Love is Stronger than Pain - Part 3
Title: Love is Stronger than Pain
Author: me and sakura_hime1212
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Ohmiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama, romance
Summary: Sho loves Aiba a lot. So much that he agreed to become his pet for him. Ohno is mad about it. Things don't look so pink but Sho belives that his love for Aiba can beat up the pain.
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warnning : This has BDSM, violence and Aiba being pretty much like nothing you've ever imaged him before.
Previous part :
http://sakura-hime1212.livejournal.com/4301.html#cutid1
Part 3
When he wake up in that morning, Sho could barely breath without something hurting. His stomach, his back and his face were acheing so much, that he was afraid to even try to get up. But he had to get up, he had to prepare Aiba's breakfast and then they had to go at the studio for some few hours, to record some new songs. He turned to the side and saw Aiba standing there, sleeping deeply. With his eyes closed and his chest moving from up to down in the same time with his breath, Aiba looked so amazingly beautiful and innocent. So much that it made Sho smile and laugh ironicly. A real innocent Aiba... He couldn't image that no matter how much he tried.
He got up from the bed, bitting his own lower lip hard when the pain took over him, trying to resist it. His body felt so numb and sore.. It was 8 in the morning and Aiba could have wake any minute. He needed to be fast but he was barely able to walk straight without supporting himself on the wall. Everything that had happened the other day was still so clear and vivid in his mind... He loved and prised Ohno dearly, but lately he was only been bringing him more problems. His tries in helping him were making Aiba punish him more. He needed to get a moment alone with Ohno so he could clarify it all with him... If their leader really wanted to help him, he should have just staied out of it... He somehow doubted that Ohno would understand it though...
When he reached the kitchen, Sho almost felt down but Izumi, their maid, catched him fast. She helped him walk to the table and sat him on a chair. Sho's face was so tired and so pained, that the girl felt like craying or sorrow for him. She brought him fast a glass of water, putting it to his lips and helping him take a swallow.
"Master Sakurai..." she slowlly said, knowing what had happened by the big bruises she saw on Sho's face and neck. "Why did he beat you so hard..?"
"He was just angry at me, that is all... Do not worry though, I am fine..." Sho said, with a kind smile on his face.
"You always smile... How can you smile through all the pain?" she asked, impressed and confused at the same time.
"My love for him is stronger than the pain..." Sho said, trying to get up but falling back in the chair, moaning in pain.
"Stay there, please. I will prepare everything, just stay calm a bit..." she said, moving fast around the kitchen to start to cook the breakfast.
"Thank you, Izumi..." Sho slowly said.
"What for..?" the girl asked.
"Keeping it secret... Probably, someone else in your place would have already told it all to the police or media. I am so happy you are a trusting and understanding girl..." he said, his voice sounding as if it was taking him a lot of effort to talk.
"I have loved Arashi since you started it... When I found this job, I was so happy... You didn't even needed to pay me, just being next to you and master Aiba was a big enough payment for me. But I never thought that in real life, he was so far from on the screen... This brutal, cruel, mean and demanding man is not the Aiba-chan I used to adore... I can't believe he does such things to you..." she said, with her back turned to Sho, while making the coffee.
"All fans would probably feel the same if they knew him... Even I felt that at some points... But you know... Though living with him is hard and painful to me, living without him would be impossible..." Sho said, still trying his best to smile.
"You have such a great and pure love for him, master Sakurai... He should really appreciate it... I doubt there are many people in this world who would be able to do what you are doing for him..." she said.
"And I doubt someone asked your opinion." Aiba's hard, rough voice said.
Both Sho and Izumi, who haven't been paying attention to anything beside their conversation till then, looked up fast and saw him standing in front of the door, staring at them.
"Do you feel that sick? I don't believe you would have left her do your work in your place if you were able to do it." Aiba asked, comming closer to Sho.
"I can't stand up so much, master... I keep falling..." Sho said, looking down, avoiding Aiba's gaze. "Please forgive me..."
"Is fine. Just take some rest for now, Izumi can prepare everything in your place." Aiba said, caressing Sho's hair. "Take care not to fail at the studio, though. If Ohno starts with another sermon I will really lose my temper and he might end up really damaged."
"Please, don't hurt Ohno-san! I promise I will be fine, master, I promise!" Sho said fast and kind of loud.
"This deep care you two have for each other is becoming very annoying." Aiba said, raising his eyebrow.
"Ohno-san is my friend, master... I just don't want him hurt..." Sho said,letting his head down again.
"If I were you, I would mind my own problems, puppy..." Aiba said, on a low and dangerously sounding voice, bending down towords Sho and making him shiver in fear. "Didn't you have enough pain already? How much do I have to punish you for you to understand?"
"I-I... I am sorry, master..." Sho said fast.
"You don't even know what are you apologizing for. You are honestly something." Aiba said, giving Sho a strong slap in the back of the head, almost making him crush from the chair.
"Master Aiba, please!" Izumi said, worried. "Master Sakurai is very injured, don't hurt him more..."
"And who told you that you can tell me what to do?" Aiba said, walking towords her. "He is my pet, I do with him what I want. Now get back to your work."
"Yes, sir..." the girl said, feeling more powerless and useless than ever.
After the breakfast, where Sho almost chocked himself two times for being way too tired and hurt to chew normaly, they both got dressed and ready and got in the car. While Aiba was driving, Sho was trying hard to push away the pain and look fine and normal. He didn't wanted his friends to worry. He was thinking how lucky they were that Nino and Jun were alright with their relationship. If they were like Ohno as well, the problem would have been twice worst.
"Don't forget. Stand straight, walk normal, keep it in. Don't you dare make a scene here, Sho, or you will regret it dearly." Aiba said, when they got out of the car in front of the studio. "Do you understand me?"
"Yes, master..." Sho said, nodding.
"Good boy." Aiba said with a smile, taping his shoulder.
It really took all the power Sho had left for him to act natural and be smiling. He had covered the bruises from his face and neck with make up from when they were home, knowing that Ohno would have made a crises if he saw him like that. The other 3 were already there when they arrived, and Sho told them hi waving his hand, trying his best to forget the pain in his body.
"Are you fine? You look so tired..." Ohno said, coming to Sho.
"I just didn't got so much sleep last night, that is all.." Sho said, with a innocent smile.
"Sho-kun..." Ohno said, putting his hand on Sho's face and caressing his cheek.
"Is fine, Riida, really..." Sho said, knowing that Aiba might be watching them and get the wrong impression again.
"I don't think he's lying, teddy bear. See? He has no bruises." Nino said, looking at Sho's face.
"There is always make up..." Ohno said, on a sad tone.
Sometimes, Sho really hated the way Ohno knew him so well. It was as if Ohno was reading him as an opened book, he couldn't hide anything from their leader. He just kept smiling and changed the subject, saying that they should start recording the new songs already. When Nino took Ohno away, Sho was able to see Aiba staring at him, a bit upset. It made him swallow hard, hopping his master hadn't took it the wrong way again.
For the next few hours, Sho was able to act really normal and cause no trouble. He didn't fall down and didn't look hurt at all, though the pain in his entire body, especially his neck, chest and ass, was killing him. The words Aiba had told him when they had reached the studio were ringing in his ears though, and he knew he had to behave or he would make it worse. He felt happy and relived when the recording team told them it was over and they could go.
"I have to go for a bit, today is the first day of the starting of the shootings for my new movie. I will be busy for some few hours. I will take the car. You grab a taxi and go straight home. No need to do anything, just stay in bed and relax." Aiba announced Sho, when they were about to leave.
"Yes, master..." Sho said, feeling happy that he was able to have some hours of rest.
He said goodbye to his friends when they all took off, taking a taxi that was in front of the studio and giving him the address of Aiba's house. He was feeling even worse than in the morning. He really wished someone would be able to make him feel better... If only Aiba would have been tender at least after he had beat him. But Aiba was the same always and he knew in what type of shit he was digging himself into in the moment when he accepted to be in this relationship. He didn't wanted to feel sorry for himself, nor did he wanted other people to pity him. He only prayed to God to give him power to keep on.
He felt a bit better when he got home, crushing in the couch and letting out a sound of pain. He really needed to rest. He stood like that for some few seconds, trying to calm himself down, before walking slowly to the bathroom to wash his face, removing all the make up. The bruises came back as soon as all the powder and foundation was gone, and Sho stared at himself in the mirror for a bit. His face had never before looked this ugly... For a second there, he wondered why was he allowing all this to happen to himself?
"You love him, you idiot, that is why. Stop questioning it." he said to his own reflection.
He walked out of the bathroom and into the living-room again. Just when he was wanting to go upstairs to his room, the door bell rang.
"Izumi!" he screamed, hopping the girl could open that for him. "Izumi!"
He breath hard, realizing the girl was not home. She must have went shopping for the dinner, he though. "Coming!" he screamed to the person from the other side of the door, walking slowly to it. "Riida..." he said amazed after he opened the door, seeing Ohno standing in front of it.
"I knew it was make up..." Ohno said, staring at the bruises from Sho's face. "Why you lie to us..?"
"I am sorry... Do you want to get inside?" he asked politely, stepping away from the door. "My mas... I mean, Aiba, is not here now." Sho corrected himself fast.
"Your damn master is a fucking idiot!" Ohno said hard, getting inside of the house.
"Don't say that... He is your friend too, is he not?" Sho said, sitting on the couch.
"He was my friend. This new, disgusting him is nothing related to me. At all." Ohno said, with a lot of disgust in his voice.
Sho didn't knew what to say. He just left his head down, unable to find the perfect words to describe the feelings he was having. Ohno was staring at him and he could feel that as well. He turned to look at him and smiled gently.
"I love him..." he said, slowly. "I love him so much, Riida..."
"You don't have any minute of peace next to him, Sho!" Ohno said, hard and annoyed.
"Love is not about finding someone you can live with happily and peacefuly... Love is about finding someone you can't live without..." Sho said.
He wanted to add something else, but the pain took him over all of a sudden and he felt in Ohno's arms, unable to keep his body in a normal sitting position anymore.
"Sho!" Ohno said, scared. "Sho, what is wrong with you? What is hurting?" he asked.
"My chest.. Hurts so much..." Sho said, between moans of pain.
Ohno got up from the couch, making Sho lay on it comfortably. He sat on his knees in front of the couch and unbuttoned fast his friend's shirt, exposing his chest. His mouth opened in amazemnt at the sight of all the bruises, small cuts and scratches Sho had all over his chest.
"Oh my God..." he said. "That bastard!"
"I... I am.. fine... I am fine, Riida..." Sho managed to say.
"You are not damn fine so stop saying to me that you are!!" Ohno said annoyed. His eyes filled with tears in the next second though, and he hugged his friend gently, kissing his forehead. "Why do you let him do this to you, Sho? You don't deserve this..."
"Is not like I could stop him, Riida... He is the master..." Sho said slowly.
"Stop saying that! He is just a jerk who is taking advantage of your love for him. He will end up killing you, Sho!" Ohno said, feeling more and more frustrated and pissed off with each second. "I always loved you as if you were my brother... Since we were kids, though you were one year younger than me, you were taller, smarter and strongers and I saw you as my big brother. I used to think that whatever happened, you would always be there to protect me and defend me. And that is what happened... Seeing you like this, helpless, defenceless, crushed so much by a man who I thought to as a friend... you have no idea how much it pains me, Sho... I would give you my own life if I knew it would help... I only want you safe and sane and healthy..."
"I know, Riida... I know... But, you see, Aiba is very mad on you... He thinks we are... lovers or something... He is very jealous and he ordered me to stay away from you... He punished me yesterday to make me see he was not joking..." Sho said.
"What..? You mean he... he beat you like this... because of me..?" Ohno asked, unable to believe the words that were coming out of Sho's mouth.
Sho just nodded and Ohno closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, more tears starting to roll down his cheeks. He had never felt so guilty in his life. He hugged Sho again, tighter this time but avoiding to touch his bruises. He caressed his face and kissed his forehead, still crying hard.
"I am sorry, Sho... I a so so sorry..." he said, between the tears.
"Is fine, Riida... Please, don't cry... It wasn't your fault..." Sho said, caressing his back with his hands.
The sound of someone clapping in a slow yet strong rythem stopped them and they both looked at the entrance door, which was now opened and Aiba was standing next to it, smiling ironicly and staring at them.
"That was brilliant, boys, keep it up!" he said.
"Master..?" Sho said amazed.
"The shootings were canceled because the director had a personal problem to attend. It was set for tomorrow. But I see you were in a good company, puppy, so I doubt you missed me." Aiba said, his voice sounding obviously pissed.
"You damn jerk!" Ohno said, getting up fast and almost running to Aiba, catching him by the shirt and pushing him hard in the wall. "What the Hell do you think it gives you the right to do this to Sho??"
"The fact that he is mine." Aiba said, simple. "He is my pet and I do whatever I want to him, whenever I want it."
Ohno punched him hard in the face, taking Aiba by surprise and making him fall on the floor. He then started hitting him with his feet in the chest, fast and powerful, with a anger Sho had never saw on Ohno.
"How does that feel, huh? Do you like it? Does it feel good? Or fair? Or fun? TELL ME!!" Ohno screamed, hitting Aiba more with each word he was pronuncing.
"Riida, stop, stop please!" Sho said desperate, unable to get up from the couch.
"YOUR ARE SUCH AN IDIOT!!" Ohno screamed, hitting Aiba for the last time.
He made some few steps backwords, leaving Aiba on the floor, with blood dripping from his mouth and nose. Sho was still in the couch, watching all the scene amazed, while Ohno was still shaking in anger. Aiba supported himself in his hands, starting to laugh hard.
"Oh, Riida, Riida... I never knew you had that in you." he said amused, getting up from the floor slowly. "It is indeed a surprise. But that does not change the facts. Sho is mine and you can't do anything about it. And right now, I would really suggest you to get the fuck out of my house."
"And what if I don't want to?" Ohno asked.
"Riida... Please don't make it harder on me... I beg you, do what he says... Go..." Sho said, with his head down, already terrified of what Aiba was going to do to him for the scene Ohno had made right then.
"Fine.. I am going. But that only because Sho is asking me to. Listen here, Aiba. The next time you hurt him, scandal or not, I will call the police and have you handcuffed. And I will make sure you won't get your ass out from behind the bars for some good years, you damn sick bastard!" Ohno said, looking hateful at Aiba.
Aiba didn't said anything. He just waited silently for Ohno to get out. Which the man did, slamming the door hard in his back. When they could both hear his car getting far away from the place, Aiba sat down next to Sho, removing the blood from his nose and mouth with his hand with a smirk.
"He does have strong hands for such a tiny body, huh." Aiba pointed out, amused.
"Master, I..." Sho tried to say but Aiba grabbed him hard and pushed him down on the couch, getting on top of him.
"I thought I told you to stay the fuck away from him!" he said hard.
"He came all of a sudden, master! I couldn't tell him to get out... Please, forgive me, master, I didn't mean to..."
"Shut the fuck up!" Aiba said hard, giving Sho a slap across the face. "You have been a very bad boy, puppy."
"Master, please... I can't take another punishment now, my body feels so weak already... I beg of you, forgive me just this once... Please..." Sho said, starting to cry of fear.
"I do whatever I want. Stop commenting my decisions! Do you want me to throw you away?"
"No, master! Please don't, anything but that. Don't leave me, master, please!" Sho said, starting to cry even worse.
"Then stop complaining and get up!" Aiba said, grabbing Sho hard by the hand and pulling him up the stairs to the bedroom.
When they got there, he threw him on his knees in front of the bed. He pulled his unbuttoned shirt off completely and threw it on the floor, pushing his head and stomach to lay on the bed, his kness still on the cold floor. Sho grabbed the sheets of the bad in his hands and squeezed them hard, already knowing what was going to happened by the click of the buckle of Aiba's belt being undone.
"I think 40 would be enough." Aiba said, grabbing the belt with just one hand. "Don't you agree?"
"Y-Yes, master..." Sho said, with his eyes shut tight, waiting for the first blow.
Which didn't took long to come. He screamed hard of pain, tears falling down his face hard, the sensation of burning pain filling him. After the 6-th hit, he was already able to feel blood falling slowly down his back, as his entire body was shaking uncontrolably. When it reached 20, he was not trusting himself to be able to keep conscious for much longer. Yet he didn't dare to say a word, afraid of his master's reaction. He kept squeezing the sheets of the bed with his hands as hard as he could, praying in his mind for this to end up sooner. When it did ended, he doubted he could form a coeerent sentance on his own. His mind and body were numb, his back was burning in pain like it was on fire, the room was so silent, it felt as too much...
Aiba started licking off the blood from his back, making the acheing and itching twice worse. He grabbed Sho by the hair, pulling his head on his back, receiving a sound of pain from the already half fainted man. He drove his lips to his ear, whispering to him. "You really think I didn't noticed how intimate and flirting you were back there with Riida? You damn slut... Do you like him? Do you want him?"
"N-No, master... I o-only... I only want.. you... Only you... I beg you, believe me..." Sho said, taking him a great effort to speak.
"You do, huh? Well, that's a good boy." Aiba said, caressing his hair. "Do you still love me now after I have filled you of blood?"
"Yes, master... I still love you... More than anything..." Sho said.
"Idiot..." Aiba said. "Come on, get up..."
"I can't, master..." Sho said, feeling unable to even move his hands.
Aiba gently put his hands beyond Sho's armpits, helping him up and placing him in the bed, on his stomach. "There we go..." he said, sitting next to him. He looked at him for a second. Sho was barely able to keep his eyes opened. His back was filled of blood and his breath was breaking. "When I was 18 years old, I felt in love with a guy.. He was so cool and he seemed like the best thing that ever happened to me. He was a master... He took me through the world of slavery and before I realized, he was torturing me and I was allowing him to do it... Remember that operation I had to make on my chest?"
"Yes..?" Sho said confused.
"I lied to everyone that I was having a lungs illness... In fact, it was because of him.. He hitted me with the buckle of his belt in the chest until he almost crushed my chest. Whenever I see that big surgery scar on myself I remember him... After that happened, I left him. Cause I was afraid he'd kill me. I became a master and tortured as many boys and girls as I could get to make my slaves. I wanted to see what he felt... Whenever he was beating me, after he was done, I was telling him I loved him... I meant it... The slave boys and girls I had just looked at me in anger after a punishment. You are exactly like me..." Aiba explained.
"Master..." Sho said slowly, not knowing what to say.
He was feeling sick. Sick of all this BDSM idiot games. Sick of his body that was too weak to stand the pain. Sick of the jerk who turned Aiba insane... Sick of the whole world. He wanted to say more, to console Aiba, but he couldn't. Darkness surrendered him as he fainted.
"Sho..?" Aiba said. "Puppy..? Oie... Oie! Wake up! Sho!!" Aiba said, starting to freak out as he saw he couldn't wake Sho up. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!!" he said fast, getting up from the bed.
He took Sho in his arms, lifting him up from the bed and going fast down the stairs, out of the house and to his car. He placed him delicately on the back seats, closing the door fast and getting on the driver place.
"Don't you dare to die, Sho. Don't you dare! I wanted to say I am sorry, damn it! I want us to start over as a normal couple, leave all the master and slave shit behind. Don't do this to me, damn it. Stay alive!" he said, while starting the car and rushing to the hospital as fast as he could. "Please, stay alive, Sho... Please..."
A/N: That is enough for now, guys. I hope you like it. My friend is sure liking this XD I feel like a jerk writing this >.>" My poor Sho baby... I hate making him suffer... But my friend is being damn happy XDD The woman is weird. Anyways. I hope you liked it and as always, comments are loved ^^
Author: me and sakura_hime1212
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Ohmiya
Rating: +17, NC
Genre: drama, romance
Summary: Sho loves Aiba a lot. So much that he agreed to become his pet for him. Ohno is mad about it. Things don't look so pink but Sho belives that his love for Aiba can beat up the pain.
Disclaimer: I don't own Arashi, I just wrote the story
Warnning : This has BDSM, violence and Aiba being pretty much like nothing you've ever imaged him before.
Previous part :
http://sakura-hime1212.livejournal.com/4301.html#cutid1
Part 3
When he wake up in that morning, Sho could barely breath without something hurting. His stomach, his back and his face were acheing so much, that he was afraid to even try to get up. But he had to get up, he had to prepare Aiba's breakfast and then they had to go at the studio for some few hours, to record some new songs. He turned to the side and saw Aiba standing there, sleeping deeply. With his eyes closed and his chest moving from up to down in the same time with his breath, Aiba looked so amazingly beautiful and innocent. So much that it made Sho smile and laugh ironicly. A real innocent Aiba... He couldn't image that no matter how much he tried.
He got up from the bed, bitting his own lower lip hard when the pain took over him, trying to resist it. His body felt so numb and sore.. It was 8 in the morning and Aiba could have wake any minute. He needed to be fast but he was barely able to walk straight without supporting himself on the wall. Everything that had happened the other day was still so clear and vivid in his mind... He loved and prised Ohno dearly, but lately he was only been bringing him more problems. His tries in helping him were making Aiba punish him more. He needed to get a moment alone with Ohno so he could clarify it all with him... If their leader really wanted to help him, he should have just staied out of it... He somehow doubted that Ohno would understand it though...
When he reached the kitchen, Sho almost felt down but Izumi, their maid, catched him fast. She helped him walk to the table and sat him on a chair. Sho's face was so tired and so pained, that the girl felt like craying or sorrow for him. She brought him fast a glass of water, putting it to his lips and helping him take a swallow.
"Master Sakurai..." she slowlly said, knowing what had happened by the big bruises she saw on Sho's face and neck. "Why did he beat you so hard..?"
"He was just angry at me, that is all... Do not worry though, I am fine..." Sho said, with a kind smile on his face.
"You always smile... How can you smile through all the pain?" she asked, impressed and confused at the same time.
"My love for him is stronger than the pain..." Sho said, trying to get up but falling back in the chair, moaning in pain.
"Stay there, please. I will prepare everything, just stay calm a bit..." she said, moving fast around the kitchen to start to cook the breakfast.
"Thank you, Izumi..." Sho slowly said.
"What for..?" the girl asked.
"Keeping it secret... Probably, someone else in your place would have already told it all to the police or media. I am so happy you are a trusting and understanding girl..." he said, his voice sounding as if it was taking him a lot of effort to talk.
"I have loved Arashi since you started it... When I found this job, I was so happy... You didn't even needed to pay me, just being next to you and master Aiba was a big enough payment for me. But I never thought that in real life, he was so far from on the screen... This brutal, cruel, mean and demanding man is not the Aiba-chan I used to adore... I can't believe he does such things to you..." she said, with her back turned to Sho, while making the coffee.
"All fans would probably feel the same if they knew him... Even I felt that at some points... But you know... Though living with him is hard and painful to me, living without him would be impossible..." Sho said, still trying his best to smile.
"You have such a great and pure love for him, master Sakurai... He should really appreciate it... I doubt there are many people in this world who would be able to do what you are doing for him..." she said.
"And I doubt someone asked your opinion." Aiba's hard, rough voice said.
Both Sho and Izumi, who haven't been paying attention to anything beside their conversation till then, looked up fast and saw him standing in front of the door, staring at them.
"Do you feel that sick? I don't believe you would have left her do your work in your place if you were able to do it." Aiba asked, comming closer to Sho.
"I can't stand up so much, master... I keep falling..." Sho said, looking down, avoiding Aiba's gaze. "Please forgive me..."
"Is fine. Just take some rest for now, Izumi can prepare everything in your place." Aiba said, caressing Sho's hair. "Take care not to fail at the studio, though. If Ohno starts with another sermon I will really lose my temper and he might end up really damaged."
"Please, don't hurt Ohno-san! I promise I will be fine, master, I promise!" Sho said fast and kind of loud.
"This deep care you two have for each other is becoming very annoying." Aiba said, raising his eyebrow.
"Ohno-san is my friend, master... I just don't want him hurt..." Sho said,letting his head down again.
"If I were you, I would mind my own problems, puppy..." Aiba said, on a low and dangerously sounding voice, bending down towords Sho and making him shiver in fear. "Didn't you have enough pain already? How much do I have to punish you for you to understand?"
"I-I... I am sorry, master..." Sho said fast.
"You don't even know what are you apologizing for. You are honestly something." Aiba said, giving Sho a strong slap in the back of the head, almost making him crush from the chair.
"Master Aiba, please!" Izumi said, worried. "Master Sakurai is very injured, don't hurt him more..."
"And who told you that you can tell me what to do?" Aiba said, walking towords her. "He is my pet, I do with him what I want. Now get back to your work."
"Yes, sir..." the girl said, feeling more powerless and useless than ever.
After the breakfast, where Sho almost chocked himself two times for being way too tired and hurt to chew normaly, they both got dressed and ready and got in the car. While Aiba was driving, Sho was trying hard to push away the pain and look fine and normal. He didn't wanted his friends to worry. He was thinking how lucky they were that Nino and Jun were alright with their relationship. If they were like Ohno as well, the problem would have been twice worst.
"Don't forget. Stand straight, walk normal, keep it in. Don't you dare make a scene here, Sho, or you will regret it dearly." Aiba said, when they got out of the car in front of the studio. "Do you understand me?"
"Yes, master..." Sho said, nodding.
"Good boy." Aiba said with a smile, taping his shoulder.
It really took all the power Sho had left for him to act natural and be smiling. He had covered the bruises from his face and neck with make up from when they were home, knowing that Ohno would have made a crises if he saw him like that. The other 3 were already there when they arrived, and Sho told them hi waving his hand, trying his best to forget the pain in his body.
"Are you fine? You look so tired..." Ohno said, coming to Sho.
"I just didn't got so much sleep last night, that is all.." Sho said, with a innocent smile.
"Sho-kun..." Ohno said, putting his hand on Sho's face and caressing his cheek.
"Is fine, Riida, really..." Sho said, knowing that Aiba might be watching them and get the wrong impression again.
"I don't think he's lying, teddy bear. See? He has no bruises." Nino said, looking at Sho's face.
"There is always make up..." Ohno said, on a sad tone.
Sometimes, Sho really hated the way Ohno knew him so well. It was as if Ohno was reading him as an opened book, he couldn't hide anything from their leader. He just kept smiling and changed the subject, saying that they should start recording the new songs already. When Nino took Ohno away, Sho was able to see Aiba staring at him, a bit upset. It made him swallow hard, hopping his master hadn't took it the wrong way again.
For the next few hours, Sho was able to act really normal and cause no trouble. He didn't fall down and didn't look hurt at all, though the pain in his entire body, especially his neck, chest and ass, was killing him. The words Aiba had told him when they had reached the studio were ringing in his ears though, and he knew he had to behave or he would make it worse. He felt happy and relived when the recording team told them it was over and they could go.
"I have to go for a bit, today is the first day of the starting of the shootings for my new movie. I will be busy for some few hours. I will take the car. You grab a taxi and go straight home. No need to do anything, just stay in bed and relax." Aiba announced Sho, when they were about to leave.
"Yes, master..." Sho said, feeling happy that he was able to have some hours of rest.
He said goodbye to his friends when they all took off, taking a taxi that was in front of the studio and giving him the address of Aiba's house. He was feeling even worse than in the morning. He really wished someone would be able to make him feel better... If only Aiba would have been tender at least after he had beat him. But Aiba was the same always and he knew in what type of shit he was digging himself into in the moment when he accepted to be in this relationship. He didn't wanted to feel sorry for himself, nor did he wanted other people to pity him. He only prayed to God to give him power to keep on.
He felt a bit better when he got home, crushing in the couch and letting out a sound of pain. He really needed to rest. He stood like that for some few seconds, trying to calm himself down, before walking slowly to the bathroom to wash his face, removing all the make up. The bruises came back as soon as all the powder and foundation was gone, and Sho stared at himself in the mirror for a bit. His face had never before looked this ugly... For a second there, he wondered why was he allowing all this to happen to himself?
"You love him, you idiot, that is why. Stop questioning it." he said to his own reflection.
He walked out of the bathroom and into the living-room again. Just when he was wanting to go upstairs to his room, the door bell rang.
"Izumi!" he screamed, hopping the girl could open that for him. "Izumi!"
He breath hard, realizing the girl was not home. She must have went shopping for the dinner, he though. "Coming!" he screamed to the person from the other side of the door, walking slowly to it. "Riida..." he said amazed after he opened the door, seeing Ohno standing in front of it.
"I knew it was make up..." Ohno said, staring at the bruises from Sho's face. "Why you lie to us..?"
"I am sorry... Do you want to get inside?" he asked politely, stepping away from the door. "My mas... I mean, Aiba, is not here now." Sho corrected himself fast.
"Your damn master is a fucking idiot!" Ohno said hard, getting inside of the house.
"Don't say that... He is your friend too, is he not?" Sho said, sitting on the couch.
"He was my friend. This new, disgusting him is nothing related to me. At all." Ohno said, with a lot of disgust in his voice.
Sho didn't knew what to say. He just left his head down, unable to find the perfect words to describe the feelings he was having. Ohno was staring at him and he could feel that as well. He turned to look at him and smiled gently.
"I love him..." he said, slowly. "I love him so much, Riida..."
"You don't have any minute of peace next to him, Sho!" Ohno said, hard and annoyed.
"Love is not about finding someone you can live with happily and peacefuly... Love is about finding someone you can't live without..." Sho said.
He wanted to add something else, but the pain took him over all of a sudden and he felt in Ohno's arms, unable to keep his body in a normal sitting position anymore.
"Sho!" Ohno said, scared. "Sho, what is wrong with you? What is hurting?" he asked.
"My chest.. Hurts so much..." Sho said, between moans of pain.
Ohno got up from the couch, making Sho lay on it comfortably. He sat on his knees in front of the couch and unbuttoned fast his friend's shirt, exposing his chest. His mouth opened in amazemnt at the sight of all the bruises, small cuts and scratches Sho had all over his chest.
"Oh my God..." he said. "That bastard!"
"I... I am.. fine... I am fine, Riida..." Sho managed to say.
"You are not damn fine so stop saying to me that you are!!" Ohno said annoyed. His eyes filled with tears in the next second though, and he hugged his friend gently, kissing his forehead. "Why do you let him do this to you, Sho? You don't deserve this..."
"Is not like I could stop him, Riida... He is the master..." Sho said slowly.
"Stop saying that! He is just a jerk who is taking advantage of your love for him. He will end up killing you, Sho!" Ohno said, feeling more and more frustrated and pissed off with each second. "I always loved you as if you were my brother... Since we were kids, though you were one year younger than me, you were taller, smarter and strongers and I saw you as my big brother. I used to think that whatever happened, you would always be there to protect me and defend me. And that is what happened... Seeing you like this, helpless, defenceless, crushed so much by a man who I thought to as a friend... you have no idea how much it pains me, Sho... I would give you my own life if I knew it would help... I only want you safe and sane and healthy..."
"I know, Riida... I know... But, you see, Aiba is very mad on you... He thinks we are... lovers or something... He is very jealous and he ordered me to stay away from you... He punished me yesterday to make me see he was not joking..." Sho said.
"What..? You mean he... he beat you like this... because of me..?" Ohno asked, unable to believe the words that were coming out of Sho's mouth.
Sho just nodded and Ohno closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, more tears starting to roll down his cheeks. He had never felt so guilty in his life. He hugged Sho again, tighter this time but avoiding to touch his bruises. He caressed his face and kissed his forehead, still crying hard.
"I am sorry, Sho... I a so so sorry..." he said, between the tears.
"Is fine, Riida... Please, don't cry... It wasn't your fault..." Sho said, caressing his back with his hands.
The sound of someone clapping in a slow yet strong rythem stopped them and they both looked at the entrance door, which was now opened and Aiba was standing next to it, smiling ironicly and staring at them.
"That was brilliant, boys, keep it up!" he said.
"Master..?" Sho said amazed.
"The shootings were canceled because the director had a personal problem to attend. It was set for tomorrow. But I see you were in a good company, puppy, so I doubt you missed me." Aiba said, his voice sounding obviously pissed.
"You damn jerk!" Ohno said, getting up fast and almost running to Aiba, catching him by the shirt and pushing him hard in the wall. "What the Hell do you think it gives you the right to do this to Sho??"
"The fact that he is mine." Aiba said, simple. "He is my pet and I do whatever I want to him, whenever I want it."
Ohno punched him hard in the face, taking Aiba by surprise and making him fall on the floor. He then started hitting him with his feet in the chest, fast and powerful, with a anger Sho had never saw on Ohno.
"How does that feel, huh? Do you like it? Does it feel good? Or fair? Or fun? TELL ME!!" Ohno screamed, hitting Aiba more with each word he was pronuncing.
"Riida, stop, stop please!" Sho said desperate, unable to get up from the couch.
"YOUR ARE SUCH AN IDIOT!!" Ohno screamed, hitting Aiba for the last time.
He made some few steps backwords, leaving Aiba on the floor, with blood dripping from his mouth and nose. Sho was still in the couch, watching all the scene amazed, while Ohno was still shaking in anger. Aiba supported himself in his hands, starting to laugh hard.
"Oh, Riida, Riida... I never knew you had that in you." he said amused, getting up from the floor slowly. "It is indeed a surprise. But that does not change the facts. Sho is mine and you can't do anything about it. And right now, I would really suggest you to get the fuck out of my house."
"And what if I don't want to?" Ohno asked.
"Riida... Please don't make it harder on me... I beg you, do what he says... Go..." Sho said, with his head down, already terrified of what Aiba was going to do to him for the scene Ohno had made right then.
"Fine.. I am going. But that only because Sho is asking me to. Listen here, Aiba. The next time you hurt him, scandal or not, I will call the police and have you handcuffed. And I will make sure you won't get your ass out from behind the bars for some good years, you damn sick bastard!" Ohno said, looking hateful at Aiba.
Aiba didn't said anything. He just waited silently for Ohno to get out. Which the man did, slamming the door hard in his back. When they could both hear his car getting far away from the place, Aiba sat down next to Sho, removing the blood from his nose and mouth with his hand with a smirk.
"He does have strong hands for such a tiny body, huh." Aiba pointed out, amused.
"Master, I..." Sho tried to say but Aiba grabbed him hard and pushed him down on the couch, getting on top of him.
"I thought I told you to stay the fuck away from him!" he said hard.
"He came all of a sudden, master! I couldn't tell him to get out... Please, forgive me, master, I didn't mean to..."
"Shut the fuck up!" Aiba said hard, giving Sho a slap across the face. "You have been a very bad boy, puppy."
"Master, please... I can't take another punishment now, my body feels so weak already... I beg of you, forgive me just this once... Please..." Sho said, starting to cry of fear.
"I do whatever I want. Stop commenting my decisions! Do you want me to throw you away?"
"No, master! Please don't, anything but that. Don't leave me, master, please!" Sho said, starting to cry even worse.
"Then stop complaining and get up!" Aiba said, grabbing Sho hard by the hand and pulling him up the stairs to the bedroom.
When they got there, he threw him on his knees in front of the bed. He pulled his unbuttoned shirt off completely and threw it on the floor, pushing his head and stomach to lay on the bed, his kness still on the cold floor. Sho grabbed the sheets of the bad in his hands and squeezed them hard, already knowing what was going to happened by the click of the buckle of Aiba's belt being undone.
"I think 40 would be enough." Aiba said, grabbing the belt with just one hand. "Don't you agree?"
"Y-Yes, master..." Sho said, with his eyes shut tight, waiting for the first blow.
Which didn't took long to come. He screamed hard of pain, tears falling down his face hard, the sensation of burning pain filling him. After the 6-th hit, he was already able to feel blood falling slowly down his back, as his entire body was shaking uncontrolably. When it reached 20, he was not trusting himself to be able to keep conscious for much longer. Yet he didn't dare to say a word, afraid of his master's reaction. He kept squeezing the sheets of the bed with his hands as hard as he could, praying in his mind for this to end up sooner. When it did ended, he doubted he could form a coeerent sentance on his own. His mind and body were numb, his back was burning in pain like it was on fire, the room was so silent, it felt as too much...
Aiba started licking off the blood from his back, making the acheing and itching twice worse. He grabbed Sho by the hair, pulling his head on his back, receiving a sound of pain from the already half fainted man. He drove his lips to his ear, whispering to him. "You really think I didn't noticed how intimate and flirting you were back there with Riida? You damn slut... Do you like him? Do you want him?"
"N-No, master... I o-only... I only want.. you... Only you... I beg you, believe me..." Sho said, taking him a great effort to speak.
"You do, huh? Well, that's a good boy." Aiba said, caressing his hair. "Do you still love me now after I have filled you of blood?"
"Yes, master... I still love you... More than anything..." Sho said.
"Idiot..." Aiba said. "Come on, get up..."
"I can't, master..." Sho said, feeling unable to even move his hands.
Aiba gently put his hands beyond Sho's armpits, helping him up and placing him in the bed, on his stomach. "There we go..." he said, sitting next to him. He looked at him for a second. Sho was barely able to keep his eyes opened. His back was filled of blood and his breath was breaking. "When I was 18 years old, I felt in love with a guy.. He was so cool and he seemed like the best thing that ever happened to me. He was a master... He took me through the world of slavery and before I realized, he was torturing me and I was allowing him to do it... Remember that operation I had to make on my chest?"
"Yes..?" Sho said confused.
"I lied to everyone that I was having a lungs illness... In fact, it was because of him.. He hitted me with the buckle of his belt in the chest until he almost crushed my chest. Whenever I see that big surgery scar on myself I remember him... After that happened, I left him. Cause I was afraid he'd kill me. I became a master and tortured as many boys and girls as I could get to make my slaves. I wanted to see what he felt... Whenever he was beating me, after he was done, I was telling him I loved him... I meant it... The slave boys and girls I had just looked at me in anger after a punishment. You are exactly like me..." Aiba explained.
"Master..." Sho said slowly, not knowing what to say.
He was feeling sick. Sick of all this BDSM idiot games. Sick of his body that was too weak to stand the pain. Sick of the jerk who turned Aiba insane... Sick of the whole world. He wanted to say more, to console Aiba, but he couldn't. Darkness surrendered him as he fainted.
"Sho..?" Aiba said. "Puppy..? Oie... Oie! Wake up! Sho!!" Aiba said, starting to freak out as he saw he couldn't wake Sho up. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!!" he said fast, getting up from the bed.
He took Sho in his arms, lifting him up from the bed and going fast down the stairs, out of the house and to his car. He placed him delicately on the back seats, closing the door fast and getting on the driver place.
"Don't you dare to die, Sho. Don't you dare! I wanted to say I am sorry, damn it! I want us to start over as a normal couple, leave all the master and slave shit behind. Don't do this to me, damn it. Stay alive!" he said, while starting the car and rushing to the hospital as fast as he could. "Please, stay alive, Sho... Please..."
A/N: That is enough for now, guys. I hope you like it. My friend is sure liking this XD I feel like a jerk writing this >.>" My poor Sho baby... I hate making him suffer... But my friend is being damn happy XDD The woman is weird. Anyways. I hope you liked it and as always, comments are loved ^^