things are picking up now. which is good. work is getting consistent, although i do it with a bit of dislike, i still appreciate that its something to have. as far as the studies go. eh they are a bit slow. i just need a couple of materials to get me going and finally recenter myself to that ( Read more... )

i was browsing the pics that jeff mo put up on facebook and it brought back a lot of memories and especially the good ones. it made me feel that was the part of aphio i loved and one of the reasons i joined it. cool!!! =)

and yea.. i found the angle for personal statement!!! thanks to driving!

inspired..

so today my old english prof got a chance to look at my personal statement. she said it was good, very solid and informative. however, since she got to know me on the personal level, she didnt see the enthusiasm or that personality i had in the paper. she explain further the pro and cons, they all made sense but overall we concluded that if i was ( Read more... )

forget the skeptics! you dont have to prove anything to anyone!!

gameface on!

my motivation is a bit inconsistent. at times i doubt my own talent, skills and my confidence to do what i need to do. however, when i start to doubt, it sucks and i just fall apart ( Read more... )

i feel a bit scared.. i really am. i feel like im digging a hole i cannot escape...

sigh.

the concentration is just not there...needs to recenter!

i miss hanging out with my friends...in fact, i just miss them.

with 4315 characters, i finished drafting my personal statement.

im elated.