i would have never saw this day. When the boy i knew as Ryan would be gone at age 20. He was a great friend, boyfriend, musician, person. I dont know what to do without him. Who do i call when everythings going wrong, cuz he was always that person. Whos gonna text me at 9am to ask what to make for breakfast and how class was going. Whos gonna write ( Read more... )

I am completely falling apart. I mean i have had some fucked up times, and emo days but ( Read more... )

SO this has been a shitty week ( Read more... )

Every morning i seem to think about everything ( Read more... )

I want to dance ( Read more... )

Why does it seem that all my old friends and acquaintances are turning on me. I really i'm confused of what i did. Really i would like to know, i wouldnt play the innocent act. I would fess up, but i truly don't know what the fuck i have done for everyone to turn on me. I lived my life and moved on from old friends, thats it, i made my efforts, and ( Read more... )

I can feel the tears in my eyes ( Read more... )

I can feel the tears in my eyes ( Read more... )

The feeling stays within, the pain has drained away ( Read more... )

I always thought the saying "I forgot how love feels" was just a saying ( Read more... )