It's 5 Am. I can't sleep. i'm fucking tired as hell, but my mind is racing, and i keep tossing and turning. so much shit went on today. i jsut want to go to sleep and make it all go away..but i keep thinking about it all, and i cant sleep. i wish dave was still awake so i could talk to him. and the worst of all of this is that i'm suppsed to be ( Read more... )

Guess its time for a real update ( Read more... )

I'm home, and all i want is to go back to school and how things were ( Read more... )

Its a quiet night to myself to do work and be alone before the weekend. i thought i'd do this for dave. i no he wants his time to himself without me always there... i saw him for a little today to study before class.. but whateever. i got my kiss for the day, and now hes hanging out with his friends and doesnt have to worry with the fact that i'm ( Read more... )

yea. hes on the shit list at the moment. not to happy with him.
its all just occumulated up and pissed me off.

can't sleep ( Read more... )

This past weekend was a good one. Spent it all at Dave's.. minus for like 3 hours Saturday night when I came back to my room then went and hung out with the Roth boys. that was fun seeing them again. I love spending weekends with my baby. It makes me really happy. Tomorrow i have my metting with Professor Day to start making my schedule for next ( Read more... )

I'm in that mood right now...where i really have nothing to do ( Read more... )

Oh man. last night was absolutly amazing. I picked Dave up at like 1..he had been out with work drinking at a boxing match and a strip club or something. lol. so he called me, and i got permission to use a car and pick him up. lol. i got to sleep next to my baby for the first time since we were at school. it felt sooo incredibly nice to be in his ( Read more... )

So I've just been lazy all day today. Sitting around thinking about things. Being with Dave now, I see what its like to be in a "real" relationship. Yeah, there are issues, but that's life. Nothing can be perfect. With Quint, it was too perfect until the summer, when things got different, and we just started fighting alot. It's nice being with ( Read more... )