sooo today mariah and I went to dunkin donuts at 10am and she drove in front of me and showed me how to get to Belfast and we met Scott at the hannaford in Belfast and then drove to the Co-Op and he had a sandwich and mariah and I talked...and then scott and I went to camden hills and hiked mt.battie!..yeah...I hiked..and at the top we saw joanna ( Read more... )

ok weird dreams...this is going to be random 'cause I'm trying to remember everything ( Read more... )

so this morning I woke up to someone waking me up and I opened my eyes and it was dustin...and 50 million things went through my head..but all I did was look in the completely opposite direction...and he was like don't worry I'm leaving I just came to get my movies..and then he throws $100 bucks at me...which is only a dent in the debt he owes me ( Read more... )

I'm going to come out and say it ( Read more... )

I'm having another depressing night..but of course everyone is asleep ( Read more... )

So last night I had a scary dream....I think dustin was with me and he was like telling me to be careful or something and there was a lightening bolt that hit a tree and this line of fire went to my house and lit it on fire...so I ran to my house and I think dustin or my brother was running with me and we got to the door but there was stuff in the ( Read more... )

this time without Dustin has been completely different....I mean there are still songs I can't listen to..like all of them...without being ill or crying...but already I've found myself liking this guy ( Read more... )

I feel sick ( Read more... )

Dustin and I are over ( Read more... )

Last night my roommate said "YOU STILL HAVE LIVEJOURNAL HAHA" and I said yeah if I didn't write things down I wouldn't remember them...and she just totally brushed it off ( Read more... )