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so last night jenna came over.. then at like 10 taylor came over .. jenna left and me and maria jus chilled with taylor and did whatever. we were up till 530 on the computer & phone. i havent stayed up that late in forever. we had a lot of laughs through the night.
i dont kno whats going on. all i was trying to say to you two was that i felt really left out and i was upset that you guys didnt even call me. i wasnt asking for you to come get me. all i was asking for was a phone call. that whenever i do something, or find something to do .. you two are the first people i tell. i ask u guys to do everything with me b/c i have so much fun with you two. you girls thought trevor was blowin shit outta porportion which i can see but .. i was more mad at the fact that after trev told u two that i was upset you didnt even care. well, it seemed like you didnt even care. what im trying to say is that ... i call u two about everything .. examples: last saturday when i went to that party with craig, i called rachel to see if two wanted to come but u couldnt get rides. then i called again once i got to the party. wednesday night i asked court if she wanted to come to the mall with me maria and jenna but she didnt want to. yesterday i asked rachel if she wanted to smoke and go to the mall with me and dave but she had plans. its just that i call you's about everything. and you two know i like goin over antes and chillen with those people alot and you couldnt even call me to see if i wanted to go over. and then after i was upset didnt care about it. and kept asking trev if he was "fucking serious". well yeah, he was. and i appreciate trevor trying to stick up for me so much. i dont want this to turn into an argument or fight. you two are the only girls i got here. and i only got two more and they dont live here.. and dont drive so its hard for me to chill with them. alrite well yeah thats just what i wanted to say... & say it all at once. & again like i said i dont want this to turn into an argument or fight... because its not as far as i see it. alrite im done. peace