It sucks how things have changed since school has started. It's weird how I have once again changed in the way I look at things and how I go about things. I had to change for my family to I guess...."accept" me again, and then I did just change. Things annoy me, and I'm not going to go do something I really don't feel like doing. Or something I ( Read more... )

I have been in an extrememly good mood all day, and I don't know why. It's a weird happy though, cause I can just like...feel it inside of me. It's a really great feeling. I really wish everyday would be like this, cause....I like it. A lot.

Maybe it's because I'm in love? And I can actually show it and express it.

Who knows?

It's great

I absolutely love the Little Italy time. It makes me extremely happy. I mean what could be better than, walking nonstop, ankle shaking, legs hurting, people wanting to kick eachothers asses. Okay, so those are the bad parts, lol, what of course, I have ton of fun getting all of that done ( Read more... )

I'm completely and totally in love with Joe. Honestly. I am. And it's crazy. Very crazy. I didn't see it coming. Then Mark mentioned something about Joe and myself to me, and he said Joe mentioned something. I asked him. He said it. And just that day before, I realized it while talking to him outside his truck. He's amazing. I couldn't ( Read more... )

Well, as all of you know....school has started once again. Nothing too exciting. School is school to me. It's about the same every year....just new material and different teachers. What else is there to know ( Read more... )

I'm young. I still have three years to decide what I wanna do for the rest of my life. I use to want to be a cook (in kindergarton). Then for the longest time, I wanted to become a teacher. And part of me still does. But, one night at Mark's, Caitlin, Mark, and I were talking. And I told them the truth. That ever since 8th grade, I had ( Read more... )

I am.....undescribable happy with Joe. Just being with him makes me happy. Being with him makes everything else in the world just....go away. And I like that feeling. A lot. Of course, we are both...well dead broke. So the only thing we really do is hang out at my house or his. And really, that doesn't bother me at all. I enjoy just ( Read more... )

He ended it. Not me. He wants me back. I don't want him back. I shouldn't feel bad for rejecting him, but I do. I guess that's human nature though. Having compassion for people. Something I use to not have...at all. But I do now. I can't help but feel bad for him. I don't wanna. But I do. Of course, I flat out told him I was with Joe ( Read more... )

This weekend has been....oh, so much fun. :) I mean, what's better than hanging out with some of the most coolest/important people in the entire world?? The answer is...nothing ( Read more... )

PAIN ( Read more... )