I'm on some new medicine now. And I think that this one (after, like, 6 different ones) is going to work. It's called Lamictal (or something like that)...and when I'm on that...I feel better, I concentrate better, and I feel up to doing homework and going to class. Even when I feel really down about something, it's not near as bad as it used to be ( Read more... )

I've just been feeling down lately ( Read more... )

I can feel the depression setting in.

I can't sleep.

Fuck me.

It starts in my legs and suffocates me. Goddamn. I hate this shit.

And I hate the holidays.

I never thought I would say this...because I've always loved Christmas. I always thought next year, it'll be better and it always just seemed to get worse ( Read more... )

I've been feeling sick lately ( Read more... )

Wow. Last night was fucking awesome. I haven't had such a good time in quite a while ( Read more... )

yousendit_ is a great community.

If you had not died you would 21 today. And we would be planning for our wedding in December ( Read more... )

Had nightmares last night that I was raped. And that a local priest was murdered and I had to take his place at the altar

I've spent the entire afternoon intermittently reading a book to keep mind occupied and crying my eyes out ( Read more... )

I've been missing Luke like crazy these last two weeks or so. Everything makes me think of him--even when I don't want it to ( Read more... )