunk87]

thanks mo you've always got my back...always. i am going to call you tomarrow sorry i didn't call you back today i was driving and i wasn't sure what time i could call till! sorry but THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING HOW I FEEL!