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[shockwaveplaya]

Been a long time since ive updated, and this is about the only post ive ever cared if people read or not

Comments

[xoxojaclynmarie]

nice to hear youre happy.
sometimes you just gotta make new friends.

[rollthedie]

your right, i dont know why anyone over here calls this friendship, but i dont. we havent hung out in a while and it does kind of bother me but i know that your off somewhere else having fun and thats all i really care about is people enjoying themselves, whether or not it involves me. today the first thought out of my head when i was fully awake was how much i miss the feeling of being physically mentally and emotionally exhausted after half a day of playing paintball and that if i had to pick anyone to be next to in a bunker it would be you. i cant exactly pop on over and say hey anymore due to my disadvantageous geographic location. so if you want to stop on over you are welcome. YOU. dont fucking bring twenty people. i like people when they are themselves, not a group of selves. and the whole deal about "not wanting anyone over" was about all the stupid party shit everyone was going on. you know how i feel about that shit and i dont want it here. and i dont want to be let down because of a substance. but if your willing drop all

[easternchipmunk]

its good to be free.

but i do miss sean.

[easternchipmunk]

i suppose the part that i left out of the last comment was the fact that what i missed the most about sean was missing him. i missed missing him. because i dont really. every once in a while a little bit. and i still love sean. but i've moved on. and im happy.

[adrianbrooks]

it bothered me too...the not caring...the not missing.
i'm happier now too.
not as happy as i could be, i'll admit that.
but that is why i'm trying to make new friends.

i'm glad you are happy now, wes
i'll say this now, because i can't really be sure when i'll see you next:
you are one of the people i can truly call a friend.
i'll admit we never hung out one-on-one...not really. but amids all swarms of other people, we had some good one-on-one times.

i hope you feel the same.

i've missed you the past few weeks, no joke.
i even got arya to call you the other day (remember? i was right there next to him)

anyway.
enjoy your life.
enjoy your new friends.

as long as you are happy, that is all that matters.

[quietjaps]

amen wes. amen.
it seems we're all finding new things. i miss your dumb face. come to me.