: I haven't seen her since we split up. She came and took some of her stuff but i was asleep. And I'm fine.. i feel alot better, like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders you know... I use to think i couldn't live without her.. but now its like, how the hell did i live WITH her.

: I know what you mean. Looking at things in retrospect is like ( Read more... )

sometimes perfection is an illusion. open your fucking eyes.

I’ve been thinking a lot about friendship lately. honestly I avoid them just as much as I avoid love-- isn't trusting someone in a friendship just as dangerous? its the same concept; you give someone a pieces of you and hope that they wont use those pieces against you. In entitling a person with the name " friend" , you form a naive belief that ( Read more... )

I love Friday Nights. haha. <3

Its not him i miss. i just miss the feeling of being in love. i want it back. i hate feeling empty. i hate feeling numb. and thinking i need a different sort of high just to feel happy anymore...but once the fake high is gone im left empty again. i was with him for TWO years. && im not good by myself. he was there for me through everything . and im ( Read more... )

i reliezed tonight just how much i miss my boys. all together. i love them all. you have no idea

im sick of him && his drama. i hate him. i hate how he makes me feel. the sad thing is i still cling to every word that comes out of his mouth. out of all the compliments i get from other people i choose instead to listen to him tear me down everyday. the person who has lied to me and hurt me more than any other person in my life is the person i ( Read more... )

My mistakes just keep getting bigger and bigger. but at the time, they feel right. and after its done , i know i fucked up , but it feels so good. Im turning into someone that i dont want to be &&  i DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP

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Pennsylvania

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