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[shortbusbully]

I thought I'd found it then - you know, that moment just before everything slips through your fingers and it's gone. All the answers seem so surreal to you in these moments, suspended in your own confusion. Nothing's real. But then, what isn't real? That's surreality for you. That's how I live. The way I breathe. And I'm still having trouble

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[athaew]

Lovely rant. So, if you really don't want my sympathy, I won't offer it. I just want to correct one thing.

"Me. It's all back to me, and it always has been. Every fucking second of my life has to be about me or else it's not worth my time. That's how god damn pathetic I am."

That's not pathetic. That's normal. We like funny and nice people becuase they make us feel good. We like ice cream and candy because eating stuff that tastes good to us makes us happy. It's all about gaining pleasure for oneself. Some people are nice because they might have morals and feel that it's good to do nice things. This can cause them to believe that they are good people for doing nice things, and like themselves. Any way you look at it, everything can be led back to self-indulgence.
In fact, I even made this argument for my own benefit. I'm hoping it makes you think you're not pathetic, which I se as making me a good person for fixing that, and also, I wanted to annoy you with my superior logic!
So you're not pathetic. So HA!

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[athaew]

I'm sorry, I forgot to kill myself. All I can do now is apologize. Because that makes me feel better.
Danny, you need to get off the "I'm so pathetic, but I don't pity myself" routine. I pity myself, and I know I'm not pathetic.
So just take a break, let yourself relax, and find something or someone to make you happy. Cuz you need it. Please remember what I said, and remind me, and then I won't have to repeat the better part of this little rant when I shout at you tomorrow for being depressed. Because I like you, and you being depressed makes me sad. So stop.