I felt like I went back in time 10 years last night ( Read more... )

I just got my third job rejection (after having an interview, I've been rejected from lots more without interviews ( Read more... )

Before I had a Live Journal, I used to use Open Diary. The way I wrote there was a lot different. No one I knew read it, so I could say whatever I wanted and know that only strangers would read it, so I probably talked about my feelings more, where as LJ I usually just right what I have been doing. Or I don't have feelings anymore, that could be ( Read more... )

I have another job interview, and several more rejection letters. I starting to wonder if I should just go back to New Zealand. I can scrub dishes at the pub, live with the maintenance boys again and spend my hard earned 12 bucks an hour at the one bar in town. At least I wouldn't have to live with my parents ( Read more... )

Well I was saying where are the 40 degree days, and I got them ( Read more... )

* Been to the tennis today. Hot in the sun as usual but not as bad as last time I went ( Read more... )

It's only part time though, but out of all the ones I applied for, in the best location. Chadstone is closer to my place than Southland, Fountain Gate and Frankston, where I applied for all the others ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like I spend all my energy holding back from starting to scream hysterically. Lately I feel like I have to keep myself from losing my mind. I'm not sure how I manage to stay calm. Maybe I'm just bored. Somehow, the time passes. Maybe more will pass and it well get better. Or I'll just get old and die.

A few times vagrantkid  has asked me to go running with him (though I don't think he was ever serious) and I replied that I physically can't run for more than a few metres at a time, and therefore couldn't possibly come along without being a major slow down.  I'm not sure whether he believed me or not.

Well I put this to the test and it turned out to be ( Read more... )

As I'm re-applying for my winter ski field job for next winter, I need to make a decision. Have the same position again, or apply for a different one. I would love to apply for ticket checker this time. However, this is an outside job that requires standing up and energy. If I plan on drinking as much as I did last year, then I would have some ( Read more... )