I see colors everywhere
Visually assaulted, yet persuaded to stare.
Sexual battery of illumination
Everything moves on this kind of vacation.

As I struggle to stare past the light
I notice a shift in the Earth to the right.
I walk up the stairs into the black abyss
I can't get back down. To hell with this!

Finally, there was clarity to this darkness
But the ( Read more... )

Am I really here ( Read more... )

i am:

outgoing
rash
friendly
hasty
optimistic
procrastinator
positive
lazy
easily entertained
obstinate
intelligent
skeptical
slightly hyperactive
moody
music lover
crazy
animal lover
uncertain
hippie
distrustful
eccentric
indecisive
whimsical
messy/disorganized
effervescent
fickle
random
outspoken
quirky
independent
passionate
strong-willed
loquacious
profane
low-key
naive at times
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so, i guess i'll put up more poetry later, but i'm too lazy to do it right now. slowly but surely more everyday, i'm finding out who around me is a fake and who is not. it's like it's a never-ending battle. i thought high school was over? dealing with fake people seems like it should be something you leave behind in your high school hallways and ( Read more... )

What is reality, or what has it become?
Is life always what you make it, or do some things just rationally come undone?
This is a question in which an answer I always seek to find.
But somehow, never grasping, I end up switching topics to ease my mind.

Is reality all the grades, the goods, and the vacation?
Or is reality trying to find inner peace and ( Read more... )

Try not to scream. Don't react.
This is what reverberates through my mind as I try to cope.
This gut wrenching feeling won't rest.
I could feel the rage building up inside.

So much, I felt it was boiling my blood from within.
The livid responses I felt necessary to give
Were the furthest thing from thought at that moment.
Betrayal. Mistrust. Dishonesty.

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What makes people individuals ( Read more... )

ok. so recently, lets see. i still havent accepted the fact that im a senior and life as i know it is coming closer and closer to being over. i miss friends alot. especially amanda who i havent talked to since before jr/sr retreat [how did that go by the way?] i am going to rock the universe this weekend with lauren and im very very excited about ( Read more... )

amandas over ( Read more... )

so i know i havent written in this thing in forever. but i thought i might while im thinking about it ( Read more... )