So people decided it would be a good idea to smash a windsheild, not mine but Mers. But I was driving and I was the one that had to move it, I told her I would. I know it isn't my fault I just feel responsible. It just makes me mad that people have to do that to be cool, or whatever. And it isn't like they will learn anything from it anyway, first ( Read more... )

Well I have to admit I have been really grumpy the last couple of days, but it isn't for no reason. After being picked on, stomped on, and had a jealous rage I get a bit grumpy. So I try to bring it up, and come to find out he is half drunk at the time, so now try reasoning with that! yeah right it doesn't happen, he just gets to be more like an ( Read more... )

people don't seem to understand what it is like to feel betrayed. I can't voice what I want to say without making people mad at me, yet it is always my fault. Sure I can be a jealous person, and so can any other person.... but you give me a reason to be jealous. You tell me she means nothing, that you don't care about her like that anymore, but it ( Read more... )

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Damnit I hate school, seriously there is no fucking reason for the insane amount of work the last week of school. You think we did enough work the rest of the year, there is no reason for ALL of this shit. and what is worse, when you get this much work, something will go wrong, if not a lot of things. that is where breakdowns happen. So just an ( Read more... )

Well lets see I started of the week with a lovely trip to the hospital, that was a load of fun, I was getting blood drawn from me every day, and people poking me in places I would much rather not be poked. but I'm ok now, I had someing on my ovary that busrt and hurt pretty damn bad, hopefully it doesn't happen again thats all I have to say. so I ( Read more... )

Wow what a good day..... Lets see to start off got up really early after staying up til 4 am watching Elf, funny movie but I was very tired.... went to work did my thing then left. Got back to my room met Mer and her and I headed to Manchester to Meet with the lovely miss Brookie... Brooke then took us to Spider bite.... where I got my belly button ( Read more... )

Ok so I had an ok day, but tonight royally sucked. I have decided that I hate people. honestly people really need to learn how to grow up and be mature, cause it gets really annoying. I am sick and tired of seeing guys walk around with pants around thier damn ankles, and shirts and sweatshirts too big for thier damn body, and little fucking slutty ( Read more... )

ok for all of you who have been reading my LJ I am sure you are starting to think I am nuts, or have some serious anger issues. Well I do get angry easily, but only when I am disrespected or treated unfairly..... and I am sure a few of you have either seen that or experienced it. The only reason I look like a psycho is because I usually only write ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. All I know is I am upset and I don't know how to fix it....... This needs to stop...... I need a vacation