Tonight I have a meeting with the psychiatrist. I am really hoping that he/she can really help me. I don't want to feel like this anymore than I already have ( Read more... )

I made Ryan a valetine in Spanish class. It said "No se porque, perote quiero. !Feliz dia de San Valetin!" ((I don't know why, but I love you. Happy Valentines Day! I love him, I can't wait until Valentine's day. We are going to have the best time. No matter what! Nothing could ruin the mood I am in today ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went over Ryan's house to pick up Aiden after night school. In the notebook that I had found the hotel numbers in was written "Please don't rip out pages, thanks:o)" SO I ripped out the pages and wrote big as hell on the next page "Go fuck yourself please, THANKS!" I am not going to play these little games. I am going over to Ryan's ( Read more... )

Ryan got a hotel room in Canada with Kalen and Amy on Saturday night. He didn't even go with Danny. He just lied to me ( Read more... )

Another Saturday night all by my lonesome ( Read more... )

Pat always finds the stpuidest ways to make me feel like an absolute moron. I don't know what to think about anything ( Read more... )

Ryan finally got his apartment. A really nice apartment right above a workshop on Warren by his dad's house. Him and Joey C. rent it for only $650 a month. It has 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a kitchen a dining room and a humungous living room. There is no heat there yet, so Aiden can't go there, but I went there last night and I am staying the night ( Read more... )

My favorite song. Makes me think of how much I really love Ryan. :o) <3<3<3 ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in along time. I have been really busy. I'm a mommy now you know ( Read more... )

Today I start my Segment 2. Next week I can get my license! :o ( Read more... )