Feb 06, 2011 17:14
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC (it won't be hardcore but I still wouldn't suggest kids to read it)
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 3
Masaki kept meeting with Sho almost every day. He’d been researching more and more, reading everything he could have find about BDSM from books, magazines and mostly the internet. Sometimes, he came over things that seemed to be the exact opposite of the things he’d read in other places, which made Masaki realize Sho had been right. Everyone had their own idea and form of BDSM, though it all come up from the same main point. That is why he decided not to lose his time with reading random stuff about this, but to focus on the style him and Sho were sharing.
There were 3 weeks since they had met at the club when Satoshi moved out of the house him and Masaki were sharing, telling him he’ll go to Jun. He left him the address, the house phone number and promised that they will still meet every day. Masaki was somehow still not sure if it was such a good idea but he couldn’t complain, so he left Satoshi go. After all, Jun hadn’t hurt Satoshi at all since they had started, and he seemed to be a nice and good man. Masaki knew inside him that this guy was going to make Satoshi happy.
“Best of luck…” Masaki told Satoshi, when the older man had his suitcases ready and was about to leave the house. “I will call you tonight. And I will text you in the morning. And I want to meet you every day and we’ll spend the weekends together!”
Satoshi laughed, raising his eyebrow while looking at his friend. “Chill, honestly. I will be fine. He makes me happy…” He added, turning to look at Jun who was waiting for him next to his big, black Toyota.
“I know he does…” Masaki said, putting his hand on Satoshi’s shoulder.
“You take care with your future master as well. Keep me updated daily. And if you move in with him, the rule goes for you too. We meet every day.” Satoshi said, on a decided tone.
“Of course.” Masaki said. “Now go… Don’t make him wait.”
“I totally love you, Masa-chan… Take care.” Satoshi said, hugging his friend strong and loving.
Satoshi smiled one last time to his friend, before picking up his suitcases and going to Jun’s car. The man helped him place them in the back of the car and opened the door for him to enter. He then went fast to the other door, turning to look at Masaki and bowing his head to him. Masaki did the same and watched the car leaving until he couldn’t see it anymore. He got back inside of the house after, crushing on the sofa and covering his face with his hands. Damn, he didn’t want to live alone… He was scared of being alone. Who was he going to talk to, laugh with and argue with now that Satoshi was gone? He knew that they’d still meet but even so… It was not going to be the same and he knew it. For the first time in his life, Masaki felt truly lonely…
He took his phone out of his pocket and dialed Sho’s number fast. He needed to talk to someone or he was going to fall into a depression. It rang and rang but no one answered… Yet Masaki decided to wait. After ringing like 9 times, someone did pick up. But it was not Sho…
“Haha! No, stop it! Sho, don’t tickle me, damn it!” Masaki heard a laughing girl’s voice saying.
‘What the fuck..?’ he thought in his mind. “Uhm… Hello..?” he said, trying to be polite though he was feeling a huge empty space forming inside of his stomach.
“Yeah, hi? Who is this?” the same girl asked, still sounding as she was laughing.
“Can I talk to Sho..? I am his… uhm… friend…” Masaki said, slowly.
“Sho, here, is for you. And stop tickling me, damn it! Ah, you idiot!” Masaki heard her saying, before she started laughing hard once more.
“Hello?” Sho’s voice said, him sounding amused as well.
“Hi…” Masaki said.
“Oh, Masaki! How are you? Something wrong?” Sho said, his voice changing all of a sudden.
“No… Is just that… Satoshi left…” Masaki said, trying not to sound too depressed and pushing off his urge of asking who the Hell the girl was.
“Oh, yeah, I know, Jun told me about Satoshi moving in with him today. And I assume, you’re lonely, huh?”
“Is the first time in 10 years that I am not with Satoshi… The house feels so… empty…”
“I understand… Do you want to come over to my house?”
“I can..?” Masaki asked, a bit surprised by the offer.
“Of course you can.We could talk some more and I’ll keep you company. Beside… There is something I want to tell you.”
‘Like that you’ve found someone else?’ Masaki thought, but pushed the idea away and smiled. “Thank you so much, I want to come!” he said, on a happy tone. ‘If that bitch is still there I will rip all of her hair off.’ He said to himself.
“Okay, note the address.” Sho said.
Masaki took a pen and a piece of paper and note what Sho told him. His house was actually not so far away from his. Like 10 minutes with the car.
“Okay, I know where this is. You are closer than I’ve ever thought… I will be there in 15 minutes, just need to change my cloths.” Masaki said.
“Okay, I’ll be waiting for you.” Sho said, before closing the phone.
“Who the fuck was that girl?!?!” Masaki said loud, annoyed, after putting his phone back in his pocket. “Damn… I act like a 16 years old girl that just saw her boyfriend holding another girl’s hand… You are a grown man, Masaki, wake up! Trust him, damn it, trust him! Think beautiful thoughts… Okay, I am fine. I am fine! …. I am talking to myself here… That is sure not fine. Damn it…”
He got up from the couch and went to his room to dress up. He didn’t want to look as if he make up for this a lot, since it wasn’t even a date basically, just some sort of… hang over or something. So he picked a pair or jeans and a simple white shirt from his wardrobe, messing his short blond hair a bit so it would look cool yet not fancy. He stared at himself in the mirror for a bit, then decided it was fine. He just took his jacket and put it on, going downstairs again and putting on his black and white sneakers.
While driving, he kept thinking about how he was almost Sho’s neighbor, since the man lived like 4 streets away from him. It was quite amazing… It made Masaki think it was destiny. But then again, he couldn’t stop thinking about that girl he had heard… She was in Sho’s house and answered on Sho’s phone and Sho was tickling her so what the Hell. Sho didn’t look like the guy who would tickle people anyway.
He stopped the car in front of Sho’s house and stared at it for a while. It was sure bigger than his but looked simple. There were two cars parked in front of it and Masaki recognized one to be Sho’s. The other had to be of the annoying laughing girl… ‘So she is still here…’ Masaki thought, while getting out of his car.
The front door of Sho’s house opened exactly after he had closed the door of his car and Sho got out together with a girl. She was a bit shorter than him in height and had long, black hair. But her face was somehow weirdly similar to Sho’s face… And she kept laughing and hugging him. ‘Bitch…’ Masaki thought.
“Oh, Masaki! Come here!” Sho said loud when he saw him.
Masaki smiled and went to him fast. Sho grabbed him and hugged him when he saw him, kissing his cheek and making the man blush. He then turned him around to face the girl, hugging him from behind and setting his chin on his shoulder.
“He is the one I’ve told you about.” Sho told the girl, sounding proud. “Isn’t he damn beautiful?”
“Actually, more beautiful than I’ve thought.” She said with a smile. “I am Mai, is nice meeting you.” She said, bowing her head to Masaki.
“Nice meeting you as well…” Masaki said, feeling even more confused.
“Well then! I’ll be off. Take care what you do and we talk tomorrow, okay? Ahh, I so love you!” she said, grabbing Sho and hugging him again, making the man smile.
“Yeah, yeah, I love you too, you crazy kiddo…” Sho said, caressing her head after hugging her. “Take care, drive safe, pay attention to the road and don’t talk to the phone while driving! And you text me when you got home or I’ll worry.”
“Fine, daddy.” She said sarcastically, laughing. “Really, you worry WAY too much… I am a big girl now.”
“And big girls don’t cry or what?” Sho said.
“I was about to tell you something…. But I am a lady so I won’t.” Mai laughed, while walking to her car. “Have a good night, you two!”
“We will!” Sho said, waving his hand to her until her car disappeared out of sight.
They both got inside after and Masaki took his shoes out, fallowing Sho to the living room. He sit down when Sho invited him to do so, and accepted the beer he was offered with a smile. But he just couldn’t take it anymore so he decided to ask.
“Who was that girl?”
“Oh, Mai? She is my younger sister.” Sho said, with a smile, sitting next to Masaki on the couch.
“Your… sister..?” Masaki said amazed.
“Yes.” Sho said, drinking a bit of his beer. “She is 3 years younger than me. I also have a brother who is 12 years younger than me. I am the big brother, I always took care of them. We have quite a strong bound but he is busy with his study and she is busy with her work so we don’t see each other so often anymore. Though we always talk on the phone and I make sure they’re fine.”
“You never told me you have brothers!” Masaki said, pouting.
“You never asked about my family, so I just thought you didn’t care of the subject so I didn’t tell you.” Sho said. “Why? Who did you thought she was?”
“A girlfriend or something…” Masaki admitted, his cheeks turning red.
Sho laughed out hard, letting his head on his back. “A girlfriend?” he said, laughing some more. “Ahh, you are incredible… Look what, Masaki. Though I have a deep appreciation and respect for women, I have no interest nor attraction for them. I am 100% gay.” he said, still giggling a bit.
“Oh, I see…” Masaki said, smiling relieved.
“You were jealous, weren’t you?” Sho said, raising his eyebrow.
“Who? Me? No! Of course not!” Masaki said. Sho looked at him deeply and Masaki left his head down. “Well… Maybe a little…” Masaki said. “…Okay, I was dying here… I was bowling more than a soup, I was about to explode.”
Sho laughed, clapping his hands. “Ahh, Masaki… Why, huh? Why were you so jealous?”
“I thought you would… well… You know… replace me…” Masaki said, letting his head down.
“Replace you? Why would I do that?” Sho asked.
“Cause… Well… Is been almost a month since we know each other. And we talked it all through and I trust you and you trust me and I feel so ready for you to start up but you didn’t even touch this subject… And I want to be your slave so much but we didn’t even kissed since that one time at the club and…” Masaki said, but Sho put his finger on his lips, getting closer to him.
“Shh…” Sho said, pasting his body to Masaki’s one.
He put his hand on his face, caressing his check. “Close your eyes…” he said, and Masaki obeyed him instantly.
Sho kissed him and just as the last time, Masaki left him do it his way, without trying to push him nor pull him, just staying and enjoying it. Sho moved his hand down, pulling Masaki’s shirt up a bit in order to sneak his hand beyond it and caress the younger man’s chest. He brushed his fingers on Masaki’s stomach, going up to his nipples, making small circles around there, giving Masaki a ticklish yet so erotic feeling. Sho stopped the kiss, starting to kiss his neck and down on his collar bones.
“I wanted to make you my slave from that very first day, Masaki… But I decided to wait until you’ll want it as well. I was waiting for you to say it. I am so glad you finally did.” He said, taking his hand off and staring at Masaki.
“Really..?” Masaki asked.
“Get up. Come with me.” Sho said, taking Masaki’s hand and pulling him up from the couch.
He took him up the stairs and into his room, turning on the lights. He went to look for something into a drawer. He took a box out of it and put it on the bed, looking at Masaki.
“Get in your knees.” he told him.
Masaki did so without thinking two times. He sat on his knees, with his hands on his back, calmly, confident, thinking about what was going to happen. He was not scared nor worried, just curious. Sho smiled to him, looking happy and opened the box, taking something out of it. He came next to Masaki after, holding a beautiful and delicate gold necklace in his hands, that had a gold pendent in the form of a lock. He got in Masaki’s back to put it on his neck, caressing the back of his head while doing so. Then he got back in front of him, looking at Masaki with a smile.
“There!” he said, proudly.
“…What..?” Masaki asked confused.
“That is your collar.” Sho said.
“This is my collar?!” Masaki asked amazed. “No… This is not a collar, this is a necklace.”
“I see your problem.” Sho said, going back next to the bed and searching again through the box. “You think this is a collar, right?” he said, taking out a leather made collar, with small metal bars around it.
“Yes…” Masaki said. “That is a collar.”
“This is something I would make my dog wear.” Sho said, throwing it back in the box. “And you will not be my dog, Masaki… You will be… Uhm.. How did you said it that time at the club?”
“The one to love you most?” Masaki asked, with a smile.
“The one to love me most…” Sho smiled. He pushed Masaki down on the floor and got on top of him. “Ahh, how beautiful that sounds, Masaki! Say it again…” he said, caressing Masaki’s face.
“I will be the one to love you most in the world… master…” Masaki said.
“This is so my kind of music…” Sho said, kissing Masaki all over the face. “And never doubt that this is a collar. Is the best collar for your beautiful, delicate neck…” Sho said, touching slowly the necklace with his hand. “And see, it has a lock on it. Which means that as long as you wear it, you are only mine…”
“I love it, master… Is really pretty. I will never take it off.” Masaki said with a smile.
“Good boy…” Sho said, kissing his forehead. “I love it when you call me master…”
“Then I’ll say it more… Master… My master…” Masaki said, caressing Sho’s face.
“You are perfect, Masaki… So perfect…” Sho said, driving the younger man in a deep kiss.
A/N: That is all for now, people! I left you in the middle of the action XDD Like in serials, you know? They get to the best part and the episode stops. Yeah, I hate it too when it happens. But anyway. Hope you like it ^___^ As always comments are loved. See you guys around ^-^
love the way you hurt,
sakumiya,
sakuraiba,
juntoshi