What's with all of these rules in Life.. all of these guidelines. Sure it's very important to have stability yet, at the same time I wish there weren't all of these rules and we could do what we wished and be able to go with how we felt. Of course Im talking about love.. go figure I'm just the hopeless romantic who can't help it. There are so many ( Read more... )

I remember every movement, every word that was spoken. Those conversations, so useless, so unimportant in nature, still are held onto. It wasn’t even determined by the content of the conversations to which was buried deep inside. It was the time that was spent so unbelievable, so hard to imagine being real, so hard to believe it was actually ( Read more... )

Justin may be moving to North or South Carolina.. lovely. On a good note..Adam is moving back either to Portland or Portsmouth we will see. I dont really know how I'm feeling right now. Just gotta take the sunshine with the rain.

Amanda left today for Illinois. Chris also left for the Army. Everyone keeps leaving.. I have been thinking alot..Hell that's all I ever seem to do these days is think think think. I got my car back.. I put my writing portfolio together. Thats all for now

It seems I'm searching for something.. and I'm oblivious to what this something is. I just know everyday I'm looking.. searching for something and it's not coming to me.. Maybe I need to stop searching for whatever it is because it seems to be destructing me. Even eating away at me. What the hell happened to me? I dont like who I am. -I act like ( Read more... )

There's a hint of melancholy somewhere in here..

So I dont think I'm all that beautiful but other people do and I'm sick of the fact that thats all they care about.. and I'm fed up with them not caring about anything else besides that and what Im about, how I see things my views or my opinions or what makes me me..fuck you. and good night.

So let me tell you I had the biggest dilema tonight. You wont believe it. Well tonight.. I couldnt decide if I should have Special K red berries cereal of Raisin Bran..But quickly I found a solution to my dilema and I mixed them together! And ya know what, it was pretty fucken good.

P.S
I <3 cereal! and cute boys

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So here we are again, back where we started.  The images always seem to replay.. replay... replay in my mind of the days that life with just us was so simple when life made perfect sense and you weren't a stranger to me. So, here we are at the beginning again and I'm just clasping my hands behind my back h o p i n g you'll glance at me and smile ( Read more... )