Sometimes I feel as if I'm walking in a dream and I snap awake suddenly and say to myself, "What the fuck just happened?" What happened occurred so long ago, but it feels like it happened only yesterday ( Read more... )

my heart is a hollow chamber,
walls echoing a forlorn song,
the cold seeping through my bones,
numbing my emotions.

stop haunting me, old ghosts,
you are not welcome in my home;
you have pillaged and destroyed,
leave me be to mend my tattered soul.

there's a suffering sadness
that resonates with each sigh
as a disembodied feeling
flees the present
to become a ghost of a thought.

Wow, I haven't done this in a long time. The witching hour is almost upon us and I just finished working! And I feel good! Haha! Guess the old me is back. :D

This afternoon, I made the long overdue trip to the clinic for a CBC as I've been having a lot of dizzy spells of late. Will get the results tomorrow--online! Hi-precision Diagnostic Clinic is ( Read more... )

I've been pretty busy with work and social calls that I've neglected blogging, yet again. So below is a random summary of stuff that's been happening.

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I don't know why I've held off buying an FM modulator for the longest time. My car stereo does not have an AUX input so I had to get a modulator to be able to play my iPod in the car. So I got a ( Read more... )

Wow, I can't believe that this week is fully loaded with social commitments!

Monday - session practice with Zach
Tuesday - the gig
Wednesday - dinner at Dezato with Candice and Kris (update: and Earnest and Cynthia!)
Thursday - happy hour with Opts
Friday - dinner and drinks with The Valman

And work's been really toxic, too! And just a day ago ( Read more... )

I missed playing! Just got home from session practice. I'll be playing bass for Zach Lucero tomorrow (um tonight na pala yun kasi April 21 na) at Saguijo. Shameless plug: If you don't have any plans for tonight, head on over to Saguijo! Other bands are Marty McFly, Pin-up Girls, Miguel Escueta, and a lot more! Get a copy of Zach's album na rin! It' ( Read more... )

Just got new shock absorbers for my car. Had to replace all four of them. Cost me a kidney, but it's well worth it as the car glides like a dream. I wonder where I can get new ones for my emotions? It's been a rather bumpy ride lately (not to mention the hell-ride last year) and the old ones are probably all beat up and busted by now ( Read more... )

It's a sickness, I swear.

I went to SM North Edsa to pay bills and work some, but after settling my accounts, my feet led me to National Bookstore. I knew there was a sale because I had been to the one in Megamall last night and bought Piers Anthony's Currant Events (a Xanth novel) in hardbound for P50 frickin' bucks. ;) I also saw a copy of Simon ( Read more... )

I can feel it. The universe is shifting and things are falling into place. Life has never been sweeter. :)