I am so scared...

[shortshit]

I hate him so much, and I know I don't have the right. But because of how I feel about him, every kick now, every time she moves, i just resent her. I don't want to! I hate that I am starting to hate her, too. She doesn't deserve that. Tyler wants her. At least, he says he does. I sometimes think about just giving her to him. That way, she doesnt

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[biggirlssayfuck]

I would wait until you see her and hold her to make a big decision such as giving her up. I'm, not saying that your feelings aren't valid, I just don't think you should jump to conclusions about how you are going to feel when she's finally with you. Every mom I know says that the TRUE moment that they began loving their child was when they first held him or her in their arms. I'm sorry you're feeling so crappy :( I hope it gets better.

[sillysot]

I agree with above if you still the same way after she is born then handle it that way but give it a chance (if you feel like it) keep your chin up