Hey...

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He wasn't using me, so please stop sayin that. He just couldn't be exclusive, which is what I needed from him. But I do wish him well and I hope he and Sakinah are happy together. I hope he finds all he wants. I think this is better in the long run. I think this will hurt a lot less when all is said and done. Man, I wish it didnt hurt so bad now. I

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[rainbowmommy2]

It's really mature of you to wish him well. I'm sorry for what's been happening when it comes to relationships, I know you don't believe me now, but you will, it's going to be cool soon. You aren't going to be alone forever. You'll run into the man that will love you and Keagan, probably at a very unexpeceted time. So as hard as it is, distract yourself from relationships as much as possible, and focus on other things, because you will date, you will have love, and maybe not from him, which it's understandable that is who you want it from, but you will have it! AND congrats on the job offer, and the interveiws! I'm excited for you. Sorry about your tummy, it's all the cinabears! :) Love you already, and I look forward to hanging out more.