mah trains a comin'

[shootingangel]

So I find out today that I am being forced to move. I dont want to move. I want to stay here where my friends are close. I think I wouldnt have a problem with moving if it was something I was willingly doing. If I knew where I was going to live, and with whom. Given the fact that Im going to have to move with my parents... Im sickened

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[anonymous]

Sometimes i cant tell anyone what going on... i just bottle up all the anger and hate or any emotions i am feeling and then i just burst. Im always told im grumpy but i cant help it... im a fricken teenager! Some friends of mine treat me like crap. Well im not close with them anymore because i have other friends but i am so loyal and kind and funny. I have so much to give but its hidden beneath my god damn shyness. Maybe i should be an actor... i can cry at the drop of a hat. Maybe im just fucked up in the emotional side of my life. Im too senstive. Its who i am. Not the blonde popular slut. The loyal friend to those who see me. My life is lacking many things. I feel empty somehow... not quite sure what it is but i need to express it in a creative art form or maybe just writing her makes me feel better. Yes it does. I am finally letting loose. Its great to say what you feel. Hey shane you seem disraught.... is your hair still pink?

[shootingangel]

yea it is still pink, but im dying it black soon cause the pink is giving me headaches

[anonymous]

NOOO!! Pink is the greatest!! Leave it pink!!!
My life sucks .....i hav no confidence.... self esteem.... no lots of things.
"Im asking the wizard to give me courage!"

But hey at least im alive...