Somebody needs to cheer your ass up. Life is all gray haze, loving it is ignoring it.
Just keep going, and I'm sure you'll be fine. If not, Then there's not much can be done to help it, and there's really no point in stressing over it.
Besides that, suicide is giving up the extreme likelihood that in the years left of your life, you'll stop being a statistical anomaly and find something worth living for.
No see you don't understand! I am not trying to be melodramatic goth. I am saying that althought this stuff should be sad and it is, and it makes me sad, the sadness and dark elements of all these are beautiful.
I have plenty of reason to be like this though, but you wouldn't know, how could you know I got kicked out of the house for my 17th birthday, my dad promised to take me out before he wnet to japan, and ditch me, and has been gone for 3 months now, doubtful he is comming back i cant find a job two more of my friends just got in a sever accident and put in the hospital, I feel like fucken trailor trash, I got kicked out of school for the rest of the year because of absences..
there is so much more... so don't tell me to just suck it up and smile.. becuase its not that easy for me...
I really don't think the dark elements are the beautiful elements of this, but rather the softness and purity of one's soul trying not to give up but trying to find out who they are. Even though there are just shadows from your past you can still learn something from them... I mean, you still remember the mosuleum that you would climb on and sit on, and stare at the lake for hours, don't you? Build you past with bits of this and make the sorrow and pain beautiful...
Well the dark elements are beautiful. But its so hard to explain how I say it, becuase it was sucha perfect scene in my mind. But you did make and awesome point. I do miss the graveyard. If I wasn't 100 miles from it, I woiuld go bac just to try and remember my life. I have only been out of the house for little over a month, but i have forgotton everythign already,,,
I just don'e see how you can forget smoethign or some place you grew upo in and spend 49583906% of your life in!
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Really, though...
Somebody needs to cheer your ass up. Life is all gray haze, loving it is ignoring it.
Just keep going, and I'm sure you'll be fine. If not, Then there's not much can be done to help it, and there's really no point in stressing over it.
Besides that, suicide is giving up the extreme likelihood that in the years left of your life, you'll stop being a statistical anomaly and find something worth living for.
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I am not trying to be melodramatic goth. I am saying that althought this stuff should be sad and it is, and it makes me sad, the sadness and dark elements of all these are beautiful.
I have plenty of reason to be like this though, but you wouldn't know,
how could you know
I got kicked out of the house for my 17th birthday,
my dad promised to take me out before he wnet to japan, and ditch me, and has been gone for 3 months now, doubtful he is comming back
i cant find a job
two more of my friends just got in a sever accident and put in the hospital,
I feel like fucken trailor trash, I got kicked out of school for the rest of the year because of absences..
there is so much more... so don't tell me to just suck it up and smile.. becuase its not that easy for me...
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*worrier*
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I just don'e see how you can forget smoethign or some place you grew upo in and spend 49583906% of your life in!
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you're so beautiful...even when you're sad
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