I Love the way You Hurt - Chapter 5
Title : I Love the way You Hurt
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 5
“So! You finally moved in with him, huh?” Satoshi said, drinking a bit of his coffee and smiling to his friend.
“Yes, I did. Is been almost 3 weeks since he officially became my master and we both considered it will be the time by now, ne…” Masaki said, with a big smile.
“So I assume you already had real sex with him by now, huh?” Satoshi asked, giggling when he saw his friend let his head down, his cheeks turning red. “How was he?”
“He was amazing…” Masaki admitted. “I never felt so good in my life, Satoshi… With all my other boyfriends, I was always trying so hard to please them, thinking all the damn time if what I was doing was good enough for them, if what was I saying was not stupid, if the way I was acting was the right way to act… With Sho I never get any of these feelings. Cause most of the time, he is the one who tells me what to do. And when I say something silly or act childish, he smiles and tells me I am sweet… He makes me feel confident and secure and he even made me feel beautiful, you know… I have never been so exposed to someone, I think he knows perfectly each single inch of my body, is like he studied me. But whenever I am in a weird position or I do something that makes me feel embarrassed thinking about how my body or face looks, he tells me I am beautiful… And I believe him…” the man explained, while his friend was watching him fascinated.
“Damn, I start to love this man…” Satoshi laughed. “He makes you so happy, I can see it on your face. Your eyes shine and sparkle whenever you talk to me about him. Just as much as that necklace from him that you never take off.”
“I even make bath with it on.” Masaki said, touching the small lock pendent from the necklace. “Is the most beautiful jewel I had ever received.”
“Because is for him?” Satoshi asked.
“Because it is him… Whenever I am not with him, if I touch it or look at it, I feel like he is right here, next to me…” Masaki said, smiling.
“That is the whole point of a collar. They are not exactly made to define a slave as being a slave, you know? Collars are made to remind the slave that he is a slave. That is why some masters give their slaves a very tight collar. So whenever they wear it, they can barely breathe. Is like a warning, you know? Like an alarm system, always screaming in your mind ‘You are owned!’” Satoshi giggled.
He pulled the scarf he was wearing lower, uncovering his neck and showing Masaki his collar. It was made out of leather and had small chains made of steel around. Satoshi smiled happily touching it.
“You remember what you told me some time before? That Sho said this type of collars are for dogs?” Satoshi laughed.
“Yeah…” Masaki said, letting his head down a bit ashamed.
“Is because Sho is a soft master and you are a soft slave. You guys don’t practice hardcore BDSM because is not the case. Because nighter of you likes hard pain or inflecting hard pain. For me and my master is different. If he would have gave me a gold necklace I would have been happy cause is from him. But I wouldn’t have been able to see it as a collar. I want something tight around my neck, something that would make breathe a hard stuff to do, something that would almost strangle me all the time I wear it.”
“I would be scared of that…” Masaki admitted.
“And Sho knows it. Because he knows you. My master, just as yours, knows me… And he knows this is what I need on my neck, not a cute, expensive jewel. Though me and you are both into BDSM, the things we like and do are different… But I am happy, you are happy, so who cares?” Satoshi said, taking Masaki’s hand in his and brushing it with his own.
“You are right.” Masaki said, smiling brightly. “I am glad you found what you wanted, my friend…”
“Same here…” Satoshi said, smiling back at him. “But now I need to go. My master is probably waiting for me already, I am late with like half an hour.”
“Sho is still at his work but it doesn’t matter. I don’t work anymore, you know?” Masaki said, getting up from the chair and putting his jacket on. “Sho is very over protective, he wants me to stay home like always. So I’ve quit my job at his request.”
“Well, that shouldn’t be a problem since he has the money for both of you.” Satoshi said, getting dressed as well. “I love you, Masaki. I will text you tonight, okay?”
“I will wait for it.” Masaki said smiling, hugging his friend and kissing his cheek before letting some money on the table and going separate ways.
Satoshi got into his car and drove as fast as he could, not wanting to make his master wait, hoping he hadn’t already anger the man. He was lucky that the café place he’d been at with Masaki was not so far from Jun’s house, so the road back didn’t took more than 15 minutes.
“Sorry I was late, master…” he said, falling in his knees as soon as he saw Jun when he got back home.
“Is fine, teddy, I am not upset. You can get up now. I am glad you’re back safe… How’s Masaki?” Jun asked, smiling tenderly.
“He is fine, master, thank you.” Satoshi said, with a big smile, getting up from the floor. “He moved in with Sakurai-san already and he doesn’t work anymore.”
“I saw that coming,” Jun nodded. “Sho doesn’t want his slave boys to work because he has a very annoying problem with worrying. He prefers then to stay at home waiting for him. And he is rich enough to support anyone.”
“Masaki seemed to be very happy… I’ve never seen him like that before.” Satoshi said, thinking of the glow in his friend’s eyes that he had seen earlier.
“Is all thanks to you. If you wouldn’t have shared your passion for BDSM with him, he would have never searched for himself. And he would have never found what he had always been looking for.” Jun said.
“Yeah… I never thought of that until now but you are so right, master…” Satoshi said, realizing that for the first time.
“Now…” Jun said, grabbing Satoshi and pushing him hard into the wall, making the man take out a small yelp of pain yet smile. “We should play a bit…”
“Master…” Satoshi said, caressing Jun’s hair.
“Have I told you to touch me?” Jun asked, on a bit of a strong voice, and Satoshi left his hands down instantly.
“I am sorry, master…” Satoshi said slowly, letting his head down.
Jun grabbed Satoshi’s shirt hard and pulled it open, making the buttons fly off and fall on the floor with a metallic sound. He took Satoshi’s belt off from his pants and use it to tie the man’s hands at his back, hitting him with his foot in the legs, not very strong but enough to make his slave fall down in his knees. Satoshi looked up at him with a bit of a scared look, but Jun knew better than anyone that he was enjoying everything. He grabbed him by the hair and pulled his head on his back, starting to bite and lick his neck.
“Sing me a song…” Jun said, while Satoshi had his eyes closed, moaning in pain and pleasure.
“R-Right n-now..?” Satoshi asked amazed, between his moans.
“Do you have a problem with it?” Jun asked, moving with his mouth down on his chest and sucking one of Satoshi’s nipples.
“N-No, master…. Etto… Hyaku nen saki mo… ai wo chikau yo… kimi wa, boku no subete sa…” Satoshi started, trying his best to concentrate and control his voice.
“I love that song!” Jun said happily, biting Satoshi nipple and making the boy scream. “Don’t stop, go on, go on!”
He kept turning Satoshi on while the boy was still singing to him, moaning from time to time but looking as if he was doing a big effort to keep going on. After a small while, he covered his mouth with his own, blocking him from singing and almost gagging him. Satoshi would have want to hug him or at least support himself onto something, but he was stuck there on his knees, in that uncomfortable position, with his wrists hurting so much that he thought they’ll soon start to bleed… He was loving every second of it though.
There was a knock in the door that stopped them, and Jun rolled his eyes. “Wait here. Whoever it is, I will kick them away.” he told Satoshi, getting up from the floor and leaving the man there.
He ran his hand through his hair and arranged his shirt a bit, opening the door strong, decided to kick away whoever it was. But he was not expecting the person he saw…
“Wow…” Was the only thing the master was able to say.
“Hi there.” Satoshi heard the young voice of a man. It sounded beautiful yet somehow bitchy but Satoshi was unable to recognize it. “Can I come in?”
Satoshi saw his master getting out of the way, allowing the young man to enter. He was amazed by it, since Jun had said whoever it was, he’ll kick them out. Beside, he was in a damn embarrassing position there, in his knees, tide up like that, with his shirt ripped and his chest filled of bruises and bites. Satoshi looked up at the new man that entered and realized that if he’d be up in his legs, they’d have the exact same height. He was slim and pretty, wearing a pair of black jeans, a white shirt and a black jacket. He looked nice and tidy, but not expensive. His short, black hair had a nice flip when he was moving, and his face was so pretty. He saw the man turning to look at him and left his head down.
“My, my… Isn’t he precious?” the man said, coming to Satoshi and sitting in front of him. He bow down and put his finger beyond Satoshi’s chin, forcing his head up. “Were you having fun?”
“I…I…” Satoshi tried to talk, but he was feeling way too ashamed to say something.
“I would thank you if you would not touch him,” Jun said, pushing the new man away. He came next to Satoshi and untied his hands, helping him get up. “I care for him a lot.”
“So is he your new toy?” the man asked, with a smirk, still looking at Satoshi.
“He is my new slave, not my new toy. And my private life has nothing to do with you, Ninomiya. What are you doing here anyway?” Jun asked, coldly.
“I came back to Japan.” the man said.
“How come? I thought you moved to America forever. With that blond and amazing looking foreign master.” Jun said, sounding very interested.
“That guy was not a master. He was insane. When we first met and dated he sounded normal. When I left with him to America, I was anxious. I’ve thought I’ve found a new life, a better life. I was happy…” Ninomiya said.
“What happened?” Jun asked, taking a shirt from a drawer he had in the living room and giving it to Satoshi to dress with it.
“What he was doing had no connection with BDSM. He was treating me as a lover most of the time, telling me he loves me, hugging me, buying me expensive jewels and cloths. Then, he was getting mad out of sudden, from basically no reason at all. He was beating me until I couldn’t move one single muscle of my body. He nearly killed me. We had no safe word or any shit like that. I could have begged and scream my lungs out and he wouldn’t have cared.” Ninomiya explained. He pushed his jacket off and left it fall on the floor. Then turned around and pulled his t-shirt up, reveling his back. “He did this to me…”
“Dear Heaven…” Jun said amazed, staring at the big scars Ninomiya had all over his back.
“We had come to a point where he was whipping me almost every day. He had hid my passport and all my documents, I had no money so it was impossible for me to get out. It doesn’t hurt anymore, but it will probably never completely heal…” the man said, pushing his shirt down and turning to face them again. “One time, I got to the emergency room. Because he beat me until I fainted and I was not waking up anymore. So when he realized and got out of his crises, he took me to hospital. He told the doctor I was assaulted on the street. But I’ve said the truth and they believed me… I am lucky that in America they have pretty brutal rules against abuse. They took him off and after making him some psychological tests they told me he had schizophrenia. He is in a mental hospital now. The American police helped me get back to Tokyo and his family gave me a lot of money. I think it was their way of telling me they’re sorry for what their son did to me.”
“Damn…” Jun said, after listening to the man. “I… I don’t even know what to say and I am not the type of man who can be left speechless easily.”
“Well, I escaped now and that is all that matters.” Ninomiya said, with a smile.
“That is true…” Satoshi agreed.
“Now I want to recover my true master… I went to his house but realized he moved out of there.” Ninomiya said.
“He did after you and him broke up. He waned to pass over everything. And staying in that house was not helping, he was seeing you everywhere.” Jun explained.
“You and him are good friends. I am sure you have the new address.” Ninomiya said, with a smile.
“I do. But I won’t give it to you.” Jun said, recovering his cold tone.
“Excuse me?!” Ninomiya said, a bit pissed off.
“Sho has a new slave now. He loves him and they are happy. For 3 years he’s been crying about you, feeling as an idiot. You have no idea how much it hurt him, Nino. That you left him and not just for anyone but for an American…” Jun said.
“Does it look to you as if I was happy? I was wrong, I know it. And I’ve pay for it with my own blood. I received my punishment. It’s been years of daily torture, fear, pain and tears of blood. I am sorry now… He has to forgive me.” Ninomiya said, sounding as if he was trying to convince himself of that.
“Nino… Look what. Sho passed over you and he has someone who loves him a lot now. If you are really sorry and if you really wish for his happiness, just leave him alone. Go find yourself another master or a boyfriend. Make a new life, be happy and just let him be happy as well…” Jun said, trying not to sound harsh.
“I love Sho… He is my master and I don’t care who that new bitch is, he’ll have to get out! He is the one who sobers here!” Ninomiya said annoyed.
“Hey! Don’t talk like that about my friend!” Satoshi said fast.
“Oh… So the new slave boy Sho has is your friend? My my, what a coincidence…” Ninomiya said, amused. “You don’t have to give me his address, I will find it myself, one way or another. I have my ways. But if you really do care for that guy, boy, I would give you an advice… Tell him to stay out of my way! Cause Ninomiya is back and kicking harder than ever.”
After saying that he smiled, picking his jacket from the floor and putting it on, leaving the house. Jun closed his eyes and set on the couch, covering his face with his hands.
“Damn… Sho and Masaki are in serious shit…” he said.
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“Ahh… master!” Masaki said, his voice echoing in Sho’s room with an echo effect.
Sho smiled and kept moving in and out of him, kissing and licking his neck in the same time. Then, all of a sudden he stopped, Masaki almost freaking out, thinking he had done something bad.
“What is wrong..?” he asked.
“You know… I want to try something new.” Sho said, still inside of him but not moving.
“Something new…?” Masaki asked confused, since him and Sho hadn’t talked about anything new that day.
“Do you trust me?” Sho asked.
“With my life…” Masaki said, smiling tenderly.
“Let’s see it…” Sho said, smiling.
He put his hands around Masaki’s back, getting in his knees and pulling the younger man on his lap, being still inside him. He took the tie he had been wearing that day, that was still on the bed and fold it in two, putting in around Masaki’s neck. Then, he put one part inside of the other, forming a knot, and kept the edge in his hand. He pulled until the tie was tight around Masaki’s neck as a collar, but not bothering him at all yet.
“Are you sure you trust me?” he asked once more.
Masaki was starting to get an idea of what will happen. Sho wanted to leave him breathless. But he smiled. “I trust you, master…” he said, decided.
Sho pulled hard the tie and Masaki felt it tighten around his neck, taking all of the air out of his lung. His back arched but he knew Sho was not going to kill him. He waited patiently for few seconds, when Sho started to loosen his grip, letting him breathe. Masaki smiled and nodded, letting him know he liked it. Sho started moving him up and down, pulling the tie from time to time. Masaki was moaning like he never did before. It felt amazing… He could only breathe when Sho was allowing him to and it was brilliant. He was feeling more controlled than ever. Somehow, it was as if Sho was reading his thoughts, knowing exactly when to squeeze and when to loosen up. They kept it up until they both came, Sho inside him and Masaki on Sho’s chest. They smiled, and Sho took the tie off of Masaki’s neck, letting the man lay down on the bed and laying next to him. He hugged him tenderly and kissed his head.
“Good boy…” he said, sounding proud. “This was the last test.”
“Last test..?” Masaki asked confused.
“To see if you trust me. Many slaves freak out about this game. Cause they don’t have enough trust in their master. You were not even worried… You really do trust me with your life…” Sho said, kissing the man again.
“Always will, master…” Masaki said, smiling. “I... I love you… I love you, master…”
Sho smiled and kissed him again. “I love you too, my angel… I am so happy I’ve found you.” He said, hugging Masaki tighter.
Sho’s phone started making an annoying noise, announce he had a message. He breath hard, pissed off, but looked for his pants around the floor next to the bed and found it, turning a bit around so Masaki wouldn’t be able to see and opening the message.
‘Play with my body till I’m numb,
Release the fear inside my mind.
Do whatever you want to me…
I know you won’t be kind.
Burn me with your cigarette,
Spit me and start to beat me faster.
Then lick away my tears...
Because I love you, master…’
Sho read the massage over and over again like 10 times, amazed by what he was seeing, his eyes big, his lips parted. He was more silent than ever and Masaki was able to feel it was something strange going on.
“What is wrong, master?” he asked.
“No… Nothing.” Sho said, smiling to the man and closing his phone, putting it on the nightstand from beside him. “Someone wants to make bad jokes…”
“What you mean?” Masaki asked, more confused.
“Someone send me a message with a poem my ex-slave wrote for me 4 years ago… Is from a private number so I have no idea who it was.” Sho explained.
“That is weird… Why would someone do that?” Masaki asked confused.
“I have no idea… That is what I said, it was a bad joke.” Sho said.
“I see…” Masaki said. “Is any special day today?” he asked.
“16 November… If me and my slave wouldn’t have broken up, today we would have celebrated our 8 years anniversary…” Sho said. “I have been with him for 5 years… Then he left me for an American guy…”
“5 years… Wow… Why did he do that?” Masaki asked confused.
“Maybe that guy had it bigger, I don’t know. I never thought too much about it. I just know that now he’s in New York… I hope he’s happy there, between all those blond guys.” Sho said, his voice reveling some hatred.
“I never knew you were a racist…” Masaki said.
“Me either…” Sho said, closing his eyes. “I started hating Americans and America when he left...”
“Oh, I see…” Masaki said.
“Anyway… Let’s not talk of it, okay? The subject bothers me.” Sho said, hugging Masaki.
“Just a question..?” Masaki said.
“Shoot…” Sho accepted, with a kind smile.
“Do you still love him?”
“A part of me will always love him, Masaki… There is no such thing as ‘I loved someone’… If you stop loving a person, it means you never actually loved him in the first place. Do I want him back? No… Do I hate him? No… I wish for him to be happy… Wherever he is right now… And I hope his American guy will love him as much as I was loving him when he was mine…” Sho explained.
“Such beautiful words, master… You are truly a special man…” Masaki said, smiling and giving Sho a kiss.
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Ninomiya was staring at his phone, giggling. “The face Sho will make when he will read again my poem… He does have the same number, I am sure of it. He couldn’t have changed it because all the important people from his company know that number. I will find you… And whoever stays in my way, I will crush them. No one will steal my happiness anymore… Ever.”
A/N: Okay, so that's that for now! And yeah, the Neener is here! For all of you girls who had been crying about where Nino is, where Nino is XDD By the way, Nino's american master is a OC that will not appear, he is up just to make stuff dramatic XD Me and lovu_lovu_aiba have nothing against America or american people so we hope no one from there will feel offended by this. I remind you, is JUST fiction, ne XDD So! That being said, hope you guys will enjoy this chapter. As always, comments are loved ^__^ See you soon ^.~
Author : me and lovu_lovu_aiba
Pairings : Sakuraiba, Juntoshi, will have some Sakumiya later on
Rating : +17, NC
Genre : drama, romance
Summary : Ohno and Aiba are best friends for the longest time now. They've always been together and did everything together, always had the same passions and interests. When Aiba discovers the only thing that it seems like they don't have in common, he decides he needs to find some more of it. He doesn't expect to find the love of his life in doing so.
Disclaimer : None of us own Arashi. Though we'd both like to XD
A/N : Since in the story I wrote with sakura_hime1212, Love is Stronger Than Pain, we gave BDSM a pretty horrible and untrue notion, I decided to make this story which will show the real BDSM life and how it actually is beautiful and plesent if you have with it needs for it. And lovu_lovu_aiba was adorable enough to agree to help me with it ^^ So that is why I say, it won't be exactly the story I'd let my kids read. And it will sure be the story my parents will NEVER know I wrote XDD
Chapter 5
“So! You finally moved in with him, huh?” Satoshi said, drinking a bit of his coffee and smiling to his friend.
“Yes, I did. Is been almost 3 weeks since he officially became my master and we both considered it will be the time by now, ne…” Masaki said, with a big smile.
“So I assume you already had real sex with him by now, huh?” Satoshi asked, giggling when he saw his friend let his head down, his cheeks turning red. “How was he?”
“He was amazing…” Masaki admitted. “I never felt so good in my life, Satoshi… With all my other boyfriends, I was always trying so hard to please them, thinking all the damn time if what I was doing was good enough for them, if what was I saying was not stupid, if the way I was acting was the right way to act… With Sho I never get any of these feelings. Cause most of the time, he is the one who tells me what to do. And when I say something silly or act childish, he smiles and tells me I am sweet… He makes me feel confident and secure and he even made me feel beautiful, you know… I have never been so exposed to someone, I think he knows perfectly each single inch of my body, is like he studied me. But whenever I am in a weird position or I do something that makes me feel embarrassed thinking about how my body or face looks, he tells me I am beautiful… And I believe him…” the man explained, while his friend was watching him fascinated.
“Damn, I start to love this man…” Satoshi laughed. “He makes you so happy, I can see it on your face. Your eyes shine and sparkle whenever you talk to me about him. Just as much as that necklace from him that you never take off.”
“I even make bath with it on.” Masaki said, touching the small lock pendent from the necklace. “Is the most beautiful jewel I had ever received.”
“Because is for him?” Satoshi asked.
“Because it is him… Whenever I am not with him, if I touch it or look at it, I feel like he is right here, next to me…” Masaki said, smiling.
“That is the whole point of a collar. They are not exactly made to define a slave as being a slave, you know? Collars are made to remind the slave that he is a slave. That is why some masters give their slaves a very tight collar. So whenever they wear it, they can barely breathe. Is like a warning, you know? Like an alarm system, always screaming in your mind ‘You are owned!’” Satoshi giggled.
He pulled the scarf he was wearing lower, uncovering his neck and showing Masaki his collar. It was made out of leather and had small chains made of steel around. Satoshi smiled happily touching it.
“You remember what you told me some time before? That Sho said this type of collars are for dogs?” Satoshi laughed.
“Yeah…” Masaki said, letting his head down a bit ashamed.
“Is because Sho is a soft master and you are a soft slave. You guys don’t practice hardcore BDSM because is not the case. Because nighter of you likes hard pain or inflecting hard pain. For me and my master is different. If he would have gave me a gold necklace I would have been happy cause is from him. But I wouldn’t have been able to see it as a collar. I want something tight around my neck, something that would make breathe a hard stuff to do, something that would almost strangle me all the time I wear it.”
“I would be scared of that…” Masaki admitted.
“And Sho knows it. Because he knows you. My master, just as yours, knows me… And he knows this is what I need on my neck, not a cute, expensive jewel. Though me and you are both into BDSM, the things we like and do are different… But I am happy, you are happy, so who cares?” Satoshi said, taking Masaki’s hand in his and brushing it with his own.
“You are right.” Masaki said, smiling brightly. “I am glad you found what you wanted, my friend…”
“Same here…” Satoshi said, smiling back at him. “But now I need to go. My master is probably waiting for me already, I am late with like half an hour.”
“Sho is still at his work but it doesn’t matter. I don’t work anymore, you know?” Masaki said, getting up from the chair and putting his jacket on. “Sho is very over protective, he wants me to stay home like always. So I’ve quit my job at his request.”
“Well, that shouldn’t be a problem since he has the money for both of you.” Satoshi said, getting dressed as well. “I love you, Masaki. I will text you tonight, okay?”
“I will wait for it.” Masaki said smiling, hugging his friend and kissing his cheek before letting some money on the table and going separate ways.
Satoshi got into his car and drove as fast as he could, not wanting to make his master wait, hoping he hadn’t already anger the man. He was lucky that the café place he’d been at with Masaki was not so far from Jun’s house, so the road back didn’t took more than 15 minutes.
“Sorry I was late, master…” he said, falling in his knees as soon as he saw Jun when he got back home.
“Is fine, teddy, I am not upset. You can get up now. I am glad you’re back safe… How’s Masaki?” Jun asked, smiling tenderly.
“He is fine, master, thank you.” Satoshi said, with a big smile, getting up from the floor. “He moved in with Sakurai-san already and he doesn’t work anymore.”
“I saw that coming,” Jun nodded. “Sho doesn’t want his slave boys to work because he has a very annoying problem with worrying. He prefers then to stay at home waiting for him. And he is rich enough to support anyone.”
“Masaki seemed to be very happy… I’ve never seen him like that before.” Satoshi said, thinking of the glow in his friend’s eyes that he had seen earlier.
“Is all thanks to you. If you wouldn’t have shared your passion for BDSM with him, he would have never searched for himself. And he would have never found what he had always been looking for.” Jun said.
“Yeah… I never thought of that until now but you are so right, master…” Satoshi said, realizing that for the first time.
“Now…” Jun said, grabbing Satoshi and pushing him hard into the wall, making the man take out a small yelp of pain yet smile. “We should play a bit…”
“Master…” Satoshi said, caressing Jun’s hair.
“Have I told you to touch me?” Jun asked, on a bit of a strong voice, and Satoshi left his hands down instantly.
“I am sorry, master…” Satoshi said slowly, letting his head down.
Jun grabbed Satoshi’s shirt hard and pulled it open, making the buttons fly off and fall on the floor with a metallic sound. He took Satoshi’s belt off from his pants and use it to tie the man’s hands at his back, hitting him with his foot in the legs, not very strong but enough to make his slave fall down in his knees. Satoshi looked up at him with a bit of a scared look, but Jun knew better than anyone that he was enjoying everything. He grabbed him by the hair and pulled his head on his back, starting to bite and lick his neck.
“Sing me a song…” Jun said, while Satoshi had his eyes closed, moaning in pain and pleasure.
“R-Right n-now..?” Satoshi asked amazed, between his moans.
“Do you have a problem with it?” Jun asked, moving with his mouth down on his chest and sucking one of Satoshi’s nipples.
“N-No, master…. Etto… Hyaku nen saki mo… ai wo chikau yo… kimi wa, boku no subete sa…” Satoshi started, trying his best to concentrate and control his voice.
“I love that song!” Jun said happily, biting Satoshi nipple and making the boy scream. “Don’t stop, go on, go on!”
He kept turning Satoshi on while the boy was still singing to him, moaning from time to time but looking as if he was doing a big effort to keep going on. After a small while, he covered his mouth with his own, blocking him from singing and almost gagging him. Satoshi would have want to hug him or at least support himself onto something, but he was stuck there on his knees, in that uncomfortable position, with his wrists hurting so much that he thought they’ll soon start to bleed… He was loving every second of it though.
There was a knock in the door that stopped them, and Jun rolled his eyes. “Wait here. Whoever it is, I will kick them away.” he told Satoshi, getting up from the floor and leaving the man there.
He ran his hand through his hair and arranged his shirt a bit, opening the door strong, decided to kick away whoever it was. But he was not expecting the person he saw…
“Wow…” Was the only thing the master was able to say.
“Hi there.” Satoshi heard the young voice of a man. It sounded beautiful yet somehow bitchy but Satoshi was unable to recognize it. “Can I come in?”
Satoshi saw his master getting out of the way, allowing the young man to enter. He was amazed by it, since Jun had said whoever it was, he’ll kick them out. Beside, he was in a damn embarrassing position there, in his knees, tide up like that, with his shirt ripped and his chest filled of bruises and bites. Satoshi looked up at the new man that entered and realized that if he’d be up in his legs, they’d have the exact same height. He was slim and pretty, wearing a pair of black jeans, a white shirt and a black jacket. He looked nice and tidy, but not expensive. His short, black hair had a nice flip when he was moving, and his face was so pretty. He saw the man turning to look at him and left his head down.
“My, my… Isn’t he precious?” the man said, coming to Satoshi and sitting in front of him. He bow down and put his finger beyond Satoshi’s chin, forcing his head up. “Were you having fun?”
“I…I…” Satoshi tried to talk, but he was feeling way too ashamed to say something.
“I would thank you if you would not touch him,” Jun said, pushing the new man away. He came next to Satoshi and untied his hands, helping him get up. “I care for him a lot.”
“So is he your new toy?” the man asked, with a smirk, still looking at Satoshi.
“He is my new slave, not my new toy. And my private life has nothing to do with you, Ninomiya. What are you doing here anyway?” Jun asked, coldly.
“I came back to Japan.” the man said.
“How come? I thought you moved to America forever. With that blond and amazing looking foreign master.” Jun said, sounding very interested.
“That guy was not a master. He was insane. When we first met and dated he sounded normal. When I left with him to America, I was anxious. I’ve thought I’ve found a new life, a better life. I was happy…” Ninomiya said.
“What happened?” Jun asked, taking a shirt from a drawer he had in the living room and giving it to Satoshi to dress with it.
“What he was doing had no connection with BDSM. He was treating me as a lover most of the time, telling me he loves me, hugging me, buying me expensive jewels and cloths. Then, he was getting mad out of sudden, from basically no reason at all. He was beating me until I couldn’t move one single muscle of my body. He nearly killed me. We had no safe word or any shit like that. I could have begged and scream my lungs out and he wouldn’t have cared.” Ninomiya explained. He pushed his jacket off and left it fall on the floor. Then turned around and pulled his t-shirt up, reveling his back. “He did this to me…”
“Dear Heaven…” Jun said amazed, staring at the big scars Ninomiya had all over his back.
“We had come to a point where he was whipping me almost every day. He had hid my passport and all my documents, I had no money so it was impossible for me to get out. It doesn’t hurt anymore, but it will probably never completely heal…” the man said, pushing his shirt down and turning to face them again. “One time, I got to the emergency room. Because he beat me until I fainted and I was not waking up anymore. So when he realized and got out of his crises, he took me to hospital. He told the doctor I was assaulted on the street. But I’ve said the truth and they believed me… I am lucky that in America they have pretty brutal rules against abuse. They took him off and after making him some psychological tests they told me he had schizophrenia. He is in a mental hospital now. The American police helped me get back to Tokyo and his family gave me a lot of money. I think it was their way of telling me they’re sorry for what their son did to me.”
“Damn…” Jun said, after listening to the man. “I… I don’t even know what to say and I am not the type of man who can be left speechless easily.”
“Well, I escaped now and that is all that matters.” Ninomiya said, with a smile.
“That is true…” Satoshi agreed.
“Now I want to recover my true master… I went to his house but realized he moved out of there.” Ninomiya said.
“He did after you and him broke up. He waned to pass over everything. And staying in that house was not helping, he was seeing you everywhere.” Jun explained.
“You and him are good friends. I am sure you have the new address.” Ninomiya said, with a smile.
“I do. But I won’t give it to you.” Jun said, recovering his cold tone.
“Excuse me?!” Ninomiya said, a bit pissed off.
“Sho has a new slave now. He loves him and they are happy. For 3 years he’s been crying about you, feeling as an idiot. You have no idea how much it hurt him, Nino. That you left him and not just for anyone but for an American…” Jun said.
“Does it look to you as if I was happy? I was wrong, I know it. And I’ve pay for it with my own blood. I received my punishment. It’s been years of daily torture, fear, pain and tears of blood. I am sorry now… He has to forgive me.” Ninomiya said, sounding as if he was trying to convince himself of that.
“Nino… Look what. Sho passed over you and he has someone who loves him a lot now. If you are really sorry and if you really wish for his happiness, just leave him alone. Go find yourself another master or a boyfriend. Make a new life, be happy and just let him be happy as well…” Jun said, trying not to sound harsh.
“I love Sho… He is my master and I don’t care who that new bitch is, he’ll have to get out! He is the one who sobers here!” Ninomiya said annoyed.
“Hey! Don’t talk like that about my friend!” Satoshi said fast.
“Oh… So the new slave boy Sho has is your friend? My my, what a coincidence…” Ninomiya said, amused. “You don’t have to give me his address, I will find it myself, one way or another. I have my ways. But if you really do care for that guy, boy, I would give you an advice… Tell him to stay out of my way! Cause Ninomiya is back and kicking harder than ever.”
After saying that he smiled, picking his jacket from the floor and putting it on, leaving the house. Jun closed his eyes and set on the couch, covering his face with his hands.
“Damn… Sho and Masaki are in serious shit…” he said.
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“Ahh… master!” Masaki said, his voice echoing in Sho’s room with an echo effect.
Sho smiled and kept moving in and out of him, kissing and licking his neck in the same time. Then, all of a sudden he stopped, Masaki almost freaking out, thinking he had done something bad.
“What is wrong..?” he asked.
“You know… I want to try something new.” Sho said, still inside of him but not moving.
“Something new…?” Masaki asked confused, since him and Sho hadn’t talked about anything new that day.
“Do you trust me?” Sho asked.
“With my life…” Masaki said, smiling tenderly.
“Let’s see it…” Sho said, smiling.
He put his hands around Masaki’s back, getting in his knees and pulling the younger man on his lap, being still inside him. He took the tie he had been wearing that day, that was still on the bed and fold it in two, putting in around Masaki’s neck. Then, he put one part inside of the other, forming a knot, and kept the edge in his hand. He pulled until the tie was tight around Masaki’s neck as a collar, but not bothering him at all yet.
“Are you sure you trust me?” he asked once more.
Masaki was starting to get an idea of what will happen. Sho wanted to leave him breathless. But he smiled. “I trust you, master…” he said, decided.
Sho pulled hard the tie and Masaki felt it tighten around his neck, taking all of the air out of his lung. His back arched but he knew Sho was not going to kill him. He waited patiently for few seconds, when Sho started to loosen his grip, letting him breathe. Masaki smiled and nodded, letting him know he liked it. Sho started moving him up and down, pulling the tie from time to time. Masaki was moaning like he never did before. It felt amazing… He could only breathe when Sho was allowing him to and it was brilliant. He was feeling more controlled than ever. Somehow, it was as if Sho was reading his thoughts, knowing exactly when to squeeze and when to loosen up. They kept it up until they both came, Sho inside him and Masaki on Sho’s chest. They smiled, and Sho took the tie off of Masaki’s neck, letting the man lay down on the bed and laying next to him. He hugged him tenderly and kissed his head.
“Good boy…” he said, sounding proud. “This was the last test.”
“Last test..?” Masaki asked confused.
“To see if you trust me. Many slaves freak out about this game. Cause they don’t have enough trust in their master. You were not even worried… You really do trust me with your life…” Sho said, kissing the man again.
“Always will, master…” Masaki said, smiling. “I... I love you… I love you, master…”
Sho smiled and kissed him again. “I love you too, my angel… I am so happy I’ve found you.” He said, hugging Masaki tighter.
Sho’s phone started making an annoying noise, announce he had a message. He breath hard, pissed off, but looked for his pants around the floor next to the bed and found it, turning a bit around so Masaki wouldn’t be able to see and opening the message.
‘Play with my body till I’m numb,
Release the fear inside my mind.
Do whatever you want to me…
I know you won’t be kind.
Burn me with your cigarette,
Spit me and start to beat me faster.
Then lick away my tears...
Because I love you, master…’
Sho read the massage over and over again like 10 times, amazed by what he was seeing, his eyes big, his lips parted. He was more silent than ever and Masaki was able to feel it was something strange going on.
“What is wrong, master?” he asked.
“No… Nothing.” Sho said, smiling to the man and closing his phone, putting it on the nightstand from beside him. “Someone wants to make bad jokes…”
“What you mean?” Masaki asked, more confused.
“Someone send me a message with a poem my ex-slave wrote for me 4 years ago… Is from a private number so I have no idea who it was.” Sho explained.
“That is weird… Why would someone do that?” Masaki asked confused.
“I have no idea… That is what I said, it was a bad joke.” Sho said.
“I see…” Masaki said. “Is any special day today?” he asked.
“16 November… If me and my slave wouldn’t have broken up, today we would have celebrated our 8 years anniversary…” Sho said. “I have been with him for 5 years… Then he left me for an American guy…”
“5 years… Wow… Why did he do that?” Masaki asked confused.
“Maybe that guy had it bigger, I don’t know. I never thought too much about it. I just know that now he’s in New York… I hope he’s happy there, between all those blond guys.” Sho said, his voice reveling some hatred.
“I never knew you were a racist…” Masaki said.
“Me either…” Sho said, closing his eyes. “I started hating Americans and America when he left...”
“Oh, I see…” Masaki said.
“Anyway… Let’s not talk of it, okay? The subject bothers me.” Sho said, hugging Masaki.
“Just a question..?” Masaki said.
“Shoot…” Sho accepted, with a kind smile.
“Do you still love him?”
“A part of me will always love him, Masaki… There is no such thing as ‘I loved someone’… If you stop loving a person, it means you never actually loved him in the first place. Do I want him back? No… Do I hate him? No… I wish for him to be happy… Wherever he is right now… And I hope his American guy will love him as much as I was loving him when he was mine…” Sho explained.
“Such beautiful words, master… You are truly a special man…” Masaki said, smiling and giving Sho a kiss.
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Ninomiya was staring at his phone, giggling. “The face Sho will make when he will read again my poem… He does have the same number, I am sure of it. He couldn’t have changed it because all the important people from his company know that number. I will find you… And whoever stays in my way, I will crush them. No one will steal my happiness anymore… Ever.”
A/N: Okay, so that's that for now! And yeah, the Neener is here! For all of you girls who had been crying about where Nino is, where Nino is XDD By the way, Nino's american master is a OC that will not appear, he is up just to make stuff dramatic XD Me and lovu_lovu_aiba have nothing against America or american people so we hope no one from there will feel offended by this. I remind you, is JUST fiction, ne XDD So! That being said, hope you guys will enjoy this chapter. As always, comments are loved ^__^ See you soon ^.~