and ill see your face in the clouds

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My heart was so set on my decision. I thought for sure that this is what I wanted. I honestly didn't think I'd take it as bad as I am. It was hard for me to sleep last night. I wanted to call him, but I know I hurt him. I'm afraid he won't answer me when I call and/or ignore me. It almost feels like he broke up with me, but no, I made the choice.

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[amandabeckmd]

I feel the same way.

But I know there was a reason for doing what I did and if I were to date John again right now I would have regretted never taking the chance to by myself. You have to think about the fact that there was a reason for what you did and not sticking to it would make you wonder what could have happened or who you could have met.

You'll be okay. It will all pass and hopefully the two of you will become good friends.

I love you.