( why are you on my buddy list?? )

i am 19 as of today.

crap.

only one more year as a teenager.

fuck.

tomorrow i turn nineteen. not looking forward to it. time goes by fast. what will i be like when im fifty? i don't really want to know ( Read more... )

* drop of applications round town
* buy some new pants
* buy new pair of tennis shoes
* get room ready for painting
* return movies
* rent more movies
* stare at the computer for a good hour
* brush teeth
* knit
* work out
* look for more jobs
* make LJ look preety
* pick up prescription at shopko

(not in this order, but it all needs doing)

i feel better,
got lots of sleep,
and food is staying in my stomach.

i'm gonna go sleep some more.

i feel like shit physically and mentally.

last night was awesome. it was just totally random and bizarre (well maybe not). yall must be filled in on it ( Read more... )

my life may be really fucked up right now but that doesn't mean that i wont talk about it with random people from my past so why don't i share with all of you lovely people.

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blahh

larry

so this is just to let people know it didn't work out in vancouver and i am home right now. i am gonna be making a hella lotta changes in the next few days and on includes making this friends only and i am gonna be taking a few people off my friends list, its just because i don't read your journal or its boring ( Read more... )

to damn nervous to sleep so i thought i'd post pictures.

( Word to your Mother-in-Law )