I am such an idiot. Last night was crazy. That is seriously all I can say. Oh and I have a major headache!!! Oh and I obviously went to the party.

I don't know whether I should go to Jenna's party tonight or not....I mean Ariel can't go with me, Jessica can't go with me....I just don't wanna be stranded there if I decide I want to leave. That'd suck. Not to mention it's like god knows how far away so I couldn't walk home! Hm....I suppose I'll go. I mean....I don't know. Unless someone else ( Read more... )

Today was fine except I was miserable. :-( I wanted to talk to Elijah so bad and I saw him....I had the chance to! But I didn't....And now I'm scared that that door may have closed if it was ever open at all. If he comes to the party tomorrow, I will face my fears! I really hope he comes. :-( I know this crappy situation is all I seem to be talking ( Read more... )

Aww Chris' dad just came and brought me a Baldur's Gate game! It was "for my birthday." I give him props for remembering where I live. :-P Today was a GREAT day! Just EVERYTHING....I mean it's one great thing after another! I have just had an AWESOME day! And totally topping it off, Jessica kissed Ryan(her first kiss!)!!! And cooler still-I GOT TO ( Read more... )

I realised something just now after reading some of my other journal entries. I think I blocked away the "happy" person I could be after I was criticized as that person. By shelling myself up, by allowing no one to see me....I was alright. Even if people criticized me, though it did hurt, it wasn't as bad because it wasn't the real me they saw and ( Read more... )

So I bought Fushigi Yuugi 7-10 today, even though I said I wanted to start with #1! I just wanted to see what happened! So I've read them and it's totally awesome. Sex like either destroys stuff or it like rejuvinates you. It's funny b/c everyone wants or is trying to do eachother-even gay people trying to be hetero! :-P But uh....So Without You I ( Read more... )

Today was the most awesome day EVER! Oh my goodness! OK so I hope Ariel's alright!!! I love talking to Chris(Brit). So um really nothing to say except I'm really happy also as I've got Toxicity by SOAD which is AWESOME.

Whitney

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As the tide recedes I feel myself being pulled in with it. Deeper I consume the salt of the earth as I'm laid to rest. says ( Read more... )

I highly reccommend http://www.kontraband.com/show/show.asp?ID=1833 It is a lovely music video on the London Underground. Quite entertaining, really. Well once again I'm po'd with life but not as bad as normal(thank goodness) as my mother tells me I'm NOT going to go to ( Read more... )