i just hate everything i just can't stand it

well right now i'm bored out of my mind the other night i did something i haven't done in awhile and it was great a girl i know would be proud i was so fucked up it was great well peace

man i don't know what to do arg

i'm alone and confused i'm sad but yet i'm happy i'm tired and agervated i just don't know i'm here but i'm not i'm just i don't know

well there is a girl I'm in love with i don't know what kind of love it is i know that we are soul mates and i know we won't be together but i feel for her so it seems that all i can do is hope that she is ok i miss her so much i hope she does nothin stupid i wish the best for her and will all ways miss her