It was a beautiful ceremony. Marred by the miscarrige the day before, but beautiful all the same. Life is very good. I have a sexy husband and still have some freedom. Today I legally changed my name to Sara Virginia Salyer. Marrige isn't all that bad so far. Our house is beautiful and decorating it is fun. Thank you for all who came and those who ( Read more... )

We are getting married Sept 3rd. Close friends and family only. As of April 17 my life will be forever different. My life as I know it will be over, but the life that I will be coming into will be so much better. These next 9 months will be interesting

I want it to be known that I am having a wedding for my family, Ryan's family and Ryan and I. No one else cares and only Trisha has made an effort. A fucking phone call of congrats would be nice. Also not directed at people who aren't good friends. I realize everyone is busy but this is my WEDDING. Get over yourselves and HELP ME. Who knew my ( Read more... )

May 19th 2006 is the date. Mom put a deposit on the most beautiful place I have ever seen. It is a mansion with a pool and a tent with chandeliers. It looks like the hamptons. This wedding will be the classiest most beautiful wedding ever. People need to get their addresses to me if they want to come! Dress shopping on Sunday. Wish me luck!

I am engaged. For real this time. Not that last time wasn't real, but it never felt real. This time the man that I love more than I have ever loved anyone got down on one knee and gave me my princess cut solitare. That thing is BEAUTIFUL. Life is perfect and my wedding will be perfect. Fuck all of you who don't care.

I know I said i wouldn't update for awhile, but some stuff was on my mind. I was reading my journal and it felt like I was reading about someone else. I was reading emails from jimmy on it and I couldn't fathom loving him. I can't picture living my life with someone other than Ryan. We watched the notebook tonight and we cried at the end because it ( Read more... )

It has been a long time. A long time since I have felt this way. But I know deep down I have NEVER felt this way before. This is it. This is real love. I had heard so many describe it before. Tried so many times to convince myself I felt it. Now..it is here. And it is mutual. I will be sitting in bed with you and look and you and it will strike me ( Read more... )

School is done and i ended up with 2 A's and a B...and a D...but the A was in ITALIAN. FUCK YOU VALENTI!!! Anyways my vacation is in a week and I was having second thoughts about my trip because I am lame and dont want to leave Ryan, but I am totally going. We are such an old married couple now though. We dont do anything with our families without ( Read more... )

Well I finally have time for a proper post. Finals are over and it doesn't look like I failed anything. Yay! Today is Ryan and I's one month anniversary. It seems like much longer. I spend literally every day with him. And even though he will irritate me I still miss him whenever I leave. Last night I left his house and I felt like crying. And I ( Read more... )

So long since i have updated. Too be honest there is no time. I am either at work, school or Ryan's. We are an old married couple. We get in our pjs and go to sleep. Granted we have sex before that, but whatever. Things are serious. Very serious. We have been ring shopping and he has gone on multiple occasions by himself. I feel bad because I pick ( Read more... )