I can't say all that i want to about you, but here's a glimpse-all the truth ( Read more... )

Went to the beach today, it was awesome! it was sunny and warm, i even wore shorts and a shirt cuz the weather was soooo good. The weekend was pretty good ( Read more... )

So I found out my nephew is in the hospital cuz he's hallucinating, and has a fever of 105, and they said he might not live through it. Blah, this has got me worried ( Read more... )

Feeling better then I have for the past few weeks or so, things have become clearer, and everything's going good. I've realized it'd be so hard to go through life without friends. If anyone could do it, like a hermit or something, i'd almost admire them cuz it'd be soooo hard to do. You find friends sometimes when you don't expect it. Or you just ( Read more... )

Another bad time in Portland as always. I got sick, and my mom told my brother not to come so i won't get my car for a really long time. I spent all of saturday being bored out of my mind and mainly staring at the ceiling because there is NOTHING to do there. I hate it there. Sunday was better cuz i got to see my sister and nephews, but last night ( Read more... )

I want to live in memories ( Read more... )

I don't see how anyone can like me. To me, i just seem like...i'm not at all special in anyway and that i amount to nothing. If i change people, it's for the worse, if i'm anything different than what someone thought, i dissapoint them. I can't stand it, my dad said 'you're a different person than who i thought you were' it makes me feel like i've ( Read more... )

did i really change you for the worse?

The car's on fire and there's no driver at the wheel ( Read more... )

oh maan, feeling kinda bad. i keep worrying about my friend...i hope she's ok. Back at school again, it was ok. Just feeling blahish i guess.