i agree with my horoscope: new beginnings are where im at. bitch.

since livejournal is for things i cant say to people who dont read this livejournal....

im tired of being the caller. and being the kisser. i just want some dumb boy to come over and make out with me tonight.

thats sad.

in other news, i really missed corona beer.

i am searching searching searching to find a little purpose in life. my heart is going to jump out of my body. i need to do something great. i need to find my something.

it's a lot to ask.

i woke up in a shitty mood today. but then my roommate and i went and signed our loft lease and we walked down the street to pete's and i had a plate full of cheese fries. also we walked by a little market called Alina's Place. Pictures coming soon. Now I feel better but if I can't find someone to come to this art opening reception tonight im going ( Read more... )

i started a(nother) job today. at a sushi place called zipfusion where i serve hot artist boys.

round 2 is tonight.
wish me luck.

tomorrow is easter. i will celebrate in my own way. it will be the first easter that i havent gone to church in... ever. but im excited to spend it spiritually my own way. i plan on taking a long long long walk on the beach. and i plan on eating canned corn and a veggie burger for easter dinner. ive never spent easter alone and thinking, but here

livejournal has become for things that i cant say out loud. in other words, things that no one around me physically can know ( Read more... )

I NEED A NEW JOB

and

I hate being alone right now.

Once there was a young woman who shall remain nameless (and who shall also remain the writer.) This young writer happened upon a slightly-older-than-young man walking through a crowded concert crowd. She noticed, in order of head to toe, his gnarled and knotty hair, his ripped and plaided pants, and, above all (rather, below), his barren and bony ( Read more... )

i need to vent ( Read more... )