I Love the way You Hurt - Chapter 13

Apr 16, 2011 17:26

Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance 
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD




Chapter 13

Jun was yawning and scratching the back of his head in a tired way when he got to the kitchen that morning, seeing Satoshi there, preparing the breakfast. He went to him and hugged him, giving him a small kiss on the lips.

"Good morning, teddy.." he said, before taking a sit on the table.

"Have you sleep well, master?" Satoshi asked, giving Jun a cup of coffee.

"Not really.. Ryosuke kept waking up screaming. He didn't come to me or anything, but I heard him. I also heard him crying hard a lot.. I wanted to go to him, but I was afraid he will get even more scared so I didn't." Jun said, while spinning the spoon in the cup.

"I heard him too.. It sounded very.. painful.." Satoshi said, taking a sit on the table as well.

"Sho called me. He said Ninomiya will come here with Aiba-kun again today."

"They will?" Satoshi said, a bit surprised.

"Appearently, Ninomiya felt a very deep affection for Ryosuke so he wants to help him or something. Who would have thought, huh? That the cold little whore will become the big hero?" Jun said, giggling amused while drinking a bit of his coffee.

"Master.. Is been like almost 10 days since we haven't done like.. anything at all. I miss you.." Satoshi said, looking down at the table, feeling ashamed for the words that were coming out of his mouth but being unable to hold in anymore.

"I know.. I miss you too. Is just that.. I kept thinking Ryosuke might hear us or enter in the room and get scared or something." Jun confessed.

"He is really a burden.." Satoshi said, a bit annoyed.

"Hey, don't say that. He is just a kid.." Jun said.

"I know.. It just pisses me off sometimes.."

"Come here." Jun said, pushing his chair a bit away from the table and tapping his leg.

Satoshi got up from his chair and went to Jun, sitting on his lap. Jun hugged him strong, caressing his back with his fingers. He left his head rest on Satoshi's chest, wishing they would be alone in the house so he could just undress him and do him right there on the table. Satoshi was only sitting there, without moving at all. He haven't received any order and he was not sure if he was allowed to do something or not.

"You can touch me back, is fine.." Jun said, as if reading his mind.

Satoshi smiled and hugged Jun back, starting to play with his fingers around his master's smooth, black hair. He knew that Ryosuke was just a innocent child and that it wasn't his fault that he was scared and traumatised and all.. But he couldn't help it but blame that kid for the fact that him and Jun had no more privacy and time for each other. He felt Jun's hands making room under his shirt, his cold, long fingers touching the skin of his back in a very exciting form. Satoshi almost moaned, trying to get even closer to the man.

"Master.." he whispered.

Jun grabbed him by the chin and forced his tongue inside his mouth. Satoshi closed his eyes and left himself be taken away, while he felt Jun pushing his back on the table. He felt his shirt being completely unbuttoned and pulled down a bit. When Satoshi opened his eyes, he was on the table, with his hands tide up on his back with his own shirt, his legs touching the floor only slightly. He saw Jun smiling and taking his cup of coffee, purring some of it on his neck. Satoshi closed his eyes tight and moaned. It was very hot, he could feel his skin burning up. Jun bend down and licked it off, licking his own lips after.

"This is a more proper way of taking a morning breakfast, don't you agree?" Jun said, with a smirk on his face.

"Yes, master.." Satoshi said too, smiling.

Jun purred a bigger amount of coffee, this time on Satoshi's stomach. The man left out a soft scream. It was such a weird, itching sensation that felt so amazing. It felt better than hot wax. His skin was aching but his mind was enjoying every bit of it. Jun didn't lick this time though, he sucked. Very hard, making the aching even worse.

"This will leave a really pretty mark." he said, looking at Satoshi.

"That is great.. I have no more marks from you anyway.." Satoshi said, looking back at his master.

"How about a cut?" Jun asked. "I never did it cause I was unsure if you'd agree to go that far. But Sho has told me some days ago that Masaki told him you do enjoy cuts."

"I do.. I wanted to ask for it, actually. But I thought you'd think I'm weird.." Satoshi said, his face turning a cute shade of red.

"You are so cute when you blush, my teddy bear.." Jun said, pinching his cheek a bit.

He took a small knife from the table and went to the sink to wash it good. Satoshi's heart was beating like a drum inside of his chest. He couldn't believe they had actually got to this. The morning had started so boring like and there they were now, it was insane. It was Satoshi's dream for Jun to make a mark on his body that would never disappear. And a cut was perfect for that. He was unsure of how the others would react if they knew but right then, he didn't give a damn. He smiled to Jun when the man returned to him, with the perfectly clean and shining knife.

"Well now.. How about the letter J? On your chest, so that it won't be visible unless you wanna show it." Jun asked.

"That would be perfect, master!" Satoshi said, filled of enthusiasm.

"You really want this, don't you?" Jun laughed. "You are more of a pain slut than I've though. Okay then. Try not to scream."

"I won't, master.." Satoshi agreed, closing his eyes.

He relaxed his body completely and simply waited for it. When he felt the sharp blade on his chest, he closed his eyes a bit tighter and when the cutting feeling appeared, he moaned out loud. He could feel blood dripping on his chest, as his heard was beating faster than ever, his breath slowing, his skin burning and aching.. He was amazed of himself by how much he was actually enjoying this. He felt so good that he felt like he was about to cum. When Jun started to lick the blood from his skin, it got even better. His body was shivering and screaming for more.

"Master.. Master, please.. Please.." he started to beg.

"What do you want?" Jun asked, while playing with his hands down on Satoshi's stomach, his tongue still licking up the dripping blood from his slave's chest.

"I want you.. I want you so much.. I'll do anything but, I beg you, just do it. Please.." Satoshi said, feeling completely unable to control himself a minute longer.

"You are loosing blood. If I fuck you as well, you'll faint." Jun explained.

"But.." Satoshi tried to complain.

"No buts. We will do it though.. Tonight. I'll ask Ninomiya to remain with Ryosuke and we'll go to a hotel." Jun said, smiling.

Satoshi smiled back. He wanted to hug his master, which he tried to do, but he was unable to. He had almost forgot his hands were tide up with his shirt. Jun smiled and kissed him one more time, before getting away and saying he'll go bring something to clean up the wound. Satoshi remained there, waiting patiently. It was not as if he could go somewhere anyway. The blood was still dripping from his chest and he could feel it, but the pain, burning and itching didn't bothered him at all. He was happy actually.. He knew the cut was deep enough to leave a scar after it would heal and that made him extremely happy. Now he really belonged to Jun forever..

The door slightly opened and Satoshi looked towards it, thinking it would be Jun. He was pretty amazed when he saw Ryosuke there instead. The child was staring at him with big eyes, his lips parted, his face showing a big amount of fear. Only then Satoshi took a moment to consider how horrible he must have looked. Spread on the table, tight up, with his stomach and neck filled of burns from the coffee and a 6 inch cut on his chest in the form of the letter J that was still bleeding. He also knew he had tears on his face and his expression was probably making him look tired and kind of sick.

"Ryo.. wait.. this is.. is really not what it looks like, ne.. Please, believe me.." Satoshi said slowly, looking at the child who seemed to be even more traumatised than before.

The boy went closer to Satoshi, with small steps, looking as if he was afraid and worried at the same time. He touched his hair and gently caress him, as his eyes were shinny with tears that were about to fall.

"Why did he punished you..?" he asked, with his shaking voice.

"He didn't punished me, ne.." Satoshi said.

He didn't knew how he could explain this. The kid was not going to understand.. The door opened again and Jun entered. He was as amazed as Satoshi when he saw Ryosuke there. The kid turned to look at him, starting to shake with all his body. He left his head down fast, unable to move at all. Jun looked at Satoshi who looked back at him, not knowing what to say.

"Ryosuke.. This really isn't what you think it is.." Jun said, going closer to the young boy.

"Please, don't hurt me.." Ryosuke said, covering his head with his hands fast.

Jun looked again at Satoshi, then left his head down. This child was incredible..

"You can go to your room if you want.." he said, which seemed to be everything the kid wanted to hear, cause he ran out of there faster than a train.

"Master.." Satoshi said, feeling somehow guilty. "I am sorry.."

"Is fine, teddy, it wasn't your fault.." Jun said, while he was undoing Satoshi's shirt in order to release his hands. "Come here, I'll clean you up.. Sho, Masaki and Ninomiya should be here any minute now.."

They didn't talked anymore until Jun finished cleaning Satoshi's wound. They didn't knew what to say anyway. They were both feeling guilty. Not for what they did, since they both enjoyed it, but for letting Ryosuke see it. Why did this child had to be that sensitive? Life was really going to suck hard for them at this rate…

When Sho arrived together with Masaki and Nino, Satoshi was dressed normally. The bleeding had stopped and the wound was starting to heal. He had it well hidden under his black shirt, hopping no one will notice cause he didn't felt like explaining. He remained in the living-room with Jun and Sho while Masaki and Nino went to Ryosuke's room. Nino knocked on the door but the boy didn't answered, so he just opened it himself. He found Ryosuke on the bed, hugging the pillow and looking like he'd been crying for a while.

"Are you fine..?" Nino asked, going closer to the bed together with Masaki.

The boy looked at him without saying anything. He looked at Masaki as well, who was only smiling to him in a nice and kind way. He jumped on Nino, hugging him tight and starting to cry again. Nino was a bit amazed by it, especially since the boy was shaking with all his body. He caressed his head delicately and kissed his forehead, hugging him back. He decided not to make questions until the boy would calm down, assuming he had been having a nightmare or something. When he finally relaxed, Nino cupped his face with his hands, making him look straight into his eyes.

"What happened, Ryo?" he asked, on a tender voice.

"M-Master Jun.. He.. He punished the little boy today.." Ryosuke said, with his voice shaking.

"The little boy?" Masaki asked confused.

"I think he's talking about Satoshi.." Nino said, caressing Ryosuke's head. "Why did he do that, Ryo?"

"I don't know.. But his chest was full of blood.."

Nino and Masaki looked at each other. Masaki was starting to get worried. But it couldn't have been. He knew Satoshi way too well, if he would have been that hurt, Masaki would have noticed. But why would Ryosuke lie with something like this? Nothing made any sense..

"Are you sure?" Masaki asked.

"Yes.. It was a cut on his chest that master did to him.." Ryosuke said, terrified.

"Jun-san.. to do something like that.." Masaki said amazed.

"Hey, don't get lost away. Matsumoto is indeed a big sadist, but he wouldn't cut Satoshi if Satoshi would deny. He couldn't have done that as a punishment, is not his style. Even if he would get damn mad, he wouldn't go that far." Nino said. "Ryo, did Satoshi looked scared?"

"He looked tired.. and hurt.. But not scared.. He told me something about things not being what they seem.. or something.." Ryosuke slowly said.

"He could have said it only to protect Jun-san though.." Masaki said, now being seriously worried.

"How about we just go and ask Jun and Satoshi about it? So we can all be clear." Nino said.

Masaki nodded but Ryo left his head down, looking scared.

"Is fine, I will be next to you.. Nothing bad will happen to you, I swear." Nino said, caressing his face. "Come on, let's go.." he added, getting up and taking Ryosuke's hand in his.

The boy agreed and got up slowly, as they went out of the room and down the stairs. They could hear Jun and Sho talking in the living room, and they saw Satoshi on Jun's lap when they entered there. Satoshi did looked somehow tired but he didn't looked either scared of Jun or hurt. And Jun sure didn't looked like someone who'd been mad recently. Masaki was staring at Satoshi, not knowing what to say, and Ryosuke was hiding in Nino's back, holding the older man's shirt tight in his hands for support.

Jun, Sho and Satoshi stared at the 3 boys confused, since none of them were saying anything but they did looked like they wanted something.

"What's wrong?" Sho asked, after the silence started to become both painful and annoying.

"Well.. Ryo told us quite a interesting story.." Nino said.

"Satoshi.." Masaki said, with a combination of pity and concern in his voice. He walked to his friend and put his hands on his face, caressing him. "Do you feel alright? Something hurts..?"

"What are you talking about?" Satoshi asked confused.

"Ryo said Jun-san punished you.. or something.." Masaki said, letting his head down.

"Damn.." Satoshi said, rolling his eyes. "He saw something he shouldn't have seen and got the wrong idea.." he tried to explain.

"Jun?" Sho asked, staring at his friends.

"I only marked him as mine, that is all.." Jun said. "And he agreed to it, okay?"

"Marked him..?" Masaki asked amazed.

Satoshi unbuttoned his shirt, pushing it a bit away on the right side to show them the wound from his chest. It was not bleeding anymore but it was fresh and looked pretty painful and it shined in red. Masaki drove his hand to his mouth, not knowing if to make a step backwards or if to hug his friend.

"I agreed to this, okay? I swear to God that I agreed to it. It wasn't a punishment, I wanted it.. And it does not hurt. Well, it does hurt, but I love the way it hurts. Please guys, stop looking at me as if I was an abused kid.." Satoshi said, feeling annoyed about how no one seemed to understand.

"That looks really cool, Satoshi." Sho said, smiling.

"Thank you, Sakurai-san." Satoshi said, smiling back to him.

"Cool..?" Masaki said.

"Marking a slave is not a bad thing, Masaki. Sure it looks painful and horrible to you, cause you are a soft slave. And I wouldn't do that to you cause I am a soft master. But is a very common thing among hard BDSM couples. When this wound will completely heal, it will remain as a scar. And Satoshi is very happy about it. Cause it's something that will always remind him who he belongs to. I can assure you that he is no pain. He is actually very pleased and it makes him sad that you don't understand his feelings." Sho explained.

"Is that so, Satoshi-kun?" Masaki asked.

"Yes.. I really want you to trust me on this. I am fine.." Satoshi said, with a smile.

"I will believe you if you say so.." Masaki said, smiling back at him.

"See, Ryo? I did not punished Satoshi.. He liked it." Jun said, to the small boy who was still hiding behind Nino.

Ryosuke looked at Jun for a second but then he hid again in the back of Nino. Nino put his arm around him, to make him feel better. "It will take time.." he said to Jun.

"I realise that.. But it would be far more easy if he'd at least try to understand." Jun said, on a tired voice.

"He is trying.. But is harder than you image. His mind is destroyed.."Nino said.

"Anyway.. Could you stay with him tonight? I want to take Satoshi somewhere." Jun asked.

"It would be my pleasure but.." Nino said, looking at Sho.

"Please Sho." Jun said, looking at his friend.

"Is fine with me. I'll do just well only with Aiba." Sho said, smiling to Masaki who left his head down and blushed.

"Well then.. That's great. Did you hear, Ryo? It will be just me and you the whole day and night. Happy?" Nino said, smiling to the young one.

"Yes!" Ryo said, hugging Nino strong from behind and smiling.

"He smiled.." Jun said, his eyes getting bigger in amazement.

"He never did that before.." Satoshi said, amazed as well.

"With Nino's help, this boy will soon be as new." Sho said, looking proud at his slave.

A/N: I know it took like forever for this to come, but I am on a trip with my master and I have been busy. Is his business trip but he took me as well. And though he works, we are having fun as well XD I am doing great, don't worry for me ^^ Until I will return home, I will write alone on the fix. Cause I have no time to private talk to lovu_lovu_aiba and decide what we'll write and so on. I already talked to her and she's fine with it. The next chapter will come one of this days, I promise. And it will be a 3 sided kinda hot story so got your minds ready for that XDD As always, comments are loved. See you soon ^__^

sakumiya, sakuraiba, i love the way you hurt, juntoshi

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