I know I told you guys that I would be at graduation yesterday ( Read more... )

Soooo, just checked my grades online to see if anymore got posted.
I GOT A FUCKING A IN COMPUTER SCIENCE!!!
I didn't even complete two of the assignments!
Holy shit how did this happen?

You know what? I won't question it.
I will thank God for that
and say that I will never ever take another computer science class AGAIN!

:)

GAAAHHHH!!! I hate studying for finals!
Seriously, what possessed me to come to school
five hours before my final?

Yes! Today was so much better ( Read more... )

Perhaps today will be better?

Sorry about all the breakup posts,
but here's the latest message from...her.

"i was kidding about the status thing... by the way
please e-mail me a copy of your history notes
i can't study off of mine"

Sure, I'll send you a copy of my history notes. And while I'm at it,
how about I just let you take a revolver to my head?

You know what? Fuck what she says.
I don't care anymore.
I've decided that what has happened happened,
and it was probably inevitable.

So why torture myself? I'm going to have a great day today!!!

How could she say those things? HOW?

I get on facebook today and there's a friend detail request waiting...

"You took how to be an asshole in 1995.
 You hooked up in 1989 and it was terrible.
 You lived in hell."

I didn't do anything to her!
I was truthful, that's all.

I DIDN'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS!
SO WHY IS IT TURNING OUT LIKE THIS???

Sooooooo, it's over.
After almost eight months, 
it's all come to a screeching halt.
I've determined that I won't let the single life
scare me like it used to.
What's happened has happened.
It was inevitable...

or at least that's what I tell myself.

I won't lie...it really does hurts.

I just deleted my MySpace ( Read more... )