school is incredibly depressing this year. someone say something motivating and positive about it so it doesnt seem so terrible, plz.

picked up my schedule yesterday for my junior year. heres what it looks like:

ap us history with mcdonald
ap english 11 with stephens
hon pre calculus with christie
chemistry 1 with rishor
ap spanish with churchley
weight training with gavin
junior cadet connections with price

i think i killed myself

im back home now. i had a good vacation and it went by really fast, like most vacations do. ali did come back home with me but now shes on her way back to tacoma for another week to stay with her aunt this time. too bad i got home just as tasha, kayla, and carolina left :( . i wanted to see them again but i guess i'll just have to wait. i'll be ( Read more... )

ali and i plan on leaving tomorrow for tacoma. we're going to spend 2 weeks with my aunts and cousins. i usually go every summer, most of the time for 3-4 weeks. i already gave most of the ppl at church a hug goodbye. im really excited to go. there's always tons to do over there and i never get bored. and this year ali's coming so it'll be ( Read more... )

back from creation. it was awesome, of course. there was about 25,000 ppl there and all the bands ruled. i got a couple of t-shirts and a couple cd's as well. i managed to not get burnt while up there. however, on the way back home we stopped at the columbia river where we met up with one of tasha's grandparent's friends. he had a boat and we ( Read more... )

tomorrow it's off to creation. strange how plans get changed just to make room for different plans. im now going with tasha's grandparents and what was originally tasha kayla carolina paul ali and myself all going has now turned into just tasha and i. ahh, last minute plans. im sure tasha and i will have tons of fun together. so i'll hopefully ( Read more... )

i figured out why my family is so freaking big. u see its all on my moms side. my grandpa (on her side) has 13 siblings. my grandma (on her side) has 5 siblings. so all together that's 20 between the 2 of them (including themselves). where as my dads side is nice and simple. only 3 aunts and one uncle all together plus 4 cousins. i asked my ( Read more... )

the fourth of july was muy bien this year. i proudly kept up my chocolate diet and stayed out way past curfew.... ok ok. so i gorged on chocolate icecream and got home an hour early. but never the less, it was awesome.

service last night was awesome. so much more than i thought it would be. it always blows my mind to see ppl filled with the holy spirit.. either talking in tongues or falling to the ground. it just brings me to tears to see God working like that. I LOVE THE LORD!!!!

u may ignore that last post. im not going to delete it but, thank God, i dont think the same way as i did then. i dont plan on playing back and im joyful that we're all still friends. thank God for changing my mind.