as i said in one of my entries a couple days ago... my journal is now strictly for me... no one else... officially starting now.

live eight in two days right??? and who wakes up this morning at 4:15 with a running nose and now can't breath at all?? yea this kid. frigon-a. i was really looking forward to live 8 and if im still feeling like this there's NO WAY i'll be able to make it through the show. which sucks. but it does mean i can spend the weekend at nick and rob's new ( Read more... )

so. i wrote out an entry that was just for me after i wrote that lil blurb last week. i got out everything i was thinking about. and it felt good. i no doubt cried when i wrote it and cry everytime i've read it since (which is on average once a day). its weird. certain things are starting to go right now in life while other things are just going ( Read more... )

so i was going to write a WHOOOOLE long entry about what's going on in my head since there is sooo much i've been thinking about but then i decided that if i do end up doing it, its not gunna be for the whole world to see, its not gunna be for my "friends" to see, its for me and me alone. noone else needs, let alone wants, that much of an insight ( Read more... )

nick's in paradise island. he graduated yesterday morning, stayed to have lunch with me and then left. i havent seen him since like 12:30 on saturday afternoon. i talked to him a couple times while i was driving back home, a couple times at night before he went to sleep at 10 something but i was out so he didn't wanna keep me on the phone, and at 6 ( Read more... )

i eat too much. i don't exercise. i'm getting fat. i'm the heaviest i've ever been. IN MY WHOLE LIFE. the heaviest. i hate it but i've tried so hard to eat less, actually exercise and it just doesn't work. i don't have the self discipline for it. and then i was talking to my dad this weekend when i was home for the day and he was telling me how ( Read more... )

almost done... just gotta keep telling myself this term is almost over. i'm completely done with my communications class which is great. got a B unless i completely bombed my last paper which is possible but up until that.. i got a B. my last woodshop project is gunna kill me. how the hell do i make a pillow out of wood? yea it sucks. last class i ( Read more... )

GREEK WEEK- so second place aint too bad... as long as we beat phi sig i was happy. delta zeta really tried this year.. they deserved getting first. pictures are posted. stole them from other people since i forgot my camera for almost every frigon event. http://public.fotki.com/ ( Read more... )

so i'm supposed to go to a "distinguished speaker" tonight at 6... don't know how long it will be but i have a volunteer meeting at 7. still not sure whether or not im gunna go to the speaker... so while i'm deciding.... update ( Read more... )

So its 7:55 in the morning on a friday... you would think the only reason any normal human being would be up now is for class or a midterm. yea no. i woke up at 7:21 after an awful night of not really sleeping. couldn't fall back to sleep so i climbed outa bed. yes climbed... down... ugh ( Read more... )