Love is Stronger than Pain - Part 1

Jan 17, 2011 09:40

Title: Love is Stronger than Pain
Author: me and sakura_hime1212
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Ohmiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama, romance
Summary: Sho loves Aiba a lot. So much that he agreed to become his pet for him. Ohno is mad about it. Things don't look so pink but Sho belives that his love for Aiba can beat up the pain.
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warnning : This has BDSM, violence and Aiba being pretty much like nothing you've ever imaged him before.

Part 1

Ohno looked at Sho with a pitiful expression as he was putting a lot of powder on his face to cover up a big, blue-purple bruise that he had on his left cheek. It was not something abnormal, Ohno was used to it already as well as all the other members of Arashi. But he always felt bad about it. He was feeling powerless and useless whenever he was realizing that he couldn't do nothing to get Sho out of the abusive and brutal relationship he was in. He also found it sadly amusing and ironic how Aiba, the man everyone considered to be so childish, so innocent, so pure and silly, could actually do to someone everything he was doing to his lover.

"Another one?" Ohno asked, getting sick of the powerful silence. "Honestly, if I would have a dollar for each bruise Aiba made on you, I would be a millionaire now..."

"You already are a millionaire," Sho laughed.

"That is totally not my point!" Ohno said, a bit pissed off and not realizing he was almost screaming. He looked around him for a second, making sure he was alone with Sho in the dressing room. "Aren't you afraid of him?"

"No. I love him. I know he will not kill me." Sho explained, careless, while he was looking in the mirror to make sure his face looked good.

"But he is hurting you..." Ohno said. "I..."

"Ne, Oh-chan... Stop pitting me, okay? I am fine, really." Sho said, turning to look at Ohno with a big, innocent smile on his face. "My master loves me."

"Your master...." Ohno said, turning away to look at the door. "When you call him that, it just sends shivers on my back... It makes me hate Aiba..."

"Don't. He is a very good man and you know it. He loves animals and children, he is humble and nice, polite, beautiful, tender and amazing." Sho said, with a lot of admiration in his voice.

"Yet he fills you of bruises each day." Ohno said, raising his eyebrow.

"He loves me in his own way..." Sho explained, while making the last make up retouches.

"Love? Maybe I am blind or stupid or insane but I definitely can't see the love in all this. He is using you, beating you, offending you and you call it love?! Sho, he is destroying your life!" Ohno said, desperate to snap his friend out of all this.

"You don't understand... He couldn't destroy my life even if he wanted to... He is my life..." Sho said, on a slow voice but making sure Ohno had heard him.

"Sho.... Please, just..." Ohno tried to say but he was stopped by the door opening.

"Did you covered it?" Aiba said, coming closer to Sho and looking at his face. He grabbed his chin with his hand, making the man raise his head a bit so he could see every detail. He then petted his head, kissing his forehead. "Good job, no one will notice."

"Thank you, master." Sho said, resting his head on Aiba's chest.

Ohno just looked away. All this scene was making him feel revolted. Jun and Nino had accepted the strange relationship Sho and Aiba had, but Ohno just couldn't. He was a defender of equality and human rights and he just didn't found the idea of making someone your slave as a interesting or fair thing to do. More when he knew for sure that Sho was no masochist. He kept staring at the two all during the recordings of VS Arashi, realizing all of a sudden what great actors his friends were. Aiba was pretending to be the poor, cute idiot fans knew and loved so much while Sho was the cheerful, filled of life, usual dork. The girls and boys who were watching them each day, being obsessed with them, writing about them and dreaming them, had no idea who they really were... Ohno found that to be so sad.

After the shootings where done and they were back in the dressing room, getting ready to head home, Ohno was able to get a little time alone with Aiba. He aproched him and looked at him, feeling a bit uncomfortable being near him. There had been a time when Aiba was his best friend, the one he was always running to for help, the one who had never disappointed him, never hurt him, never did anything that Ohno could not understand or explain. This time, he could not understand. He could not explain. He could not accept no matter how hard he tried.

"Why are you doing this to him?" he asked all of a sudden.

"Huh?" Aiba asked confused.

"Sho. Why do you torture him like that?"

"I don' torture him. I love him."

"Oh, don't you start with the same shit he says. That is not love, for damn's sake!"

"Just because you don't see it as love that doesn't mean it's not love. I made Sho my pet because I can love him more as a pet than as a human." Aiba tried to explain.

"Excuse me?!" Ohno said annoyed. "So what is he now? Your dog?"

"Basically, yeah." Aiba admitted.

"You really have nerve, Masaki." Ohno said. "I don't know what happened to you, I don't know when it happened, I don't know why and I don't care. But this new you... It sucks. I hate it."

"You hate me?" Aiba asked, a bit amazed.

"Not yet. Just your personality for now. But I am about to hate you too if you keep it up."

"You became really annoying lately..." Aiba said, looking at his watch and expecting for Sho to finish dressing already so he could leave.

"Oh yeah? And what will you do about it? Will you beat me too?" Ohno said, getting closer to him. "Come on, hit me. I dare you."

"I have no intention in hitting you, damn it. I don't like hitting him either. I just have to punish him when he does something wrong." Aiba said, pushing Ohno slowly away.

"He is not your damn toy!" Ohno screamed.

Aiba just stared at him for a second. Ohno was really letting himself being carried away so fast. He didn't understood his anger and his sudden deep care for Sho. Maybe he had some hidden feelings no one was aware of. He just chose not to think about it too much. He felt happy when Sho finally returned, dressed in his normal cloths and with a big smile on his face.

"I am done, master! Sorry it took so long." he said, going fast to Aiba and taking his hand.

"Is okay, puppy. Me and Riida had a small chat while you were gone." Aiba said, caressing Sho's hair and looking at Ohno.

Nino came in and grabbed Ohno from behind, who was looking at Aiba with a annoyed stare. Nino kissed Ohno's head, bitting the lobe of his ear gently in a sexy way.

"Stop staring at Aiba with that mad wolf look and let's go home, teddy bear. We have a lot of things to do!" Nino said.

"Yeah, yeah... Let's go... I can't stand being here anyway." Ohno said, turning to look at Nino and giving him a kiss. "Being around some certain kind of people makes me feel quite sick." he said, throwing Aiba a last pissed off stare and getting out of the room with Nino.

Aiba rolled his eyes, trying to keep himself calm. He really cared for Ohno deeply, they had been friends for so long and he was their leader. But he was getting really tired of trying to explain to him something he was obviously not understanding. It annoyed him that Ohno thought he didn't loved Sho.

"Are you fine, master?" Sho asked, staring at Aiba worried.

"Yes, puppy, I am alright... Come on, let's go home. We have a long night tonight." Aiba said, taking his hand and driving him outside of the building and into his car.

Sho took his place at the passanger sit and started looking outside at the building that were like flying by them as the car was rushing on the streets. He knew Aiba hated to be disturbed while driving, so he was as quite as he could, being both scared and anxious at the same time. Aiba had been his master for 2 months already, but spending so much time on training him into obedience and domination, they have had no real time to actually have sex. In the morning, Aiba had informed him that they will do it when they returned home from work and Sho was unable to control his mixed up feelings about it. He was not sure what to expect. What was Aiba going to be like? Mean? Cruel? Tender? Loving? All at once? Sho was used with Aiba being all at once. It seemed to him as if Aiba had 20 different faces, and it was the worst when he was putting all of them on at once. Cause he could be so bad to him that it made Sho want to kill him in that second, but in the same time have that adorable smile that made Sho's heart melt. He was just hopping Aiba won't be harder on him just because he had fight with Ohno because of him.

Being so deep in his thoughts, Sho didn't even realized when they got home, not even after the car had stopped. He was awaked by a slap in the back of his head that Aiba gave him, telling him to snap out of the day-dreaming and get out of the car. He apologized fast and went out, going to the front door of their house and opening it, waiting for Aiba to enter. He entered himself as well after, taking off his shoes and leaving them at the entrance. He got in his knees in front of Aiba and took off his shoes, kissing his right foot when he finished.

"I told you not to do that anymore," Aiba said, pushing him away with his leg and passing over him to the living room.

"I am sorry, master, I thought you liked it..." Sho said, letting his head down.

"Yeah, I do. Is just that it became a habit to you. Image if we go to Riida's house and you do that in front of him. He will either throw up or throw us out the window." Aiba said, crushing on the couch and driving his hand on his head, massaging his tamples. "Give me a glass of whiskey, I really need it."

"Yes, master, right away." Sho said, getting up from the floor and almost running to the mini bar, purring whisky in a glass until it was almost full.

He had to admit that Aiba did had a point. It had became indeed a habit for him to act as a slave all times, the only exceptions being when they were at their shows or other live public appearences. And doing such things in front of their leader would have been as signning their own death. He gave Aiba the glass of whiskey, waiting to see if the man had something else he needed.

"Just sit next to me for now," Aiba said, slapping the pillow of the couch few times with his hand.

Sho did as intructed, taking a sit and looking down silent. His master seemed to be in a bad mood and he didn't wanted to make it even worse by saying something stupid. He loved Ohno, but he had to admit the man was an idiot. While trying to help him he was making it worse on him. He was just hopping Aiba won't punish him for this.

"Why are you so silent?" Aiba asked all of a sudden, making Sho raise his face to look at him then let it back down scared.

"I am sorry, master, I just thought you didn't wanted me to talk..." Sho slowly said.

"Well I do. I need advice here. Riida is like hysterical since we started this. What should we do about it?" he asked, taking a serious swallow of his drink.

"I am not sure, master..." Sho said, still avoiding to look at Aiba.

"Why the Hell do I even ask you? You've always been an idiot." Aiba said, hitting Sho hard in the head with his hand.

"I am sorry, master..." Sho said.

"Yeah, yeah, you're sorry, you're sorry, you are always sorry." Aiba mocked him. "This personality Riida has lately is suspicious. Do you and him have anything to share?"

"Share..?" Sho asked confused.

"Is there something in between you two?" Aiba said annoyed.

"No, master, we are just friends." Sho said, raising his head to look at Aiba.

"I really hope so." Aiba said, grabbing Sho's chin with his hand kind of powerful and staring in his eyes deeply. "Cause if you go by banging with someone else, more of that, with one of my friends, I will beat you so hard that not even the best plastic surgeon from Tokyo will be able to reconstruct your pretty face. Did I made myself clear?"

Sho swallowed hard, feeling his body start to slightly shiver. "Y-Yes, master..." he said, looking fearful at Aiba.

"Good." Aiba said, letting him go and getting up from the couch, placing the now empty glass of whiskey on the table. "Now, we shall go upstairs. Move it fast."

"Yes, master.." Sho said, getting up and fallowing him to the bedroom.

Most of the things in Aiba's room were green. The sheets from the bed, some of the furniture, the lights, even his computer. He really had a obsession for that color. Sho rarely walked in his room, since Aiba didn't left him clean it, being afraid he would crush some of his stuff. Though Aiba was severe, he was trying to avoid making Sho do things that he knew would have brought him to punishment for sure. The only times Sho had entered here, was when Aiba had trained him or punished him. Which was the reason for which he felt slightly uncomfortable and very scared of that place.

"You look terrified." Aiba said, looking at Sho. "I will not punish you, so you can stop shaking."

"I am just a bit scared, that is all... I did had sex with many girls but.. No one was ever inside me...." Sho said slowly, letting his head down, feeling ashamed.

"Wait, you are a virgin?!" Aiba said amazed. "Dang... I was almost sure you were not. What are you exactly scared of?"

"The pain..?" Sho said, still staring down, playing with the pockets of his pants with his hands.

"I see. You fear it will be very painful, don't you?" he said, kind of amused. "Well, I won't lie to you, if is really your first it will hurt. A lot. More since I never use lube. That shit annoys me. So it will enter harder and hurt more."

Sho didn't knew what to say. He was quite scared as it was but now he was starting to feel really horrible. He bit his lower lip, trying his best to keep cool and stop himself from his desire of running out of that room fast. If he would have done that, he would have been punished and he didn't wanted that. This felt anyway as a punishment already.

"Now be a good boy and take off your cloths." Aiba said, starting to remove his own cloths.

Sho unbuttoned his shirt and left it slide off of him, doing the same with his t-shirt and pants. He was usually not wearing underwear. He had before but he stopped when Aiba ordered him to. His chest had many bruises and scratches and when Aiba started touching them it made Sho close his eyes and moan a bit in pain.

"You are covered of my marks," he said, with a evil kind of smile. "I like that." he added, licking Sho's neck from down up to his ear lobe, bitting it when he got there.

"Master..." Sho moaned, feeling butterflies running around his stomach.

"Get on your knees." Aiba ordered, after removing his pants as well. "We'll start with this. Suck me off. Be careful not to scratch me or I'll step on yours. Evoid using your teeth, just work it with your tongue and those big beautiful lips you have."

"Yes, master.." Sho said, trying to catch everything that Aiba had told him.

He never thought he'd end up in this position. Damn, how he hated himself sometimes for falling in love with this angelic faced devil bastard. There was nothing he could do about it though. He had been secretly in love with Aiba from when he was a child. He had tried to hide it by dating, fucking and playing with as many girls as he possibly could, most of them being fangirls. When he finally grew the balls to confess Aiba his feelings, the man informed him that he was a BDSM master, and that if he wanted him for real, he would have to become his pet. And after doubting it and thinking of it for long, he decided to accept. There were moments when he was regreting it. Such as now.

He took Aiba's already hard member in his hand, rubbing it for a bit before driving his lips to it, licking the head in circle movements, as girls had done to him many times before. It was good that he had been watching when girls were doing it, in place of keeping his eyes closed as most men. He couldn't believe he was actually imitating the girls he had been playing with... He did knew Aiba didn't just played with him. Aiba loved him, he knew that. He really wanted and needed to believe that... He took it all in his mouth, keeping in mind what Aiba had been saying. Take care with the teeth, use the tongue and lips. He was starting to feel a bit chocked though, he felt the need to breath but Aiba looked happy so he didn't dared to stop.

"Do it deeper." Aiba said, putting both of his hands on Sho's hair and getting more in his mouth.

This time Sho really chocked, feeling about to suffocate. But he tried to keep calm. He started moving his head, hopping this won't last long. He wondered for a second what face would the girls he had dated in the past would make if they would have seen him in that moment. He pushed the thought away though, wanting to just concentrate on what he had to do.

"I will come... Make sure to swallow it all." Aiba said, his breath becoming harder.

Sho nodded and started moving faster, until he felt a warm and sticky liquid sliding down his throat. He swallowed it all, like his master had said, thought it tasted funny and the idea disgust him. He released after, coughing hard and trying to regain his breath.

"Very good, my puppy. How did that tasted?" Aiba asked, petting his head.

"Salty and hot.." Sho said, trying to find the best words to describe it.

"You are sure an idiot." Aiba laughed. "Get up now and get in bed."

"Master... Couldn't we do this tomorrow? I... I feel kind of... sleepy..." Sho said, trying to find a fast excuse.

"No, we can not do this tomorrow. We do this today. Now, actually. Come on, move." Aiba said, grabbing him by the hair and pulling him up, pushing him on the bed. "If we wait until tomorrow, you will just be more scared tomorrow."

"But, master..." Sho tried to say.

"Stop complaining and be a good boy. This is not a punishment so I won't hurt you. I will try to make you enjoy it as well." Aiba said, getting on top of Sho. "Your face when you are scared is precious, my puppy..." he added, starting to kiss Sho's chest.

"Master... Ah.. Itai.." Sho slowly said, when Aiba pushed kinf of hard a bruise from his shoulder with his hand, unintentionally.

"Calm down, breath hard, relax..." Aiba said, placing kisses all around Sho's chest, down to his stomach. "You will love this..."

"Fine, master..." Sho said, giving in when realizing there was nothing he could do.

"An order. Tomorrow you shall put your bellybutton piercing back. I still don't understand why the Hell you took it out but I want it back. Many fangirls would agree with me." Aiba said, kissing Sho's stomach right above his bellybutton.

"Yes, master..." Sho said.

"I think is better if you get in your knees and hands. That is the best position for biginners. Hurts lass." Aiba said.

"How will I hug you if I do that..?" Sho asked. "I want to be able to hug you, master, please..." he begged.

"Okay, okay. I have a better idea then." he said, turning around and sitting on the bed with his back resting on the wall. "Come here. Get in your knees with your ass above my cock."

Sho nodded, doing as he was told, placing his hands on Aiba's shoulders when he could feel the hard member touching his entrance. Aiba put his hands on Sho's hips, kissing his stomach some more and caressing his back.

"Do you feel ready?" he asked.

"Not really..." Sho said.

Aiba slidded his hands down on Sho's ass, caressing him gently at first before finding his entrance with his finger. He slided one in as far as he could, making Sho let out a moan of both pleasure and pain, as his grip of his shoulders got tighter. He moved it in and out for some few seconds, before adding one and trying to get Sho comfortable with the feeling.

"Do you like this?" he asked.

"It feels somehow good... But it hurts..." Sho said, with his eyes shut tight.

"We didn't even started yet. So you must get your ass ready. Literaly." Aiba said, adding a 3-th finger and starting to move then fast in and out. "You sure don't look as if you are not enjoying it. You are all hard."

"Master... Can you give me a kiss..?" Sho asked, driving his head closer to Aiba's.

Aiba opened his mouth, letting Sho slide his tongue inside it. He thought that was the perfect moment and he removed his fingers, replacing them with his hard cock from a fast and deep movement. Sho wished to scream but the kiss blocked him, the only thing coming out being some broken moans.

"Is inside now.. So relax." Aiba said, stopping the kiss. "Now, I want you to move. Up and down, up and down... Come on. Show me how much you love having my hard cock inside your tight ass."

"And our fans think you don't even know to talk ugly..." Sho said, making Aiba giggle a bit.

He started moving up and down, slowly at first, his eyes closed because of the pain, his body shaking, his hands still on Aiba. It was hurting so much and he was able to feel blood dripping out of him. It was horrible yet somehow, it didn't feel so bad. Maybe because it was Aiba, maybe because he knew he would have probably got raped if he would have kept fighting, maybe just because he loved this mad more than he loved himself.. He bit his lower lip so hard until he started tasting blood. Amazingly, the pain started to vanish slowly, a new feeling developing inside him. A weird pleasure, a funny, shaking and sweating kind of pleasure, a need for more... It felt better than fucking, it felt better than cumming even. It was so unique and pleasent.

"Master... It's getting so... so good... Ah.." he moaned, starting to move himself faster.

Aiba grabbed him and pushed him down, with his back on the bed and his head on the pillow, still inside him. He smiled and started moving hard in and out, making Sho release only sounds of pleasured pain. He kissed him hard, roughly, bitting on his tongue and lips, trying to get in even deeper. Sho was unable to think anymore. The feeling was hard to even try to describe. He was feeling his mind starting to go numb as well as his entire body. He couldn't believe this could be so good. No matter the girls loved doing it.

"Do you want me to come inside you?" Aiba whispered in Sho's ear.

"Yes master..." Sho said, between the moans.

Aiba didn't said anything anymore. After thrusting in and out few more times as hard as he could, he released, rubbing Sho's member fast to make sure he would release to at the same time. He smiled after, breathing hard for a bit before getting out of Sho and off of the bed. Semen mixed with blood started dripping out of Sho, but the boy was feeling way too great to even notice. Aiba put his pants back on, while Sho remained there, smiling and trying to recover his breath.

"There, I filled you up. How did that felt?" Aiba asked, getting next to him and caressing his face.

"It actually felt good, master.." Sho said.

"I am the first one to do it to you so you are completely mine now." Aiba said proudly.

"I am happy to be completely yours, master... I love you..." Sho said slowly.

"I know you do, puppy.. I love you too.." Aiba said, giving him a kiss. "Now you should go take a shower, you are kind of dirty. When you come back we can eat something and then go to bed. We have a full day tomorrow."

"Yes, master.." Sho said, getting up from the bed. "Itai.." he said, when he tried to walk, feeling a pain take over him.

"Oh yeah, it will hurt for a bit. Tomorrow morning you'll be fine though." Aiba said. "Now go."

"Yes master." Sho said, entering in the shower room and into the tub.

He left the warm water fall over his body, calming, relaxing, refreshing... He was really happy now that he had chose to become Aiba's pet. Sure, the man had very weird ideas and was kind of abusive at times, he was hurting him bad and making him feel scared... But Sho knew that love was stronger than pain and fear, and he was sure he had done the right choice.

A/N: Okay guys, that is all for now! Me and my friend sakura_hime1212 will be writing this story for a friend of mine who isn't on LJ but is more desperate than me over Arashi XDD She requested a cute and loving Sho pet and a bad ass Aiba master so I hope I did well for now. It will have in between 5 and 8 chapters, it depends. Hope you'll enjoy and as always, comments are loved ^__^

love is stronger than pain, sakuraiba, ohmiya, bdsm

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