how will i know... if it's just PMS or if i am truly a moody person?

Our last car ride together was comparatively quiet. The soundtrack throughout the three-hour trip was divided between two soft rock stations: Magic 106.7, which calmed us from Boston to Providence, and Star 99.9, from Providence to New Haven. My fingertips glided on the steering wheel for two-thirds of the trip. My head bobbed and shoulders ( Read more... )

is love enough?

i remember hearing a story about a little 7 year old niece who LOVED worms. she loved worms so much that she would play with them all day in the garden. sometimes she would also grab the worms and bring them over to her dad in the house. but during those times, on the trip from the garden to the house, she would squeeze the worms she loved so ( Read more... )

i don't know which i am.

i've been busy. maybe i will start again when i move to new haven.

i quit my job today officially. that's it. ta ta pwc. mick was very nice. told me i'd always be welcomed back!

louie has been a doll to me lately. in his phone calendar for this saturday, he wrote, "help my baby move." :) i've never had this before.

been spending the last two weeks learning how to be single again. it's not so bad -- i quite enjoy the more ME time -- but it can get a little lonely at night.

it's been a learning process. thank god i'm still "young."

talknig to straight men about relationship drama makes me feel like i'm totally overreacting. tonight i felt like my complaints were so trivial after talking to albert, anthony and dan ly.

i've recently been feeling like a "crazy girly girl" with unfounded boyfriend-related insecurities. i spoke with my wonderfully confident officemate nora who said things that i'd really like to remember: "pretty girls" are a dime a dozen while smart, caring, dynamic girls like us are the special ones. if a boy were to ever cheat on me, i can ( Read more... )

tonight i had a revelation. i realized that the irony about love is that sometimes you feel the most unhappy when you are the deepest in love.