I  dropped some very strong "F" bombs on the hispanic woman working the counter on the Jersey pike today. It wasn't her fault directly but in the moment 2.35 seemed outrageous for a lousy plastic bottle of snapple which was promptly left on the counter as she yelled back at me something about how i had to pay for it because she rang it up. As i ( Read more... )

Someone once told me to kill what i love before it kills me, i think about this sometimes -alone in the dark, naked , or not. Seriously i do think about it when i first heard it i dont know that i had the same understanding of  it that i have now and a year from now i may have a whole different interpretation. I fear more as i grow older and i ( Read more... )

I miss Crouse ( Read more... )

Holy shit i have been trying to remember the gd password to this thing for like a year now! haaaaaaaaaaaa Hello livejournal! i'm goin to bed now cuz i gotta work soon but yay!

re·spon·si·bil·i·ty ( Read more... )

The last two weeks have been probably the shittiest two weeks in three years for me. Lastnight i broke completely. I've heard about how crazy i am and how fucked up i am and how stupid i am and what a bitch i am and all the other shit people have to say be it people that were around lastnight or others who don't even have anything to do with that ( Read more... )

When we're little it's ok to have dreams and to believe in them with everything you have. It Seems as we grow older our dreams aren't so acceptable anymore and believing in anything that strongly is just stupid. Some dreams are meant to be just that~dreams but others are attainable. The ones that are meant to just be dreams though, we know where to ( Read more... )

Fallen Angels ( Read more... )

SO many people i wanna say fuck you to right now. Like many things though it's not even worth it. A moments satisfaction that's all i'd get it wouldn't make me feel better long enough to matter. My biggest fuck you will be leavin all this shit behind. Basically the big plan to leave is fucked but i don't care anymore i don't give a fuck come April ( Read more... )

He lay there ( Read more... )