why aren't things peaceful? why can't people try harder for peace it'd be the best thing that could ever be achieved. i really think so, and i'm really trying, so if you read this, do whatever you can, with whomever, to just make peace. it might just make some people happy, and happiness is contagious. (sp?)

ok, so im still pissed at one of my best friends who I think is fucking up his teenage years by depriving himself of fun and only doing things for the INCREDIBLY far away future (at least 15 or so years from now, that far) but this upsets me a lot because we never fight like this, and i hate fighting, and etc etc etc. plus, the feeling it gave me ( Read more... )

why is it eople are so cynical ( Read more... )

yeah, so i just got back from my grandmother's. im kinda sad, becasue it seems like shes getting really old now. like, she keeps forgetting things, and forgets she says things 30 seconds after she says them, and repeats them. i dunno, its just sad ( Read more... )

so the sun must hate us. theres high humidity, high temp, and NO BREEZE. at all. and, to make matters worse, i have been and must continue playing tennis outside in the sun for two hours, then walk a mile home in the sun. and its hot. very, very, VERY hot. argh ( Read more... )

i crave s'mores. but i crave the ymca. perfect mix.

i'm incredibly bored.

WEE HOO!

i know i already had a really long post, so no one has to read this if they dont wanna hang out with me ( Read more... )

ok, so i got home last nite. woo. im incredibly happy, and im sad and im just ilana- obviously. so im happy just to see all my friendsand hang out with them, go back to guard, do shit on my computer, sleep in, rest in AIR CONDITIONING. (thats probably the best part- sry guys) so its good to be back. but, i do miss a lot of my friends, and after not ( Read more... )

so... im at camp. yesterday was hershey park day. id never been and we were all excited out of our minds. (lexi and i and a buncha friends) so when we got on the bus it was nice, but on the 1 1/2 hour ride there it started to rain on and off. we were there finally, not so bad weather, but five minutes later it began to absolutely POUR. i mean ( Read more... )

hmmm... im in camp! lotsa freedom, and i like it. a lot. but my, um, yeah. lexi is quite the interesting roommate, considering on the 2nd day we created our own turkey language for no absolute reason. huh. then theres our buddy ian ( Read more... )