I don't get it at all anymore. I used to be such a happy person. Know I am not even that word anymore. It hurts me so bad every day. I don't get why he even hurts me at all. I try to be the best girlfriend in the world I can be.

I didn't go to sleep until late last night. I ended up talking to this guy I sorta like at 3 in the morning. I almost forgot about going to volleyball today. I just didn't even wanna go there. I came home and mike was here. I didn't wanna really hang out with him. I just wanna drive, but no my mom is being dumb about that. I'm going to go watch tv ( Read more... )

I got home from Maryland on Saturday. I ended up coming home and doing nothing. I had to clean my room up, it was a wreck. I didn't wanna do anything at all. My mom and katie's mom talked for a while down stairs. I tried to call bryce, but no he wasn't answering. I ended up geting no sleep at all.

I'm out of Pa in hour. Best part is for once in my life I can't wait to get out of here. Yes, I love all my friends here and will be some day, but just not for a long time. All i can say is that he tore my heart to hell and made it so hard for me to live anymore.

So I will email everyone from Katie's or something. Maryland here I come to stay!

Nothing really good has been going on my life. I am going to the movies tommorrow that is about it. This week went by really fast. I think I am going to start to run a mile at the track every day. I need to get in better shape. I was supposed to play volelyball other day, but that didn't happen. Apprantely my neighbor claims he got into accident. I ( Read more... )

Well i had a fun time at the dance on Friday. I hope my pictures will turn out good. Nothing much has been going on in my life really at all. I don't wann go to school on Monday. I'm so tired and sleepy. So i am going to go now 3>

So I just decided to write a small update. Nothing new has been going on in my life. Expect people i knew died this week. So much has been changing so fast. Just at times sucks to realize my and i never get a long. I will finsh this later i wanna get off and think.

I'm going to make this friends only and up date once a week. Well i like my gj more. So have a nice new year. I am in a bad mood cause someone who is a guy goes yeah i will call you. So i was siting there waiting. I get back on to tell him thanks. So he goes i will call you now. So he keeps on doing it, but oh well fuck him.

This weekend went by really fast. Friday i got to ride in mike's car for a bit. His car has this cool thing in it like 4 to tell the speed. When were driving i went flying into his door 2 times. Been so long since we just caught up on what's been going on in each other's life. Still i feel bad for travis going to jail ( Read more... )

Omg i swear i hear someone outside. Oh well i will send spankster out to get them or whoever. I need to learn to put pictures on this damn thing also.