SO GREEN!

[shortandsexy]

Man have i been sick lately. Life is kinda black and white for me right now, the only color in my life is the beautiful trees. i love it this time of year. It's such a bummer to be sad when theres so much to be happy for. It makes me feel really stupid and immature. I have many regrets for the type of person i've become. I didn't used to be

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[xomer04ox]

*Crysta

[janaxkill_you]

you still gossip

[janaxkill_you]

i love you crysta and i know exactly what your going through because if you dont seem to recall me being in a shitty mood half of last year then you need observing skills
i hate feeling like that too but the only thing i can tell you is that it will change youll quit feeling like that and youll get a boy and youll be happy and it wont matter what you think you look like im insecure too i just dont show it and i know it sucks

and this is getting absolutely no where
but yes it will get better i promise
<33333333333333333333

[dry_mytears]

i totally agree with jana on the whole thing about being in a crappy mood half of last year...but i mean with me..and it was all year...if you rememember..then i was sooo negative, i hated everyone, i hated myself, i could not be happy because..well i dont know why..but i was just down all the time and it WILL change, trust me..because i have changed this year. I dont know if youve noticed since we dont really hang out much but im no where near as negative as i used to be and im alot happier now..i have more self confidnece than what i had before (its still not much but its more and its progressing) and yada yada

just like jana said
mines not getting anywhere either
but things WILL get better

THANK YOU!

[shortandsexy]

Thank you so much, all of you. I'm trying to get over this by hideing it but it just doesn't help. I've been like this for so long. I need somthing good to happen or i'm not sure what i'll do.

[i_shotyourface]

bitterness is like gum stuck on your shoe...its not going to go away until you find a way to make it.
and if you let it sit there day after day more icky stuff gets stuck to the gum on the bottom...my advice would be to look at things positivly...yes i realize how dumb that sounds how cliche that sounds but really if you try to do that then the world looks so much prettier...its hard though..life is hard, especially since we are teenagers and all this drama ugh!

im rambling
this too is going nowhere...
i luff you!
it will get better
<3Leah