What am I going to do?

1.clean my apartment
2.clean my car
3.play lineage 2
4.nothing

This weekend was a blur for the most part. I am still tired on Tuesday from the events.
The Cannibal Corpse show was great, and I did get my mind off the stuff I went through on Saturday.
I guess its all part of the process I suppose.

Well, I apparently made a total ass out of myself last night(to myself, I don't know if anyone else picked up on it). Thankfully I left the party before others could see it. I woke up this morning with a monster hangover. As soon as I checked my email, I decided to check and see if I posted anything here last night(as much of it was a blur ( Read more... )

GFind myself regressinmg, listenign to the cure and shit. god the song distintigratipm always does thsi to me. I grew up adoring this album and now it destroys me

I realize. I still have feelings for her inside, no matter how much negativity i surround myself with and how mcuh i say i hate i her, i still feel soemthing in side for her.

The first time I have gone out since I havc supposedly gotten over Nikki, and low and behold, dudes im with start talking about her. I left cause I felt uncomfortable as hell. Is it because I hear she is engaged or ist it because I haven't gotten over her? I don';t knw cuase I am really fucked up right now.

Well, I guess the Japanese beta is over for us non Japanese players. Apparently, they have blocked all non japanese IP addresses...and well, I am frankly surprised it took them that long to do that. I can't count how many times some idiot was babbling in english lots of arrogant and racial remarks. I hear the US beta is going to start soon, ( Read more... )

Spent a good portion of my day off either passed out unconscious or playing Lineage 2. My character is close to becoming level 12 now. It sucks that all of this playing is for naught since it is beta and the servers will be wiped eventually. I saw some screenshots from the sieges last week on the Korean server....oh man there were probably over ( Read more... )

Yeah, I haven't been able to play Lineage 2 for a couple of days now because of this damn modem problem. I am going into withdrawl. I really hope this game comes out on time in the US, because I don't know how long this open beta will go for in Japan. I actually cancelled my FFXI account yesterday in anticipation of L2. I have found myself ( Read more... )

Well, another long day of work down the tubes. I haven't picked up my pencil in a few days. I did some storyboards with sharpies last week and haven't touched them since then. I am happy with them though, considering I haven't done anything like that in YEARS. They aren't perfect, but I am starting to get over my perfectionist ways ( Read more... )