Crazy weekend. We hung out at Nick's on Friday and drank and Nick's ex and I were being dumb on Nick's web cam. We were grinding and calling myself Tanya. He was all over me and it was funny cause we made out. My "boyfriend" was there, but he was boring so I ignored him.Then I got a call at 2 in the morning from a guy who likes me and he told me ( Read more... )

So i am royally fucked as far school goes. I need to get my ass to class and get my ass in gear, but I always seem to rather want to go shopping or take a nap or some lame shit like that. I am wasting my talent the dumb fuck I am! Work sucks! AHHH I hate this shit. Other than that I can't complain. Jimbo text messaged me again two nights ago at 2 ( Read more... )

So I finally neet a nice guy who really likes me and treats me nice and he doesn't annoy the hell out of me and He is leaving APRIL 5th to go into the airforce. Fucking military. And we all know long distance is out for many reasons. FUCK! Oh well i still have my toy on the back burner and there will be other boys. Work sucks and I am freaking out ( Read more... )

I love first dates. They are so hopeful. And I love text messgages all day and feeling special. Life goes on. Life is good. This life is mine and I wouldn't trade that for anything.

I want to thank you. Thank you for slapping me in the face and showing me how much i like mny life here. Thank you for allowing me the chance to see how much I hate being manipulated. My mom was right you know. I AM to special to have run off and given up everything I have worked for for a mediocre life. I don't think love conquers all. Not that ( Read more... )

I have the flu. I puked 20 times yesterday.I think I am dying. this sucks!!!!!

I hate being a girl, but I have to admit I am happy to get my period! No minor's baby for me. I really need to get rid of him though...but it is tough. He calls me every night and tells me what I want to hear. Bah I hate this. And work sucks and I have midterms. I need a vacation.

On my way to school I was thinking about cheating. I think I only cheat because I haven't met a man that kept my interest/treated me right. I haven't met a man WORTHY of manogomy. How sad for me! And I know that is a fucked up way to think, but I am a little fucked up right now.

Well it was another fun weeked. Got REAL REAL drunk on Friday. Haven't been like that in a LOONNG time. Got rug burn on my foot having sx in a bathroom. Went home and people called and I don't remember what we talked about. Hung out with my mom on Saturday and got pedicures and went shopping. Then I went shopping with Sean (a new gay man to add to ( Read more... )

I go wild cause you break me open ( Read more... )