I'm so... confused right now. I don't even know how to describe how I feel. I guess the best way to put it is that I'm just fed up with boys right now (in general, that is). Usually, girls are the ones associated with all the drama, which is why so many girls I know have mostly guy friends. But lately, there's just so much unnecessary drama, none ( Read more... )

This past weekend and today have been... weird, to say the least. Honestly, I can't think of the appropriate word. I did, well mainly said, a lot of things I think I'll live to regret. But what's in the past is in the past, I suppose. No point dwelling on it now... which is exactly what I was so desperately trying to avoid this weekend, ( Read more... )

So... lately I've been finding it difficult to balance life. On the one hand, there's school. I'm not so good at time management now that all these long term projects have been thrown in the mix. Somehow, I'll survive. On the other hand, I just want to LIVE life as opposed to sitting around learning about it. I've been going out a lot more, ( Read more... )

So, after much debate, my parents and I decided to flee to San Antonio. This decision was made last night, and now that the hurricane's moving north, it might have been just as well to stay here. We have reservations that we can't cancel though, so now it's a done deal (we got the VERY LAST room at the Hyatt Hill Country ( Read more... )

Oh that Ryan Cabrera knows my thoughts all too well...

With you gone, it plays on.
Its so hard to move on.
I want to, but I wanted you.
Now you stay in my head,
I'm not over you yet.
I try to but I wanted you.

So... life. Life is hectic. Life is stressful. Life is somewhat depressing. Hmm... I blame school. There's just so much going on at once that it's hard to keep up. Hopefully this week will be more chill what with homecoming being over ( Read more... )

It would seem that I keep making the same mistakes over and over again...

So, I seriously THOUGHT I'd be well enough to go to school today, but I was wrong. I think my cold's finally clearing up, but I woke up and was just soooo dizzy... there was no way I could drive. But I will force myself to make it tomorrow because two days of make-up work is two days too many. Also, if I miss any more days, I can't go to New York ( Read more... )

It seems like I had a lot of time to think over the 3 day weekend... so I realized quite a few things. For one, I'm over the guy I'd liked for a bit... which is definitely good news. I also realized that as much as I try to hate Jonathan and convince myself that I have no desire to speak to him again, it's just not true. Funny how if I'd just ( Read more... )

This weekend was nowhere near as relaxing as I'd hoped. Perhaps there was no chance of genuine relaxation considering the large amount of work due Tuesday... most of which I've stupidly left for tomorrow. So, tomorrow will definitely be stressful. I've also been so emotional lately. I don't know why exactly, but little things seem to get to me so ( Read more... )