Just thought i would update

[short_kicks]

So my life's been so up and down lately. I've been feeling so lonely and depressed. I'm ok now but about a week ago i was feeling so down about myself. It's sooo hard living in a house where everyone thinks that you are a screw up and then they go and tell everyone else so when you see them around town you feel hella awkward. They are friendly and

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[jokers_girl]

Carolyn, my dear... on the parents side, I know what you mean completely. I've had my mom say things like that to me and it really really sucks. But it happens. I hope your parents will come around... who knows, there's two of them and they are different people, but my mom did. It hurts so bad, because you can never truly forget what they said. But there are other people in life and while you may always love somebody, it doesn't mean you have to agree or even get along. Shit happens

[short_kicks]

Thanks alicia. That means a lot to me. I'll call you but on friday i work from 5-9:45. But i'm sure we have a lot to catch up on. I really do feel better now but when you have no one really to talk to it just builds up and finally it explodes. I have donnie to talk to which is great but we only have a limited amount of time to be with each other so sometimes i don't want to spoil the mood with my bullshit but i've realized if i don't say anything it will still spoil the mood and once i do talk it out things are a lot better. I'm really lucky to have a friend like you even if my parents think that you are one of the worst people to hang out with. (Ya they still think that somehow you magically stabbed me in the back with donnie but whatever they are hella stupid)But anyways thanks for being there it really does mean a lot to me. It lets me know that even though my friends are all over the place they still care whats going on in eachother's lives. Well, i love you! talk to you on friday.