// ten tons against me and you're gone

[shortbusbully]

As the year comes to an end I feel satisfied with my accomplishments. I've learned a lot of things that I couldn't have learned without being the person that I am. I've also lost a lot this year, in a number of ways. Mostly my faith in people, my willingness to be accepting of my family, and some of my friends, too. I don't really understand a

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[mandagrrl928]

when i look at you, i see a person who is confused on the inside and tries to cover it up on the outside

when i look at you, im sad because i dont know how to help you at all

when i look at you, im sad for you

[kayeightwhy]

i dont wanna sound condescending or anything (cuz i HATE it when people do that to me) and i realize that i havent been through half what you have most likely, but i jsut wanted to say, were all alone, together.
this year has seen the best and the worst of so many of us, drastic changes and dramatic events. we're all different than we used to be, no one really knows themselves right now, but thats what we look for in each other. we see in each other the good things and it keeps us going, and even if im the only other person who thinks this which im sure im not, to quote you ..."i dont know who i am and i dont know who other people think i am" ...were all in this together, never give up.

[candylover24]

i know that i havent been through as much as you, but at one point in my life i have felt everything that you described. everyone feels upset, trouble, left out, feel like everyone is talking about them- but, somehow, everyone gets through it. i want to help you so much. maybe its because we're adolescents, but i think that if i tried to help, that you would come back and say i dont need your help so go away and leave me alone- the response that everyone would give. i would talk to you about anything you could imagine- happy, dark, disturbing, light, i dont care. i just want to talk to you to make sure that you are ok. but feeling like you would just reject me if i tried to help just makes me upset and, at times, wonder what i should have done instead. let out your emotions- no ones going to think anything bad about you if you say you think one person is leaving you out or being mean to you. hell, you make jokes about how im stupid. i dont care it doesnt hurt you. but maybe thats your way of dealing with things. cuz