yeah so i got x-rays for my back, like 2 weeks ago...still no results. i went there and she said there was definetely a twist in my spine, then she called it a curve...idk but they said it could be like that because im still growing, or if it is scoliosis then it will increase rapidly since im right in the middle of my growth spurt, which isnt cool ( Read more... )

hmmm, can this get any worse ( Read more... )

yeah so i went to a show lastnight at ritual. . .it was alriight. the main reason i went there was to see the red chord but they got into a car accident or something so they couldnt play. . .stray from the path was amazingggg ( Read more... )

so i changed my room around (for those of you who knew what it looked like ( Read more... )

I havent been on in a while. So let me update you. Okay so i changed my room around, so i could fit the computer in there (which is still now in there by the way) and i stumbled across my journal. i knew where it was, i just stopped writing in it. i looked through it, and was dissapointed. so i tore out all the the written pages. its much better ( Read more... )

well i got my haircut. a while ago accually, thursday i think. ummm nothings been going on. schools back to sucking, its terrible. at the last tae kwon do class one of the instructors talked to us about our self-control for like 15 minutes. and he got me thinking, i need more self-control. so from now on im gonna stay calm when im in a fight with ( Read more... )

Im still doing nothing...waiting for my friends again. Its really dark outside for some reason, not like dark dark, like "gloomy i wanna shoot myself" dark. The skys like shit brown. Oh well. Oh wait, it just started to rain.

I've been depressed.
I know noone has been reading this.
But it feels good to think someone might be.
This vacation has been the worst.
Nothing going on.

yeah this got really boring so i stoped updating it...sorry if anyone cares ( Read more... )

this gets boring.